Handsome Big Boss in action

Before the game begin... pretend pretend first.. haha..


Then.. ok starttttt.............. come on.....!!! use ur strength...

More more........... please move the needle............... why static in middle one?? equal strength???

try harder............

And thre.... me.. admiring the 2 atheletic bosses.. :)

After competition

looking at others....laughing..haha


now this is final....................ah ya, why my face so relax??!

aiyah/...........pls.. use ur power..!! use use... hahaa..
and here's Russ and TT fighting..........handsome big boss.. :)

and....

interested to know whether i make it???

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i make it to win RM70.... finally!!!!!!!!!!!! the target i aimed for.... ahahha, but, it's 1st runner up... not champion... hahahahaa... they upgrade the prize for champion from RM70 to RM100.. haha.. anyway....... GREAT JOB!! DEAR... muaks~~~ Experience is what i gain when i do not get what i want.. :)

1 more hour to go

counting down for my arm wrestling competition.......

can't believe i am actually becoming more n more nervous.. haaha..too long never join any individual competition since uni time for the endlessssss karate matches.. hahaha...

the strategy...

the mindset.....

the preparation of the heart...

the prayer...

mmm, let the match begin.....................

I must give my best shot.... afterall, winning is not everything but the DESIRE to win is..........

Yeah~

Great inspiring Person

I was not quite happy before the shopping today.
Once again the thought of giving up hits me.

Many things that a person say can really affect the other person.
Just as we say something to kill another dream/wish of the other person, have we put a pause to think through.... "Why is the other person thinking that way?"
Could it be due to the age?
Could it be due to the experiences in his life?
Things that he been through?

And when i got back, i came across this film, "The Last Lecture-Finding your childhood dream"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji5_MqicxSo
He died July 25, 2008. But i guess, the impact he left behind was tremendous.
Some of the key points that impacted me were:
1.) Experience is what you get when you do not get what you want.
2.) If you wait long enough, it might be months, years, the good side of the person will show up.
3.) Finding and pursueing your Passion
4.) Don't give up

And the other short clip i continued on...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RcYv5x6gZTA&feature=user

keypoints:
1.) "I waited until the age of 39 to get marry because I am waiting to find someone whom her happiness is more important than mine"
2.) Ripple will come, what matters is what you do from your birth to the ripple.

1 key thing i realized today...........
A Leader who impacts lives is doing things out of his passion, he is fullfilling his Purpose on earth, and his life speaks for him.

I hope i will not give up on the thing on the verge of my mind, but to believe in if i wait long enough, the good in a person will show up.

Be patient, my dear.

key take away

went to the leadership take charge training today.
I thought it was somewat inspiring.

The movie of "Coach Carter", "Red Octobor", "Apollo 13".. these movies are really inspiring one!
I love them a lot. And i especially come across this quote during the end of the video presentation...

“Success seems to be largely a matter of hanging on after others have let go.” -William Feather

mm, will i achieve success tomorrow in my Arm Wrestling Competition?
I must hang on...............

The Virtuous Wife

10 Who[b] can find a virtuous[c] wife? For her worth is far above rubies. 11 The heart of her husband safely trusts her; So he will have no lack of gain. 12 She does him good and not evil All the days of her life. 13 She seeks wool and flax, And willingly works with her hands. 14 She is like the merchant ships, She brings her food from afar. 15 She also rises while it is yet night, And provides food for her household, And a portion for her maidservants. 16 She considers a field and buys it; From her profits she plants a vineyard. 17 She girds herself with strength, And strengthens her arms. 18 She perceives that her merchandise is good, And her lamp does not go out by night. 19 She stretches out her hands to the distaff, And her hand holds the spindle. 20 She extends her hand to the poor, Yes, she reaches out her hands to the needy. 21 She is not afraid of snow for her household, For all her household is clothed with scarlet. 22 She makes tapestry for herself; Her clothing is fine linen and purple. 23 Her husband is known in the gates, When he sits among the elders of the land. 24 She makes linen garments and sells them, And supplies sashes for the merchants. 25 Strength and honor are her clothing; She shall rejoice in time to come. 26 She opens her mouth with wisdom, And on her tongue is the law of kindness. 27 She watches over the ways of her household, And does not eat the bread of idleness. 28 Her children rise up and call her blessed; Her husband also, and he praises her: 29 “ Many daughters have done well, But you excel them all.” 30 Charm is deceitful and beauty is passing, But a woman who fears the LORD, she shall be praised. 31 Give her of the fruit of her hands, And let her own works praise her in the gates.

