heheehe

wah, my darling brought me to this place... so nice.. ehee... teahouse on the way to cameron..

housemates hunt

mmm, so i asking the whole world pray for my housemate...

ya, finally today got a bit of hope.. 2 person called up to ask for the room.
ya..must continue to pray ya.. thank you all for praying for me.

Last nite i was tidying up my room..... thinking.... wahseh,if i need to move, wah, a lot of stuffs to move man!!! hahahaa, and i forgot... the TV & washing machine are moving with me too!!!

everyday my office white-man asked me to move to sunnyville.. =.="""""

CG farewell for Amy...

So, CYA3 had a farewell for AMy..(sob sob)... and celebrate the baptism of Nge seng.. hehee...
and we went to Ingolf.
First time i visited the restaurant. Heard so many times about it.
Geoff asked us to order mixed grill...........WALOW, so big portion!!! hahaa.. kinda fun though. :P




look at the food!

WAhseh..

Har made me cheesecake for my birthday.. so nice.. hehee... it's yummy too!

Star Walk 2008

second time to star walk...
ar.. my "alarm clock" late ...."ring" at 6.55am.......
reporting time= 6-645am.. duh!

Determined........ we went for the walk too. Yeah, not bad, half way meet them.. hahahaa....got a leng chai to snap photo for us.. hehe.

ar, my hair, why so messy? haha

Looking for housemates

ar.. need prayer request again.

1.) Housemate for small room.
My housemate after realized my house owner want to raise the rental( not yet effective pun), he directly go and find another house.. sob..................
so.. he is moving out end of this month....
i hope i can find a new housemate soon for his room..

2.) housemate for middle room
so this boy is a trainee for 3 months, i kasian him so i rent to him lor.... though only 3 months.
so he is moving out by end of january.

it seems that i need prayer for these 2 rooms....... mm..
Or should i just get another apartment?
I been searching for apartment like 100K-130k.
Not sure is it a wise decision.

Star ask me just move to sunnyville lar.. wahseh!
Or follow the ruth and boaz style??? hahahahahaa..............wahseh!

Faint. Enough of joke.

Please help me to pray for housemates k. :D

hahaa...midnight birthday craze...

so this year 28th birthday.. 3 of us gathered...added 1 camera man..and with great cameraman(ahem)... come great picture... hahahaa.............. so.. we were having fun at the balcony..making noise at 1am+++ arrrhh.. no wonder la my housemate want to move out!!!!! now i found the rootcause.... :P

more n more negative

found out i am becoming more and more negative as i grow up...

i guess it must be due to the "perception" i had on others based on experience.

for example, when i look at...
1.) someone.. ar.. so arrogant and proud with her own son......... but not so proud with her daughter.. err? 重男轻女？
2.) someone... always want to minimize other ppl's achievement......... ...zz
3.) someone... so dying for attention.........
4.) someone....... so fake!!!
5.) someone.... so bloody stingy and calculative........
6.) someone.... so money-minded.........

etc etc...........oh no, i am being poison..and my heart has grow cold........

goodness...... i better repair my heart........ my mind............
bleach my brain???

好笑！

看了不少人的blog.觉得好好笑。。

尤其是。。 www.redsdiary.blogspot.com.

hahahaa...
write in mandarin a bit weird.. haha, perhaps due to i read a lot of mandarin blog lately. :P

1 more hour to my birthday.
Happy Birthday.. hhahaa..
28years old ady lorrr......
wah! can't believe it.. hahaa.. 28 should have 1 kid right? mmm.. Russel is a good name. hahaa.
"Russel... come come..come to mummy..."

haha..nuts

好气！

原以为。。。 弄完白果就没事了。。。。。 但，心里的不服。。还在哪儿。。

ish! 好看不顺眼。。 那只顾把工作做完。。 不管结果到底对不对 的态度！
好气！ 真的好气！！

got called to help out programming radios again, and i totally disagree!
1st, i don't really like the idea having development team reprogram production radios for shipping.
2nd, i don't like the manager who don't dare to voice up and do the RIGHT thing just because his manager give him the order..
3rd, i don't like the way he is not listening to our concerns and instruct all the engineers, to help him out.. instruct! "Hello???!!...... aren't you asking for help??? "

i tried to be patient with him at first.
1st, he made me stand there as if his servant, doing nothing..waiting for him to call me just to help him program/soldering..... hello??? i am not a technician...
2nd, when i ask him some question for thinking, he raised his voice....... hello???? can't you listen to my concern??
3rd, he keep calling to ask me do the programming for him, just because he don't have the programming tool installed in his computer.. hello????? cant you just install and get it up running???

i am loosing my mind today......... Pre-Birthday!

ar!

