伤心

最近的我，外表看了，一直在笑。。。
其实，我已经在酒店的房里，哭了大概第四天了。

很多的回忆。
一个决定。

我，到底该怎么走？

Sat

Saturday...

Visit from friend.

N.. 1 stack of tickets....

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怎么了

我怎么又哭了。。。
 

曲：林俊杰


谁还记得是谁先说　永远的爱我　
以前的一句话是我们　以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得　当初那些温柔　
我和你手牵手说要一起　走到最后

我们都忘了　这条路走了多久　
心中是清楚的　有一天　有一天都会停的
让时间说真话　虽然我也害怕　
在天黑了以后　我们都不知道　会不会有以后

我们都累了　却没办法往回走　
两颗心都迷惑　怎么说　怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么　也许你也不懂　
两个相爱的人　等着对方先说　想分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候　
我和你的眼中看见了　不同的天空
走得太远终于走到　分岔路的路口　
是不是你和我　要有两个　相反的梦

mmmmm

Just when i was crying in my hotel room..(again!)...
i think of many options.
I think of many people.
I think of the things i could have done.
I think of the things i should do.
I think of the things i will be losing.
I am lost.
and i cried.

Trying to divert my attention to..
Beauty n the geek australia-2
disney channel-Mr Bean
and, a song crossed my mind..
"there is a longing only you can fill......."

and i searched for this song."Deeper in Love"..which lead me to another song... very well suited to my feeling right now.
and it comforted me.


When I Cry by Gaither Vocal Band          Makin' a list of all of the good things you've done for me.

Lord, I've never been one to complain.

But, right now I'm lost, and I can't find my way.

My world's come apart, and it's breakin' my heart.

But it helps to know; that your heart is breaking too.

When I cry, You cry. When I hurt, You hurt.

When I've lost someone, it takes a piece of You too.

And when I fall on my face, You fill me with grace.

'Cause nothing breaks Your heart, or tears You apart

Like when I cry.

Alone in the dark, face in my hands cryin' out to You.

Lord, there's never been a time in my life,

There's so much at stake, there's so much to lose.

But I trust it to You. You'll bring me through.

And it helps me to know that I'm not alone.

When I cry, You cry. When I hurt, You hurt.

When I've lost someone, it takes a piece of You too.

And when I fall on my face, You fill me with grace.

'Cause nothing breaks Your heart, or tears You apart

Like when I cry.

You're the one who calmed the raging sea.

You're the one who made the blind to see.

You looked through all of heaven and eternity,

And through it all you saw me.

When I cry, You cry. When I hurt, You hurt.

When I've lost someone, it takes a piece of You too.

And when I fall on my face, You fill me with grace.

Nothing breaks Your heart, or tears You apart

Like when I cry. MMMmmmm

记得

誰還記得是誰先說 永遠的愛我　
以前的一句話是我們 以後的傷口
過了太久沒人記得 當初那些溫柔　
我和你手牽手說要一起 走到最後

well, being emo.......

My breakfast

Nice n cozy lounge. But there has been quite a lot of ppl lately.

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Ate too much

Oops.... So, a bunch of my colleagues went to ss2 murni last night. Wow.. Yum... Nice food.

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电影

今天， 去看电影. 蛮特别的

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Lazy saturday

A lot of things going through my mind.. N I m being emotional...

I think I should give up on something n work towards another one.

Just like love,.reciprocal love is always better than one sided love.

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讨厌

i hate certain ppl.. @#%@#%#%@#%@#@#@#%@#@#@#%

2weeks ago, the same question he asked......
i helped him get this that information, etc..
2 weeks later, he asked the same Q......somemore in a sarcastic way... "you are very good in this right......"
@%@#%@#%@#%%@##%#@# WTF...... and after i explained, he still ask around... 2-3 persons............ and today............ask me the same Q again.......

I am like.. "HEY COME ON, what is WRONG????????????????? "
we spend so much time to learn last time and now i already teach you and please LEARN yourself..don expect ppl to do it for you every single time ok!!!!


2 weeks and you can't solve this simple thing?????????????????
WTF

i am very very pissed actually in my heart, but i just remain calm on my face.......

GRRRR!!!

DAMN, PISSEDDDDDDDDDDd!!!!

time flies

wow, time really flies...

It's March 2012 now.
well let's see what's coming up..

1.) next month, april, it will be my 1st marriage anniversary !! kekeke
2.) erm...........

hahahhaha, really BLANK meh?? @#%#%@#%@#%@#...

Upcoming plan.
1.) to test honda insight.. errr....... my hubby seems to like this car wor... but.. ahahhaa, as usual, i love BMW.. and it's even exciting to find out that BMW does offer hybrid car. mmmmm~
2.) my RSU will be released on coming May.. hehehehehee........Hopefully MOT shares continue to rise..!!! gogogogogog

mmmm....... kinda dunno what to write anymore............................

some fun

heheehe, saw my friend posted a pikachu origami.. kinda cute.
so i made it, as 1 of my colleague lately been nicknamed as pikachu...kekeekek


From Blank Paper....


To a cute Pikachu!!! heheheheheheh
I love Pikachu!!!

Little papaya

Oo.. My neighbor gave us some papaya seeds after seeing our 2times attempts of papaya planting ended without any success..... Due to we were rushing to nz tat time,my hubby said he simply throw here n there in the garden... N..... Suddenly.... 3 months after...... Tada!!!!

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Again

My winged bean plant is finally fruiting again!!! I m excited!!!

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Ooo

Ooo.. Chk out the bb passion fruits forming after the flowers bloom...

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Hehe...

I m excited over my passion fruit tree.... First fruit!! N 3 more buds... Yeahhhh....

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Lounge

Lepak at the hotel lounge seems like a norm for me at this moment. Sometimes, felt very bored... Sometimes it's kinda nice.....

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累

很累。。。在机场等飞机。。。
很想睡。。。

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Use..

Wah.. Just found out.. Bought these king fitted sheet n quilt cover for our wedding but did not even use them... Ok la.. Let me 开张。。。

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哇

门前的树， 开花了。。。。

2012年了。。也结束了我们dec18 to jan10, nz tour.
又得收拾心情。。为新的一年打算。。

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