*** the quality of women who fullfills the command to fill the Lord***
hard work, fear of God, respect for spouse, foresight, encouragement, care for others concern for the poor, wisdom in handling money.

These qualities, when coupled with the fear of God, lead to enjoyment, success, honor and worth.

amen

Songs

http://video.aol.com/video-detail/theme-song-for-beijing-2008-olympic-games-we-are-ready/3155504352

Nice song.. :)
sometimes, just felt motivated and lifted up after hearing some songs.. :D

another song... by Andy Lau... very motivating as well.. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQwNZ85zNHs

Everyone is No.1 LyricsEveryone is No.1
作詞：劉德華/李安修　作曲：陳德健　編曲：褚鎮東
我的路　不是　你的路
我的苦　不是　你的苦
每個人都有潛在的能力
把一切去征服

我的泪 不是你的泪
我的痛　不是　你的痛
一樣的天空　不同的光榮
有一樣的感動

不需要　自怨自艾的惶恐
只需要沉著　只要向前衝
告訴自己　天生我才必有用

Everyone is No. 1
只要你凡事不問能不能
用一口氣交換你一生
要迎接未來　不必等

“挫折，真的是人生的一部分吗？“
“跌倒， 又真的是成长必须要走的路吗？”
“意外就是在人们和你自己都意想不到下才会发生的， 所以，请不要怪别人，更不要怪自己。”

Everyone is No. 1
成功的秘诀在你肯不肯
流最熱的汗擁最真的心
第一名屬於每個人

我的手不是　你的手
我的口不是　你的口
只要一條心　狂風和暴雨
都變成好朋友

不需要　自怨自艾的惶恐
只需要沉著　只要向前衝
告訴自己　天生我才必有用

Everyone is No. 1
只要你凡事不問能不能
用一口氣交換你一生
要迎接未來　不必等

Everyone is No. 1
成功的秘诀在你肯不肯
流最熱的汗擁最真的心
第一名屬於每個人

不害怕路上有多冷
直到還有一點餘溫
我也會努力狂奔

他

第一个爱上的男孩 ：）

见面了。。 他。。还是原来的那个他。
总是有说不完的道理。。讲不完的想法。。

还是很欣赏他。：）

会成功吗？

又见面了。。。。 这一次。。 我，肯定比上一次进步了。。。

会成功吗？

：）don't give up...!

好气

跟某人说话，只觉得好气。。

使自己觉得自己太厉害了吗？
还是一时的情绪不稳定？

有时，好想放弃了。。。
有时，却又觉得真的要这样吗？
为何自己的情绪总是不稳定？

好不喜欢别人对我说。。 我不能够。。。
不尝试，就是100%不能呀！
至少试了，在下另一个决定吧。。。
至少说出来。。解决呀。。

为何放弃了呢？

加油吧。。加把干劲！！！
别气了。。 要一直坚持。。。 一直学习。。。 直到把路程走完吧！

Relationship

i seriously think that relationship will be easy at first...
and i think that once you pray and ask God for the right one....
things are going to flow accordingly...........

but i guess, today, i REALIZED... it is NOT.

I dunno how to describe this.. but... the thought of relationship i have in mind were...
1.) 2 person liking each other and agree to be together
2.) they are commited to work things out together...
3.) they enjoy doing things together and have common interest
4.) they work out their differences and learn from each others
5.) they supported each other in most of the life matters/issues.. and they prayed together

and.. TODAY.. i am having issue dealing with the..DIFFERENCES... DISAPPOINTMENTS... EMOTIONAL SUPPORTS....

Ar.... that's y..............come to look at the verse again..........walow............. many WORK need to be done............ perseverance..... hahahahaa........

