Saturday, July 31, 2010

终于

有不想回去的感觉。

发现,很多计划中断,耽误。
发现,自己的路线,好像不对了。
原本,是很开心回去的。
但,现在,我开始怀疑,这一个路线,对吗?

发现,某些人已到了我要达到的目标。
我,在对的队伍里吗?
我,又得向上帝祈求指点了。

自己的优柔寡断。。。 方向。

我需要一个方向。

Friday, July 30, 2010

Prayer Request

alo alo kawan kawan... i got some prayer requests needed..

1.) My dad's house
-please help us to buy a good buyer and reasonable price
-current offer price is way below market price
-hope to get a good buyer who will appreciate the house and give us a good price within August 2010

2.) My Family salvation
- Hope to see my family saved especially the males.

:D TQTQ!!! Amen!!

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

长大了

发现,爱, 或许没有所谓的长久,永恒。

当另一方不再爱你,而爱别人的时候,你,就别傻了!

因为对方已向前走了好远,而你,却傻傻地爱着对方, 执著于那一份,更本不存在的爱情。 ;)
放开吧!!
世界会更加宽阔!!!

放下吧!
记忆会是美好的!

Sunday, July 25, 2010

after PD triathlon

Officially, a TRIATHLETE! heehehhehehe!!! look at these pic!! been sitting on my desktop waiting for this day!

Wow.. May be after IRONMAN triathlon, i gonna look like that. Super LEAN n NICE!

My RM3 Meal RM2 cup noodle...RM1 vege bought downstair....No car (yes yes, i have not deal with my battery flat issue...n the "mushroom" in my car")

And most of all, My FINISHER MEDAL for PORT DICKSON TRIATHLON 2010!!!!!!!! HURRAYYYY....................

I am registering POWERMAN, and HALF IRONMAN soon! ISH.... very terrible CYCLING TIMING!!

Friday, July 23, 2010

好味!

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Such a good boy, Ethan Heng!
Like father, like son.

:D

好遥远的11km...
这是在我跑42公里前拍的。

“我能跑完吗?”

“我做到了!”

那一家

那一家我每一次光顾的sushi King....
今天last day.

Very sentimental feeling.

今天,这是最后一次亮起的灯!

Thursday, July 22, 2010

完全

完全无法集中。。。
是这星期日的三项铁人吗?
是太多的电话吗?
是那没完没了的问题吗?
是昨晚梦里的拒绝吗?
是那一定的心情不定吗?
是那自己一直不去面对的事吗?

烦人的emotion.
烦人的一切.

此刻, 我只想回到venice- St Marco. 在那儿,听听音乐,喝喝咖啡.. 他的笑容,他那只有一边的酒窝.
那时的快乐,逍遥,问题,解决.

决定了, 又怎么能动摇呢?

前方的路,我该往哪儿走?

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

集中力

完全失去集中力。。。。

:(

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

他,还在美国。而我,当然很忙。
PG的boss, 叫我做这个。。
KL的boss1, 叫我做那个。。
boss2, 叫我做那个。
RMP,叫我做这个。。
这个,那个。。。。

kinda like the busyness.
I just know that 50% of the fact must come from the fact that i am "traveling".
I am determined that "TRAVEL" is 1 of my largest passion so far.

My Dream Wedding photos........ having an aircraft as the back ground.........simply too cool.
http://www.infusedstudios.ca/blog/?p=1105

Can i ride on a personal plane to the Hotel during my wedding day? hahaa~

Thursday, July 08, 2010

以为

以为,可以快快飞回去吃榴莲。。。 机程耽误。。。 820。。

despite of all the busyness yesterday, i woke up at 230am and supported my Spain.
Yes! Finally, Spain Won and give germany 0.
I was hoping that Torres will score the last minute goal, but he didn't.

well, Let's see how he is going to perform in the Final~

COME ON, Spain, 1 more step to go!

Wednesday, July 07, 2010

Weekend

My plan for upcoming weekend:
1.) Cycle with my darling, if he wanted to.
2.) Run the 21km on sunday morning with my new Pink gel-Kayano. Yeah babe, i finally put you on the road.
3.) Visit my mummy n say Hi.. hehehee..she has been complaining.....

My plan once i step out from the Aeroplane tomorrow
===> EAT DURIAN with my darling, and give him a BIG, WARM hug!

自己

一个人。

就像没了一个伴。
原来,还是会想念他。

或许,是第一天吧。

刚和其它的同事在33楼说笑。
今晚的 Germany vs Spain.

在中国的他,肯定是Germany.
Le Meridien 的一班同事,Germany.
槟城的他们,Germany.
飞往美国的他,我想,没看。
而我,Spain!