Women

***adopted from her blog..http://redsdiary.blogspot.com/2007/12/blog-post_17.html*** hahahaa...

女人是不是无理取闹,72变，任性刁蛮的女人？

男人会喜欢这一类的女人吗？

告诉你~男人。。

你迟归她骂你因为她担心你

你乱丢衣服她念你因为不想你不懂得照顾自己所有训练你

你做错事她骂你是不想你再犯同样错误

你无端端被黑脸或许女人有她每月的痛苦

永远不会发脾气的女人就如同一杯白开水，淡而无味...那才痛苦

女人可以为一件小到不能小的事跟男人闹变扭

只因为她对你有所期望

一个女人对个男人毫无以上反应证明了这个男人并不是真正男人了

你喜欢会发脾气的女人还是永远毫无反应的女人呢？

how true. :P

傻傻的。。

好久没做傻事。。。


大吃一下。。。。！
爽一下嘛。。。
干吗这样眼巴巴的。。。笨笨的。。。

http://redsdiary.blogspot.com/

nice blog.

only for chinese reader. :P

时光机

詞: 方文山　
Ci : Fang Wen Shan
Lyrics : Vincent Fang

曲:周杰倫
Qu : Zhou Jie Lun
Melody : Jay Chou

Verse 1:

牆角迎風的雛菊
qiáng jiǎo yíng fēng dì chú jú
Corner of the wall sits a daisy swaying in the wind

茉莉花開的香氣
mò lì huā kāi de xiāng qì
Scents of blossomed jasmines

閉上眼回到過去
bì shàng yǎn huí dào guò qù
Closing my eyes, I returned to the past

劃分界線的桌椅
huà fēn jiè xiàn de zuò yǐ
The desks and chairs marked our territories

下課卻靠在一起
xià kè què kào zài yī qǐ
But when classes end we’d reconcile again

我就是離不開你
wǒ jiù shì lí bù kāi nǐ
I simply cannot part ways with you

一路乘著溜滑梯
yī lù chéng zhe liū huá tī
While we are sitting on the slide

我們說好走到底
wǒ men shuō hǎo zǒu dào dǐ
We agreed to walk till the end

以為從此就分離
yǐ wei cóng cǐ jiù fēn lí
Believing that we will be parting from hence

用黑板上的日期
yòng hēi bǎn shàng de rì qī
I used the date on the blackboard

倒數找你
dào shǔ zhǎo nǐt
o countdown to finding you

慢慢清晰
màn màn qīng xī
Slowly it became clear

原來思念你是加了糖的消息
yuán lái sī niàn nǐ shì jiā le táng de xiāo xī
that yearning for you is but a sugar-coated message

我用鉛筆
wǒ yòng qiān bǐ
With a pencil

畫的很仔細素描那年天氣
huà de hén zǐ xì sù miáo nà niān tiān qì
drew a detailed sketch of that year’s weather

蟬鳴的夏季 我想遇見你
cán mǐng de xià jì wǒ xiǎng yù jiàn nǐ
In that very summer with chirping crickets, I long to meet you*

#Chorus:

那童年的希望是一台 時光機
nà tóng nián de xī wàng shì yī tái shí guāng jī
My childhood wish is for a time machine

我可以一路開心到底 都不換氣
wǒ kě yǐ yī lù kāi xīn dào dǐ dōu bù huàn qì
That I can be continually happy without skipping a breath

戴竹蜻蜓 穿過那森林
dài zhú qīng tíng chuān guò nà sēn lín
Wearing a taketombo, I’d fly past the forest