1 corinthians 13: 4Love is PATIENT, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not EASILY ANGERED, it KEEPS NO RECORDS OF WRONG. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, ALWAYS HOPE, ALWAYS PERSEVERE.

:(

i was pissed of with someone last nite...
just does not seems to know any of my emotion.. :(
and at the end......... i just switch my brain to OFF on that matter n go to ZZ...
i was telling myself and praying....release.... then yeah.. get to zzz.... hahaa..
dunno Y the stomach upset... been toilet 4 times... ish..
( i just felt that i am avoiding the issue....... )

and today... during the design review............. haiz....
i feedback to them that, they need to take care of this that...due to some customer issues seen outside..customer impacts.... then parts variation issue..... that will affect the quality next time...
but nobody seems to take note.........
i guess they are pretty stressed up.............. :(

And here i am.. completely disappointed with the big guy............. :(
What is he trying to tell the team??
"good work.......??!"
"guys, we want to compete with other team, and this is reality, who win the race first...."
"guys, go find out watever info you can from the other team.."
???? what concept is this???
i sometimes, i guess i am TOTALLY LOST in the matter of these..............
What concept are we teaching the engineers????
Aren't we emphasize in 49 characters??
Responsibility?? Virtue??? Humility?? Discernment???

I just completely LOST and pissed off....................
totally....................................... :(

no where to turn to.....
no one to talk to...........
everybody has their own problems... (realize this more and more..)

and 1 thing for SURE.............. DO NOT EXPECT ANYTHING from SOMEONE ELSE... NEVER!!!
Just do what you need to do...
Help those u think u need to help...
be succeed anyway.......
Don't put your life on hold because of someone...
Live Life to the FULLEST!....

Arm Wrestling Competition?!

hahahaa........saw the company promoting this competition...
they need 8 women to register.... for coming GYM opening......

so, i ajak my female engineer to register also lo.. hahaha......

See can win or not?
first prize not much lar... RM70.. but also ok lar hor.. ahhaa, if win, can go eat sakae.. yeah...!!!

pray pray...

Si mayang's house...

after reno.. haahhaa, nice also lar hor??
creative curtain.. ahhahahahaa
hahaha, table...also want to take
3 good friends............. wah, miss the old time...............

2 of my old friends..

Meeting up with them was really nice... talk a lot of old stories..remind me of many old memories.. hahaha... 1 from university time.. 1 from motorola time.. so much up and down we been through... :) mmm........

haha, we doing the same hand sign.. for both carss.... ahahahaa

naughty girl

jalan jalan in IKEA met this naughty girl.. hahaha.. miss her a lot lorrrr..... she not around, seems like missing a bit of fun.. ahhaa

i like this type of room

nice room.... so cool......... i especially love the basket ball net.. hahaha~ so nice...

Cute LadyBird.. hahhahahaha

baby venessa keeps me happy for daysss... hahahhahahaha..............
so CUTEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jogoya, Star Hill.. :D

**drinking..drinking......only me lar.... hahahaa..geoff not drinking..

*office wear....hahahaa... beh dong..so formal............ table full of stuffs...

nah leng chai geoff..

wah, the experience of jogoya was.........awesome!!!!!!!!!!

so much food..........

only eating those that i like i ady full............

sashimi... a lot!!!

fresh oyster..a lot!!

temaki..--> i like but no perut to fill..

steam crab, prawn, etc..

tempura-> eat a bit...no perut to fill..

desert..yeah!

fruits.. hahaa.. eat also

ice cream.. wow, black sesame was really nice!!

alcholic drink--> haha, drink 3 cups.. lucky not that strong...

grill-> no try..no perut to fill..

fried--> a lot........ no stomach to fill also..

diff mee--> no stomach to fill..

really a LOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTt!!!!

and it is ~RM100./ head......... long long time once it's OK lar.. hahaa..

sa pou kai fan

wah.. last nite went tesco shopping buy many stuffs for cooking...