就算我认为Germany 踢得很精彩, 但,我还是standby Spain.

Tuesday, July 06, 2010

压力

无形的压力。
希望,明天回去,会好一些。

我需要一些空间。

发现

发现,自己在某些事情的记忆力,是超强的!

想起许多事。
想起那时的感觉, 那时的味道,那时的环境,那时的心情, 那时的叛逆, 那时的眼神。

很难形容这时的心情。
那单纯的时候。
那每个星期五的公共电话亭。
那日记里的一封信。
那apartment stay 的一夜。
那第一名的幸运奖。
那一面你为它而哭泣的金牌。
那十五岁的生日礼物。
那在我第一个手机,第一次打出的电话。
那十六岁的生日祝福。
那些我一直很珍惜的信件。
那一个退出。
那一个最后的祝福。

。。。。。。。。
那一个outing.
那一个证明实力的一星期。
那一个汉堡。
那一个challenge.
那十八岁的生日礼物。
那一个眼神。
那一个笑容。
那一个妒嫉,解释。
那一个好胜的我。
那一个难以捉摸的你。

。。。。。。。。。。。。
那一次的介绍。
那一些conversations.
那一些陪伴。
那些不合。
那些的努力。
热情,冷漠,陌生。
最后,我说,算了吧!


或许,是我记得而已。
记忆力。

在等着同事。
他该交待我一些事情。
明天,他去美国了。
我,必须暂时代替他。

不知他不在时,我还好吧?
希望一切顺顺利利!
:D

dedicated to someone

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你


我的天是灰色 我的心是蓝色 触摸着你的心 竟是透明的 你的悠然自得 我却束手无策 我的心痛即是 你的快乐 其实我不想 对你恋恋不舍 但什么让我 辗转反侧 不觉我说着说着 天就亮了 我的唇角尝到 一种苦涩 *我是真的为你 哭了 你是真的随他 走了 就在这一刻 全世界 伤心角色 又多了我一个 我是真的为你 爱了 你是真的跟他 走了 能给的我全都给了 我都舍得 除了让你知道 我心如刀割*

Monday, July 05, 2010

i have been with ...

Redoxon! yeah~
Everyday, the drink which i am looking forward in my hotel room= a glass of crystal clear water + a table of Redoxon C.. ehhehe~ So refreshing!!!

So my colleague is going to US the day after tomorrow and i will be picking up all his works.. i suppose. Gotta pray for peace... hehee..

i was admiring some leng chai with har last nite.. hahaa.. she loves him.

But i thought after i watched the backup plan, this picture stuck at my mind.

wow, LEAN + Firm. mmmm.... n of course i love the character he played in the movie! Funny and yet lovely.

Sunday, July 04, 2010

nice sunday

just went for 2 movie at KLCC.
Toy Story 3.--> Wow, it really get me to think how would my toys feel when i abandon them.. mm. The last part of the movie nearly caught me crying... great.

Back Up Plan--> mm, that kinda man still exist? hehehee... the giving birth part just YUCKS to me. But.. i love the cheese guy. hehehee... so Fit!

It's time to get some exercise and be ready for the Wimbledon Final..........
Tomas Berdych vs Rafael Nadal.

For some reason, i support Nadal this round!
:D But of course, i still love my Federer. :D

Saturday, July 03, 2010

ha..

missing someone.............. hehehee...............

MUAKS~

mmm

一个人的时候,总会想起一些事。。。

昨天,某人问起了我一些问题。。
我,想起了十八岁的生日。
想起了她。

哈!what a birthday.

Thursday, July 01, 2010

3 more weekend to Triathlon

oh can't believe 3 more weekends to my first ever Triathlon...
and i am so lepak in the Hotel.....
hiding on the bed only to watch n mourned with Federer's Lost...

and chasing over the World Cup Fever!

oh... ahhahaa, anyway, i predicted i gonna finish last and gotta belanja the gang... hahaha, so it's my FIRST............ whatever timing i set is gonna be my PB... hahahahaa!! That's the good thing about doing something for the very first time!! :D

Come On! Triathlon, I am COMING!

my PB photo...




Ok so this is my PB photo.
now i wonder when am i going to break the 5:00..... hehehee...

Full Rainbow

video

Just as i wanna upload this full rainbow that i saw 2 days ago for STarrie......
KL is raining again today...........

n guess what???
I look out and saw another FULL rainbow again!!!!!!!!!!
Exactly at the same position right from beginning til the end...........
So i did not take the video again...!!

Anyway, Bravo for the rainbows!! :D Thank God for His Awesome Creation.

A youth in my church passed away yesterday. RIP.