打開了任意門找到你 一起旅行
dǎ kāi le rèn yì mén zhǎo dào nǐ yī qǐ lǚ xíng
Opening a dokodemo door, I'd locate you for our travels together

那童年的希望是一台時光機
nà tóng nián de xī wàng shì yī tái shí guāng jī
My childhood wish is for a time machine

你我翻滾過來的榻榻米 味道熟悉
nǐ wǒ fān gǔn guò de tà tà mǐ wèi dào shú xī
The familiar scent of the tatami mat we both once rolled on

所有回憶 在小叮噹口袋裡
suǒ yǒu huí yì zài xiǎo dīng dāng kǒu dài lǐ
All our memories are in Doraemon’s pocket

一起蕩鞦韆的默契
yī qǐ dàng qiū qiān de mò qì
Our chemistry while playing on the swings

在風中持續著甜蜜
zài fēng zhōng chí xù zhe tián mì
Continuing our sweet romance in the winds

#Verse 2:

有些話總來不及
yǒu xiē huà zóng lái bù jí
Some words I kept missing the opportunity to say

一直都放在心底
yī zhí dōu fàng zài xīn dǐ
Thus I kept them deep in my heart

想要將你看仔細
xiǎng yào jiāng nǐ kàn zǐ xì
I had hoped to observe you closely

但錯身而過的你
dàn cuò shēn ér guò de nǐ
but you passed me by unknowingly

已經離去
yǐ jīng lí qù
and left


在風中持續著甜蜜 x2
zài fēng zhōng chí xù zhe tián mì
Continuing our sweet romance in the winds

哦 在風中持續著甜蜜
o~ zài fēng zhōng chí xù zhe tián mì
Oh~ Continuing our sweet romance in the winds

月。夜

再见了。。

时光飞逝。。 过去的热情。。 后来的距离。。 如今的离开。。
祝你幸福！

When i am too free in tech symp...

*ar, my hair look like aunty! so i got a hair cut right after.... hahaa

It has served its purpose this year

:) so i completed the 25km in 3 hours 20mins with it.
slightly faster than last year speed. yupe. slightly.

Having Fun..

my bunch of crazy colleagues..especially that white white one...

leng chai boss..
the white white one...
haha, act cute.
cute dad
me is CANON..
leng chai boss too..
great picture..
leng chai photographer

a zzzzzZZZZZzzzzz

So i had a very long zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz on bed last night. :(

felt so uncomfortable at work. Patiently wait for 530pm, then.. reach home at 6pm.
I slept from 6pm... woke up few times for toilet, eat medicine, praying, zzzz.....zzz...zzzzz....zzzzz....
zzz..zzzz...

feeling way better today. :D yippeee~~

And the thought i had last night on bed, wah, human life is so fragile, if my heart were to stop bitting for 1 min, i will be bye bye, don't i?

got provoke by 1 people today too. :<>
I guess i just need to learn and learn...

RM300 Habib Jewel Voucher

So i got this RM300 Habib Jewel from my best dress award.
And i went to check out this afternoon lunch time...with that entau CGL.

An earing, not bad--> RM900!!!..................
discount 50%... RM450. WOW, still........... 1 side= RM225??!!!!...

I just wonder, if i dive dive... then 1 side of my earing drop......... WOW, then i lost RM225..............
WOW......

I wonder how should i really use this voucher?

give me RM300 sunshine voucher also better ma.. haaha...
entau CGL scold me.."u lar.. this present suppose to be for those girly type of girl who will .'.wahhhhh'...when they see all these sparkling stuffs... but u won..."
hahaa.. quite true.. :P

some baskets...@!

today, there were some basketsssss pissed me off.......