Some item pending my list:
1.) cooking oats + raisin
2.) oat porridge + prawn + fried egg
3.) mash potato + sardin
4.) porridge + kacang
5.) sa pou kai fan..



yeah yeah..sa pou kai fan...... been thinking of making it since last week saw the TV program.. hahaa..

http://testfood.anyp.com/utestfood/19126-177121.aspx

let me try try see... hehee

walow depression

this morning woke up.................a sudden depression hit me....... :(

"adui.......going to work again."

hahaa.. apa larrrr....

double-minded... kena marah ady me today........ alamak...

A choice

I made a choice today.

I just pray that this would be the right choice.
Many people are going to tell me..............
"Why??!!"
"Have you consider this?? Have you consider that??"
"Is this wise?"
"arrr... you sure?"
"this gonna be hard.."

But, 1 thing i know.. As long as i uphold this unto His hand, He will guide me through.
That's how WONDERFUL is our God. :)

Love

No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE.
No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK.
And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE

Bob

**picture..me, bob..mike p @trincomolee naval base

I guess i spend quite some time with bob and sometimes, he has become the person i turn to for any advises..both work and personal life.

"You gotta do something that challenge yourself!" bob mentioned.

:) mm, i am reminded about this today.

Hope he has a safe journey home today.

The Joker

The Joker ---the Dark Knight
-Wow, impressive.
-Manipulate human's mind
-Do things out of feeling......his only enjoyment is to "PLAY"..
-Daring
- To him, it just seems like nothing is important, human life, money, etc.. nothing........ but his objective is to "play" and "have fun"...

walow..somehow i felt i am becoming a bit like the joker liao at work...........
do things out of my feeling...
do watever i want..
errrr............danger danger........

Felt so LOST................................... zzzz............

some thoughts

Stayed up and chat with a friend last night before CG.. were discussing about, satisfaction in life.. achievement thus far, achievement in future.. viewing the success of others etc..

It caught me into thinking.

Then in the CG, the question " what is the past thing that God did in your life to make you know that you can trust him for your future?"

i sounded as there is none, perhaps i was really tired.
However, i knew deep in my heart that there are many....

From the early stage even before i accepted him...
He open door for me to come back to penang.
Even in the midst of job selection when i do not know how to decide, i prayed to get only 1 door open and He answered me.
Lead me to EPCC..
Lead me to take the step of faith in church camp and get baptised back in Aug 2004.
Lead me through my break up... sending many people to support me through..
Lead me to PCC..
Lead me to CYA3..
Lead me to indonesia trip, and even a small request as going up to Mt Bromo, He enabled it.
Lead me to Nepal mission trip, observe what a beautiful nation it is, and just as we ministered to the public through mimes, it just ministered to me as well.
And at the moment i feel tired of going to church and just prayed that someone there to invite me, He answered me.
Lead me in buying the house...
way too many...................

it just seems from little one to big one........ He is always faithful..
And why do i keep feeling upset and discontented?

I need to get myself reallign with Him once again......

Habakkuk 2
4 "See, he is puffed up; his desires are not upright—but the righteous will live by his faith
5 indeed, wine betrays him; he is arrogant and never at rest. Because he is as greedy as the grave and like death is never satisfied, he gathers to himself all the nations and takes captive all the peoples.
6 "Will not all of them taunt him with ridicule and scorn, saying, " 'Woe to him who piles up stolen goods and makes himself wealthy by extortion! How long must this go on?'

Tk's Baby

wah..fatherhood.......................

Navy Reunion

wah.... so nice... tk came to find me.. then.. KE came to find me.. and we pa pa lang went to find Har Har.. hahahaa...

and ngam ngam Har Har got new camera lor.. hehe..

Fu yo.........Model of the Year!

errrr

haa went KL and measure on the day come back... actually achieve 51.8KG.. hahaa..

but.. on my machine.. 53KG.. ish..

Been occupied with many things in my mind and really felt tired...........
1.) work direction
-found myself.. hard to continue at times... not much passion..perhaps due to repeatedly job and questions? (seems not also.... but i really dunno y........... )

2.) sales
-tired of thinking of sales target everyday... friend ask to join him for a business.. so much so i am seeing myself excelling there..but............ why is the first step so hard to take?

3.) housing
-the house is still there and yet to renovate... errr

room such a mess...
busy weekdays....
busy weekends.....

sometimes i just wonder............. when can i have a day of TOTAL rest arr?
Totally at peace ... mmm..

Freaking 55KG

today woke up morning..measure.. 53.5KG...
afternoon after eat...freaking 55KG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I will keep fit become 51KG....... so the next time i blog, i ll blog i am 51KG..2-3weeks time lar...let's see..

walow.... freaking 55KG....

Ants

"Go to the ant, you sluggard; consider its ways and be wise! It has no commander, no overseer or
ruler, yet it stores its provisions in summer and gathers its food at harvest"
(Proverbs 6:6-8).

Made of Honour

http://www.madeofhonor-movie.com/
mm, so i watched "Made of Honour" last night.
KE told me that this is a meaningful show and ask me to watch... mmm.. So with an anticipating heart, i went.

Few things i learned:
1.) Sometimes, when we are having someone so close to us, we seem to take them for granted, only until we lost them, the fear of losing someone surface up, and this fear might be confused as LOVE. So need to take some time to let the emotion fades and know the real feeling in the heart.
2.) Sometime there will be a man who seems perfect in everything, but we need to choose the one who is perfect for us only. Customized..

I cried in the middle of the movie.

Complicated.

House Developer

Got a bit annoyed by developer.
Call no answer.
Sms, no return
Call to office got transfer around..

my sis just got pissed off totally!!!..
ha, i think she is pretty well-spoken lady.. 1 call to the office... kasih the boss...

straight away, the developer called back.

Do human only work that way??
Work by punishment?.. weird.....................

Lucky thing, i still able to talk to her in nice tone......however, i think some disappointment and mistrust are already there..... mm, relationships.. Hard to build, easily destroyed.... :)

nagging

I think i am pretty scared of people who nag...

when i said something wrong/just being playful, i was nagged for 1 hour in the room...
when i complaint about unsolved issue hoping to find a solution, i did not get a solution but.. "ok, you can do it.."... "i believe in you."... "i have this experience also..".. " i done this..i done that.."....... hello??? my brain almost got saturated..and shut off!!

nagging............... wow.. a deadly weapon..

I Fly

Reluctant to attend the course, and someone insists that i go and he paid the full course price for me. I was touched. I knew that i ll learned something through out this course.

And i did.

1 very thing i have learned is about the power of words.
About time never wait for us.
Some people you love, when they are around, you don't appreciate them, they will just be gone suddenly.
I have played the game of 12 people i choose, to be with me on this earth, those that are not chosen, they will be gone forever and i will not see them anymore. I make a careful choice of 12. It was not hard for me.

And we were asked to take out 4 people, picture in our mind that we sincerely say sorry to them because we don;t keep them with us. And we are down with 8.

And again we were asked to take out another 4 people. Again we apologize for letting them go.
And the whole audience start to be really silent and i can hear some started to weep.

Down with 4. And among these 4, we were asked to only keep 2 that really meant a lot to us and we would want to keep them.

I heard the whole class of 32, about 95% were crying include our instructor. And it was a solemn moment.

I asked myself, why do i keep these 2 person with me.
1.) i choose No 1..because i wanted to treat the person good. I felt the person has really sacrifice a lot for me in my life and i would want the person to have a chance to know God and be with me in heaven.
2.) .. I was stunned that i choose this person out of the 12, and i really wanted to know why. I took sometime to think............. This person invests in my life. This person has make me a better person. I learned a lot from this person and i would want to keep this person so that i can continue to improve, appreciate and love this person.

mmm........ It was a really impactful course. I have decided that, i need to live a REAL WONDERFUL and IMPACTFUL life. :) A life with no regrets, A life which i know i have accomplish my mission on earth and leave a legacy behind. A life where i have impact many lives. :)

I thank God for this course. I thank God for the person who have invest me in this course.

quiting........

Should i?

puzzled

Today.. i am thinking of some decision...

being reminded of..