1.) not sensitive fuller............ ! grrrrrrr

2.) chatter box.. grrrrrrrr

ish ish!! so pissed......

then as usual, i went to run the 5km.. this time with some mountain a bit in the middle... simulate the middle of the bridge a bit. ahaah.. i think i took 32mins.. haha.. this standard..... i am starting to guess, How much time will i take to complete the total 25KM?

my "darling" felt she is very tension, coz we are voting for her to win in her 10km race... hahahaa.... so, i told her.. just break your own personal record, that's all matter. ;)

wow..some lenglui from the DnD

just now lunch with geoff.. wah, kena perli teruk..

he commented that sure a lot of girls want to kill me coz i was crowned the best dress...

people spend $$$$$ for hair-do, nice dress, make up....

then, there come me... 530pm my colleague picking me.. 5pm start i bathe.. dried my hair, put a light make up, wear my uniform... went downstair wait for him..soemore he was late!... :O

and i got the best dress.. ! err..

Salmon ..

i was craving for salmon sashimi just now.... hehehe..
oh no.. cannot overcome temptation.. so made myself to sakae... hahahaa..
today the meal, i felt not so satisfy..it seemed that the rice were quite cold and hard.
and no hot water flow from the pipe..
and the waitress were not so good, keep forgetting what we ordered.

my darling birthday coming............ what to get for him lar?
ordinary man's present= watch, belt, shirts, tie, wallet, game (if he played), pen(if he is the one that use nice pen), underwear, boxer, singlet, jersey, ... what else?

err.. susah hor? seems like man presents are quite standard.
if not, get him a fish? a swiss knife? a gun? (wahseh....)
else.... cook him a meal? (too bored)
a candle light? ( wah.. a lot of work..bored)
buy him a PS2? (hahaa, don think he like this)
buy him LCD ? (i also need this...)

romantic a bit?
put up a song, dance together? (i also kenot take it!!! illl.........)
...? blank........

surprise a little?
give him a dog? ( poor little puppy)
wear sexy sexy? ( inviting trouble)
....??? blank......

hahaa.. seems like getting old, a lot of things also done before.........
what i never done before??

ah ha! bring him sky dive together? hahahaa............
wahseh, i scared i will faint first.... hahahhaha

another 5km run

ha, so i complete the 5km run today.. 30.3mins.. errr..

my darling teng teng remind me.."hello.. i thought u suppose to run 2 5KM?"

hahaa.. alamak..

tomorrow my darling coming back..hopefully.. hehee.. can practise more d..
walow my fat level still stuck at 24%.. hahaa.. wahseh!
how come people can comment i am fitter now?.. weird......
anyway, ppl say good thing, just take it lar..what the heck.. ehhee~

wow, counting down 1 month+

can't believe it's NOV 2008 now.

So, 1 more month we are stepping into 2009.
For those of us at our late twenties..we definitely have a mix feeling..
we are stepping into our thirties... WOWOWOWOWOW....

Thinking back, last time when we were teenager... twenties seems to be unreachable.
but now, our twenties are almost gone.
wow, time really flies...
I guess most enjoyable time would be 15-25. hahaa..

15-25, what matter is, what's the coolest thing to do..coolest thing to have..coolest activity to join..coolest company to join... haha.. what matter most= being COOL
>25, all sorts of problems come in. Relationships, $$, Direction in life, etc... duh!

again, the hit of reality?

lonely?

wah, last night i hugged the pillow tight tight..
that star lar, keep reminding me.. hoiyoh..sob....

many of my friends also feedback to me that sometimes they felt lonely.
mm, i guess, can understand......

young time.. we lepak with friends, do stupid things together....
mid night go out lepak at the beach...sing song, celebrate birthdays... buy cakes..whack on faces..visit friends houses... joining difference activities..
for navy time lei, even better.. use the candle, light up the kiwi layer by layer...
later stage when smarter, we put a bit of oil.. :P hahahha...

so many things we did...

but now.. work... travel..spend $..housing loan.. we wanted more and more.. getting more and more dissatisfy with life...

mmm.. i just wonder........ is our expectation going up higher and higher?
or this is just what reality is?

hahaa..

SENSOR

it seems that some people are build with good sensor.
they can easily sense what the other person want and take the response personally, thinking hard how to fix the issue for them.
I guess that creates unneccessary pressure.

i am also having good sensor.I guess most girls did.
So sometimes, when we deal with KAYU, we are really speechless.
hahaa, but sometimes, i guess there's something to learn from KAYU too.. hahaa..

oh now, what happen to me lar? i should be out there running but instead i am blogging.
what the heck. stop running 1 day won't die ok.

yeah. going to feed the fishes....water the plant.

fu yo..seems like famous d..

wah, today in office.. got email from some unknown ppl.. introducing themselves ..
said they snapped photo with me and would like me to keep the photo.

walking at the corridor..also seems like a lot of ppl smile at me..
wahseh..... it seems that i have become famous for a while.

haha, famous for good. :P

12 more days to go

walow..12more days to go for Penang Marathon.

http://www.penangmarathon.gov.my/portal/

haha, at i am still at 5km training. oh ow.

good news is..last friday Dnd, I won the female best dress. wah, completely out of my expectation. Did 2 times push up on the stage.. haha..seems like quite worth it. :P

best dress for female and male.. hahaha..

And as for my new housemate, it's a young boy having practical in pentamaster. He has shifted in last saturday afternoon as per plan. Hopefully he will be able to enjoy his 3 months stay in my house.

not quite in good mood lar.. ish.. a lot of ppl come bugged me...... %#$%$%$#

Undecided

So i hanged my No 1 outside to dry this morning.

some ask me don't wear.
some ask me wear karate uniform..
this ask me this..that ask me that....

ha..1 party, many headaches....

DnD..back to school

So this coming friday is our RND department DnD night.
I actually did not plan much on what to wear.. perhaps just a casual school-like type of baju kurung.

but..
Sk asked me to wear my navy uniform...
So i show me, No 1, Mess Kit, 2-delta and 2 bravo..and he said either No 1 or messkit.
and har har asked me to wear No 1.

So ok lar, coming back..... i think i set a record.
Since i commision back in year May 2002, i did not wash my No 1 and mess kit. haahahhaa!!!
6 years!!!!!!!!!!!! left UNWASHED........ my goodness

And i tried on it, i remembered 6 years back, i was sick during the comission, hence, i lost a lot of weights, til i remember when my bf saw me........he was smiling happily...i could still remember the smile! so it showed how much i have slimmed down....And today, i tried on the No 1.. i think it was with 26inches waist.. and......... hahaa, tight.. luckily i can still zip it. :P

So i put my No 1 into bleach ... :P together with my mess kit inner white blouse , which already turned to yellow a bit.. :P ehhe...

but the thing is, i could not locate my WHITE CUT. :(
i remembered i placed on top of my cupboard some years ago.......but when i opened the plastic, i only see the spike boot....white cut polish..........handkerchief.. belt.... but NO WHITE CUT!!!!! :(

could it be i left it at my home?? (sounds impossible)
or could it be i left it with my ex................sob sob!

:(

My heart just could be at piece. Since last night, I was not happy that someone else annouce the news related to me ahead of me. :(
I have no choice but to admit it at the end.
But, i am not happy.

I tried to smile and just played along, but i am not happy. :( I thought i would have forgotten about this today, but i did not.

Have you ever feel this way??
that you have someone else announce the news regarding of your status even before you?
How do you feel?

"#%#$%#%#%".. that's how i felt. :(
Though it's not a bad thing, but i just don't like the feeling.
I don't like the attitude of people, upon knowing some news, they just like to spread it, spread as if they know more than others.. spread to gain the approval from others.. the admiration from others.... i simply hate this.

i came across this attitude many times through out my life..
during school time... during work time... i still remembered the hurt..the feeling of being "betrayed". Given few years back, i would have stopped the friendship with the person.

But now, i have learned that... if you don't want someone else to know the news, the best is, don't announce it. As the chinese saying goes.. 若要人不知，除非己莫为。

I think as a leader, be it church/organization/family/anywhere else.. it is relatively important to have the wisdom to know what to disclose, what not to be disclosed.
It is the same in the family too.. where you have your son trusting you, sharing to you his secret, and you spread his news in the whole family and have his sisters teasing him with the news.. how would he feel?

I guess, it's a matter of WISDOM n SELF-CONTROL.

mm.. anyway, this time, it is a small matter compared to many years back. And once again, i am being reminded, that i have to have to self-control to filter the things i said/choose the right one to say.