Isaiah 65:17 “ For behold, I create new heavens and a new earth; And the former shall not be remembered or come to mind. 18 But be glad and rejoice forever in what I create; For behold, I create Jerusalem as a rejoicing, And her people a joy. 19 I will rejoice in Jerusalem, And joy in My people; The voice of weeping shall no longer be heard in her, Nor the voice of crying.

mmm............. I just dunno how.........hope the weekend will enlighten me and recharge. :)

22.3KM commando Training

ha......so i did the 22.3Km training plan til OCT... Bridge run estimate to be held in OCT this year...

And I also did the 10KM training plan.. hehehee~~

So, anybody want the plan, just ask from me lar.. heheheh~~
Hopefully this year can finish the bridge 22.3km half marathon in 2 hour 30mins...

Negative lor

Haiz.. there's someone always like to throw negative thoughts to me.. sien lor...

"there's no free lunch one lar.."
"he sure want to wash hand one.."//

etc etc.
:-X

pengsan~~~ cannot say something nicer arrr??

God does speak!

Think i had a not quite nice encounter last night. Discouraged and upset...
And i decided to pray and commit to God's hand. Tell Him how do i felt because He is the only one who know me even before i was born. :)

Still, woke up and the first thing cross my mind..."you really sure by sleeping, you can get over it?"

This morning reading Numbers 17 told me to give thanks to God and appreciate what He has done and bless me with, rather than complaining. And i looked up to my resolutions 2008 to give thanks to how far He has brought me. I thank Him for the promotion He has blessed me with, the multiple trips to customer site that i had made, able to know my US big boss personally and share the same interest in diving.. :)

mmm.. And here i am , reading the Daily Bread... WOW....................... He really speaks!!!

***Adopted from 16 June 2008 Daily Bread
Strings, Rings, Troublesome Things
Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and He will lift you up. —James 4:10

Ray Bethell is a world champion kite flyer. He can make multiple kites twist and turn in such precision that they behave as if they are one. As I watched an amazing video of Ray and his three synchronized kites, I recalled a poem I had read many years ago.
In the library of Pastor Howard Sugden, I came across a well-worn book containing the works of John Newton. Inside was a poem titled “The Kite; or Pride Must Have a Fall.” The kite in Newton’s poem dreamed of being cut free from its string: “Were I but free, I’d take a flight, / And pierce the clouds beyond their sight, / But, ah! Like a poor pris’ner bound, / My string confines me near the ground.” The kite does finally manage to tug itself free, but instead of soaring higher in the sky, it crashes into the sea.
The analogy calls me to reconsider some “strings” that make me feel constrained. Vows. Promises. Commitments. Responsibilities. Although such things make me feel tied down, God uses them to hold me up. As James teaches, it is our willingness to be humbled (or held down) that God uses to lift us up (James 4:10).
Before cutting any string, make sure it’s not one that’s holding you up. — Julie Ackerman Link
Though I am His sheep, I’m still prone to stray,
So Jesus in love sends afflictions my way;
The lessons that come in this school of deep pain
Will teach me to follow my Lord once again! —Bosch
A Christian rises against the winds of adversity.

Touched by someone

Just as i am asking myself............ Am i ready for a relationship? since there are still something that my ex did will easily touched my heart............

and here come my LK... said.........
"but u kum tong easily 1 wat..last time xxx do thing u ma kum tong.."

haha, come to think of it..........QUITE TRUE..! So, it's normal larr... yeah~

hehehee... thank you, LK... U r the best!

PS: Kum Tong= Touched

tears almost roll down my cheek.. errr

just as i felt discouraged a bit today...............
someone emailed me..........

"As long we honor God, God will honor us back and will make everything possible."

"remember that with God, all things are made possible and easy. Just believe in your prayer and have faith."

I almost cried. I just felt sometimes it's hard to have it all.......

ENcouragement

i read a comment from somewhere last week..
It also started with the teasing of me with a guy from MGC..

"u sure u want the recipe to cook or not? later u spoilt the recipe lorr.."..he commented after i request the fried pau recipe from a mum...
"ee.. like that discourage me one.. how to marry?".. i said.....

come to think of it...... i think it's quite true.. Outside world is already full of discouragement and critisism.. and what is a family for?

A family is a place for encouragement.. a place where we feel safe to share...
A place for us to recharge once we fall down...
A place for us to support each other..

mm, the thinking of choose the right mate keep crossing my mind lately............