:)

No coverage

ee.. no maxis coverage in that green place....

http://www.maxis.com.my/personal/mobile/intl/worldmap/ir_coverage.asp?region=5

mmm..

17days to go

so 17days more to go for 25KM half marathon!

and i was struggling for my 5km on the tar road!
Finished 10.5rounds at sunnyville, believed to be only 4.2KM.. and walked for 2.5rounds, 1.2KM.
i think >30mins... hahaa~

today my kor asked if i am running at 15KM.
"What?!!!", i replied.

mm, hope i able to pick up til may be 15rounds running this weekend, which is only 7km. :D
Pray that my india trip will not crashed with my bridge marathon.
and also.. my darling's fishes and plant will not die.. haahahaa...

body fat

went measure my body fat....

hahaa, i am currently 54KG, 163cm tall...
fat= 24%... 13KG fat in my body..

ish!

5KM...

finally.. i teringat bring my shoe today :D
haahhaa..for the many many reasons...
i finally complete my first ever "Malaysia" 5KM run.. haahahhaa...
previous one all did in bkk..

yeah.. wanna know my time?
hehe... 5km, 30.1 mins... hahaa... i think i almost fall flat after that..
yuek.

*vomit**...

wow, i am way behind my 23mins 2years ago...
i remember that pilot did 2.13hours for 22.3KM...... wahseh... looking at that...

to complete 25KM within 3.5hours, every i have to run 5km/30mins.. that makes me have to run at

Speed= distance/time= 25km/3.5h= 7.14km/h... mmm.

my current speed= 5km/30.1mins= 5km/ 0.501667h= 9.97km/h....
if i can maintain at 10km/h for 25km, i will be able to complete within ...
Time= distance/speed= 25/10= 2 hour 30 mins! (wahhh... a record for myself??)

if 9km/h.. then 2 hours 47mins! (not too bad..hee)

mm, looking at that, let's aimed for 9km/h for 10KM first la... OKOK~~

Cool things..

some cool sites i found today...

1.) babylon.com
-> wow, this is a powerful tool.. very nice..i downloaded the trial version...
it can translate.(the whole paragraph!). it can pronouce the english word for you...
it has the drop down menu which convert the news into a mail-like thins..to constantly update you about the news..
have many gadgets... record the calories u ate... hahahaa...
can play radios online..(i yet to try this features)

mm.. i quite like this.... :D

2.) I wanted to buy a WI-FI phone....
I was looking at charlie's Motorola Q9H which is quite cool..only AT&T can enable the Wi-Fi..
and then i found Motorola ZN5.http://www.gsmarena.com/motorola_zn5-2432.php...(not so like the outlook)...and i found this today..http://www.motorola.com/motoinfo/product/details.jsp?globalObjectId=267
hehee, i think i like motorola Q11...hopefully it's I tried with my darling's phone to online.. but it's like eee..no button to press...with my "not-so-gentle" touch.. i am worried the screen will crack..haha...
I quite like Sk's phone.. Nokia E71.. http://www.gsmarena.com/nokia_e71-2425.php" http://www.gsmarena.com/nokia_e71-2425.php..Very nice to hold.. :D

mmm Q11 vs ZN5?? which one is better for me?

(ha, i actually wanted iphone)

Buddha Jump Over the Wall

hahaa.. i was anticipating for this meal....

but.. i guess it's a bit under my expectation..
i expect a very big bowl of ceramic vase containing all the abalone, sharkfin, scallop etc....
haha.. i think now we are living in a MODERN world..

So here's the "Buddha Jump over the wall" i ate..

hahaha.finished..........

OCT 23, 2008

i was trying to recall when was i got baptised last night in prayer meet...
i think it was Aug 14, 2004.... wah! 4 years already??!!
and.. how many "fish" i got? ==== NONE...!!! oh boy.
So i prayed that i will get many fishes for the Lord... hehehe~~ HOpe this will come true.

mm, OCT23, 2008, a new day to remember. hehehehehee......