The 7 important qualities to look for...
1.) Commitment to personal growth
2.) Emotional Openess
3.) Integrity
4.) Maturity and Responsible
5.) Healthy self-esteem
6.) Positive attitude toward life
7.) Chemistry

I think besides 1-5 being important, i view no 6 as very important to me personally also.
I don't like people always planting me with..
"nah.. you cannot do it....."
"no no.......don do that.. i don think this suit u.."
"becareful...... this will hurt u.."
etc etc........ I always believe in.."You never Try, You never know"..."Life is either a daring adventure or nothing at all."
And i need someone who can encourage me to go through life circumstances and obstacles...Encouorage me to sore to higher level..............

mmm........... i need to pray.

Once upon a time... Navy guys..

Browse through facebook today.. wah.. think they still maintain as handsome as last time.. good thing..

1,) dulu dulu taken at Lumut Navy base....

2.) Noel.. currently a Pilot for SIA..

3.) Heng... currently with the baby........... hahahahaa, joking joking..
Will gather more of other navy guys photos also.. hahaa..

Love is Patient

I think i have forgotten some of the lesson i learned about LOVE.
Saw the blogs i posted regarding LOVE being unconditional, sacrificial.. I now realized, it is easier said than done.

I suddenly realized 1 thing, it is NOT good to be "too experience" in relationship. It means, involved in too many BGR relationships, do more harm than good.

I need to seriously pray about my future life partner.

**********************article from daily bread***********************

Our flight to Singapore was delayed because of mechanical problems. The 15-minute delay turned into 30 minutes, then 60—and then 3 hours. The ground staff was scrambling to calm the crowd, but people were tired and soon became angry. As the night stretched on, the crowd began to turn into a mob—screaming at the staff with harsh language. The pilot even came to offer encouragement, but the crowd turned on him as well.
As I watched the scene unfold, a Singaporean man standing beside me softly said, “Patience will be a much-needed virtue tonight.”
Life can be frustrating, even exasperating. Yet, many times impatience is just a reflection of our own self-centeredness in response to life’s disappointments. Real love is pictured in the Bible as self-sacrifice (John 15:13), and one demonstration of that love is patience toward others. “Love suffers long and is kind; love . . . does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked” (1 Cor. 13:4-5). It sets aside our personal agenda and seeks to model Christ.
Sound impossible? It is, if we attempt it in our own strength. But as we pray for help, God provides us with patience that reflects His love—even during frustrating circumstances. — Bill Crowder
When irritated and upset
Do you complain and gripe and fret?
Or is your life controlled inside
Because in Jesus you confide? —Branon
When tempted to lose patience with others, remember God’s patience with you.

Sensitivity

The sentence spoken by my cell member last few weeks keep lingering in my mind.

"hahaa.. you don't tell me your weakness is over-sensitive, ok?"

And it made me think.

I remembered once, i was sensitive towards others' needs and i am always ready to help even before they asked.
I remembered i was trained in the navy to observe the surrounding and do what's neccessary.
I remembered i used to sense the changes in others and always provide comfort.

But i guess, through out the years since my past relationship. I have changed.

I have learned not to make assumption but clarify.
I have learned to be direct in telling others what i want instead of being indirect and get frustrated about the result.
I have learned to ignore some of the negative feeling i sense from others.
I have learned that human think more on their own problems rather than worrying on other people problems.

And since 12 june 2008, something is telling me...........
I have become ignorant of others most of the time and chose to be insensitive.
I need to start finding a balance in between.

Battle

I felt i am in a battle.
A decision to make...... living God's way/ Living according to the world's standard.
I must admit i failed at times & i felt bad....... then i decided to change, but sometimes, i fell repeatedly.

The past has thought me to becareful on decision we make at the very moment.
If He has set the rules, there must be a good reason why He did that.
Think of the long term effect.
Think of God's standard.
Refocus on His Love.
Fear Him.

I read this in daily bread this morning.
Spiritual battles must be fought with the very weapons hardest to wield at the time: prayer, meditation, self-examination, and repentance.
Perhaps you sense you’re in a spiritual rut. Stay at your assigned task! Obedience to God—and only obedience—offers the way out of our futility.