Looking for new housemate again...

so my sis want to move out.... :(
and i am looking for new housemate again.......

posted a link on the internet...ee..only 1 uncle called up...from his voice, i guess he is uncle kut... said want to move in by 28sept... errr...

i need to seriously pray bout my new housemate........
sometimes, i just wish that i ve a house of my own, then i no need to worry bout housemate anymore... ish.

now i got house, but the house for parents eh, somemore so far.. alamak...
nvm lar, let's see how it goes.. :D

pray for me ya, to get a good housemate;)

Jealousy

it's been a while i don't feel jealous. :(

But yesterday was not a good day.
for the first time, i am JEALOUS!

I am not happy over something.
I was reminded of the hurts in the past relationship.
I went out for prayer in church. I told pastor about it.

I guess it's been inside my heart a while since he told me that he is sad over me because i don't forgive him.
As far as i thought i have already forget about this matter, but i was just being reminded of this last night in church.." You sure you already forgive him?"

I cried.
I remember the feeling of jealousy almost 3 years ago...
the moment of the broken trust......
broken heart...
sleepless nights...

I hope the prayer will work its way in my heart.
I hope i will really close the chapter of me and him.
I hope the feeling of guilt, hurts, unforgiveness, will be filled by the love of God.

mmm.. :)

2 birthdays

just came back from MGC. Had fun with those kids just now.

Had an awesome chocalate cakes too!! wow, seems like today i had 2 cakes.. :D

mmm, i am having some "relation" with all of them now.. hehee...
sometimes i am a bit afraid of too emotional attached.... because sometimes it's hard to separate..

I just watched the "Left Behind" too.. and it makes me think. i think those who are left behind will felt scared. But it's never too late to turn to God.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Left_Behind:_The_Movie
it is about Rapture and those who left behind.
Rapture= time at the end, where before the 7 years tribulation, those believers were raptured(got caught up to heaven)http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rapture

"For this we say to you by the word of the Lord, that we who are alive and remain until the coming of the Lord will by no means precede those who are asleep. For the Lord Himself will descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of an archangel, and with the trumpet of God. And the dead in Christ will rise first. Then we who are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air. And thus we shall always be with the Lord."(1 Thessalonians 4:15–17)

WIMAX

yeah... so our state going to be WI-FI free huh?
http://www.redtone.com/news/news_body.php?id=181

seems like they are making the WIMAX into Wi-Fi... haha, i used to think if i have a WI-FI phone, i can access WIMAX network.. look like i am SERIOUSLY WRONG... Diff frequency altogether... and comparing them it's like comparing apple to orange.
http://searchmobilecomputing.techtarget.com/searchMobileComputing/downloads/Finneran.pdf

WiMax networks are similar to Wifi in deployment. The Wimax Base station/Tower will beam a signal to a WiMax Receiver. Similar to a WiFi access point sending a signal to a laptop. :) Understand? Look at the diagram below to better understand.............

QOS (Quality of Service) is an major issue with WiMax because of the number of people accessing a tower at once. Some would think that a tower could be easily overloaded with a lot of people accessing it at once. Built into the WiMax standard is an algorithm that when the tower/base station is nearing capacity then it automatically will transfer the user to another WiMax tower or cell. Unlike a Wifi clients who have to kind of fight to stay associated with a given access point; WiMax will only have to perform this hand shake at the MAC level the first time they access the network.

WiMax is designed for building a network infrastructure when the environment or distance is not favorable to a wired network. Also, WiMax is a cheaper and quicker alternative than having to lay wire. Third world countries will greatly benefit from deploying WiMax networks. WiMax can handle virtually all the same protocols Wifi can including VOIP. African countries are now going to start deploying WiMax networks instead of cell phone networks. Disaster zones can also utilize WiMax giving them the ability to distribute crisis information quickly and cheaply.

Militaries are already using wireless technology to connect remote sites. Logistics will be simplified with the ease of tracking with RF technologies. WiMax can also handle Webcams and streaming video which would give commanders eyes on target capability. Just imagine if planes were able to drop preconfigured self deploying WiMax antennas in strategic areas giving troops real time battlefield intel. Armed with wireless cameras, drones and a GPS one soldier would truly be an Army of One.

As WiMax is deployed in more areas theory and real life capabilities of WiMax will come to light. The differences between WiMax and Wifi are simple. Think of a WiMax network as an ISP with out wires, with the signal providing your internet access to your business/ home. Wifi will be used within in your LAN for the near future.

hahaha..reading until the end........ i think it simply means that now, it's better to get a WIMAX or Wi-Fi phone(since our government is converting the WIMAX into WI-Fi for us..).. and we can make free phonecall... YEAH~~~~~............ :D

Moderation

I have been thinking of living a moderate life lately.
I got very inspired by the story of warren buffet who spend the same x amount of money even his earning increases drastically.

I had a friend who is quite moderate in his spending too. He is earning big bucks, but he is always as humble and he controlled his spending to only buying what's needed. I admire this character of moderation.

mm.. I hope i will practise moderation in my life too. :)

A good testimony

mm, a good testimony shared by my cg member.

In a hokkien service, when pastor ask who need prayer, go to the altar, suddenly God prompted his heart to ask the couple beside him. And he asked them if they need prayer, they can go in fron for pastor to pray. And then, they said nvm. Right after, he asked the aunty who is just right beside him, "Aunty, do you want to believe in Jesus?".. the Aunty waved her hand indicated "NO NO NO.."... Persistent, he continued to ask the aunty if there's any pain in her body that she needs prayer (because he remember the Elijah challenge that we learned months ago in church about God healing the sick so that unbeliever can witnessed God's presence). And the aunty told him that, she has been having this gastric pain for years and cannot recover, and it is still pain today. With boldness, my friend just rebuke the sickness in Jesus name.... and asked the aunty, "Aunty, I have done the prayer, do you still feel pain now?"..... and.......... the aunty said.."NO.."... she was excited. And continued from that, he asked her, "Aunty, do you want to believe in Jesus now?" and the aunty agreed. So he led her to sinners prayers.

Right after, he moved towards the uncle. And with the same question, he ask the uncle.."Uncle, do you want to believe in Jesus?".... same.....Uncle rejected. Again, my friend ask the uncle.."Uncle, do you have any pain in ur body that i can pray for u, right here, right now?".. uncle shared to him about his thumb, cannot bend for years and his wife knows about it. And with boldness, my friend prayed and rebuked the sickness. Right after.."Uncle.... i have done the prayer, you show to your wife now, whether it is healed?"... WOW....... and aunty said.."wow.. he is healed... his finger can bend now.." And with the same question, he asked the uncle.."Uncle, do you want to believe in Jesus now?".. and uncle said "YES". And same, he led him to sinners prayer.

mm, He was so excited on that day.
1.) Due to he is able to sense God's prompting in his heart.
2.) Due to God exercised His power for Elijah challenge and led 2 people to Christ. ( First two in his life!)

mm, This story encouraged me as well.. I am reminded of the power of Jesus, for He is an overcomer. It's great to have a God like that. :) Amen~~ I hope i will be able to bring my first 2 people to Christ too... yeah~~

sad day?

today so weird....

happily i come back.....

but i talked to my friends..
this one not ok..that one angry.... this one disappointed..
another one just "eng siu" "eng siu" me........
so weird.......

where were the happy go lucky moment????

ha, i am planning a HATYAI trip........see if can jadi... hahaa, since did not shop much in bangkok... heheeh~~ so go HatYai shop la..and get a good thai massage. :D yeah~~~ mm, i started to miss Miss Jessica in thailand.... mmm.. she is very much like my sister a bit where they keep many pairs of shoes in the car.. hahaa, slipper la, sandal lar, high heels lar, sport shoe la.. mm..

helpful... manja.. adventurous... sporty..feminine.. a combination of all...

yeah, back..

haha, never had i so anxiously hoping the plane will fly faster...... and finally, i touched down in penang airport...... hehee............

so tired.. and yet... happy.. hehee, today went to office, boss said.. u go back rest la.. yeah.. okok! :D so here i am , at home..

arh! dunno what to wear for tomorrow's wedding. :(

faint.....................