If you sense your faith is unraveling, go back to where you dropped the thread of obedience.

to Laugh it off/ to get annoyed with?

I had a friend............. that sometimes i really don't know i should just laugh it off or get annoyed with his reaction... haizz..

anyway.....

Pretty Tired n Under pressured lately... n he sent me this link...
http://www.mv-voice.com/news/show_story.php?id=650 asking me don't be like this guy...

$%##$#$#%%#%= my initial response
:] = 5 minutes after...
errrr= 10 minutes later..
:) = 15 mins later..

Kerachut Camping...

So 8-9june kerachut camping.. what have we done ler.. hahaha... jumping....
jumping....

kicking....
camping...
cooking........

attacking ham sap lou..........hahahaa

Welcome to the Diving World..

ooo.............. so happy my good friend--CH finally become a certified OWD diver.. heheheeh~~ Next time we can sama-sama go diving ady..........ooo.. with my beloved kor.... oooooooOOOOOOOOOOooooooooo, who is that romantic guy? wah~

i gotta break the 9-5pm work.........

arrhh!... i needed a break.. free as turtle............~~~

if can ar, i rather go other place piara ikan/ lamb... heeehhee~~ no need so much $$ also nvm wat...

Grrr.. Rat Race.. fast fast settle my housing loan then...i can fly again............ I cannot stand ppl keep bugging me......... and i cannot stand the attachment that ppl had on me...................eeeeeeeeeee...

Miss Irau

wah, i am missing Mt Irau today............ Had so much fun last time~~ mm, i must visit Irau again....

working here just felt... $#%#$%$%%$.... a bit.. err.. %$#$%#%... but i just work lar.. haizz.. zzzzzzz......... complained to my CL.. hahaha, looking at the cartoon he drawn....... funny lar......

hahaa

Live an impactful life...

So saturday message was about.. asking the question......"What have you done to leave an impact on other's life?"...

mmm.. what have i done?? err.. sometimes, i guess i am not too sure...
Had quite a good meeting last saturday... kinda change my thinking a bit.. and i am hopeful i ll be able to make it..

Quite a great weekend also.. Kerachut camping finally become a reality.
The overnight at the kerachut jetty in my sleeping bag was really niceee.. hahaaa...
LK complained said i sleep like dead ppl....... totally dunno surrounding at all!.. err... I kept dreaming bout haunted house..keep running running running..........

Thankful for the weather... it rained right after we come out from kerachut.. ehheeh~~

6 days Nokia

haha..after 6 days with my Nokia................ i have parted with him.... on SE now........ but SE is dead also............. no charger... ish ish~~~

sob sob...

Dunno Y.. yesterday afternoon... awaken from my nap....... the fact of dom n jen leaving suddenly hit me. :(

oh no..they are leaving............. i am not seeing them anymore in short time... :(

sob sobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb..................... :~

Public Transport

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2008/6/8/nation/21492305&sec=nation

I agreed wholeheartedly with this article.

If there's LRT here in Penang, i would have opt for one...work, church, camping, outing, shopping, watever........

and YES..definitely, government need to seriously look into the maintenance.. and also the competition between transport company.. no point having too much and doesn't serve the purpose.. i rather a monopoly of one that could give me excellent service. MRT is singapore/ hong kong are rather convenient,and nice. :)

Solution

yeah~ Human is smart! heehhee.....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QmqpGZv0YT4&feature=related


see hope~~ at least we still have wisdom~... yipee~~~
fixing our own issues..

mmm, with the many worries arrised these few days.................... i guess some within our circle of influence...such as...( petrol $$$, reducing global warming, save energy, ....)... we can cover it by innovation, self-awareness....

but for those that out of control......... Natural disaster, Sickness, Virus, Uncured desease, etc........... We can only PRAY to God.

Looks like we need to find a balance................... Acting to solve issue, while continue to seek Him each day. :)
Amen~~ ehehheeh~~

RIP V3

2005-2008..
my V3 is dead today.

replacing with..
.http://www.nokia.com.my/link?cid=PLAIN_TEXT_894251

ehehehe