Monday, August 27, 2007


oo, finally, reached indonesia..
Can't believe first thing i did right after i checked in hotel= put on my kayano, go to the gym and jog, then do some strength training.;) Meet some nice friends.. :Dmm

Overall, stopping by singapore is always cooler than KLIA i guess.. perhaps never really been to Changi Airport before. :D

And today met 1 leng chai..hehehe.......... His name=Moses Hidayat.. hahahaa~~
heheheheeh~ Here it goes... Handsome young boy.:)

:D Weird, online want to chat to my bro..where has he been?............

Before the busy days begin........ i better enjoy the night. ..Hopefully will get to visit Mt Bromo too on weekends. :D Hope~

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Yes!!! That's the spirit!

Just as i feel strike down by circumstances, by human reaction...

Last night, when i was reading John C Maxwell, "The winning Attitude"..

I come across this

We are afflicted in everyway, but not crushed;
Perplexed, but not despairing;
Persecuted, but not forsaken;
Struck down, but not destroyed; ..
ThereFore we do not lose heart, but though our outer man is decaying,
yet our inner man is being renewed day by day.
2Corinthians4:8-9, 16

That's the kinda spirit!! :D
Others might strike you down temporarily,
But it is you that makes it permanent! :D

Self reminder for me..kekekeke

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

photo for diving..+my 2 buddies

Nice lucky 2 buddy also entau entau one... kekekekeke~~ :D
next one.......... hopefully also entau one la..kekekeke...
hopefully the tall, dark, handsome one la.........kekekekeke~~~


orang ZZ, i go kacau..!! keekekekekkekekeekekek.....


Someone posted photos for hiking.. kekeke~~ I also want to post nice~~ Miss Hiking!

Nice~~ :D hehehehehehehehe


I MUST FOCUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mt bromo--> I am coming!

Oh, Finally got things finalized..
Flying to indonesia once again........

Hope that this time can be relax a bit.. kekekeke~~
And then hor.. Someone's birthday, alamak....... cannot celebrate with him here!

but i will get his hadiah for him la.. ***GRIN***...*EVIL* smile..wakakaka!


Ah Bee''s transformation

Dulu Dulu is cute cute one............~~Ah Bee= High Class dog..
Sit also got style..~

Yawn also got style...

ALAMAK~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now..... this is Ah Bee, become "paria" dog.. oh no!!!
But he seems rather happy about this..kekekee.. run also got faster! :D

Sunday, August 19, 2007


I am a eagle person, I love eagle.
My nickname used to be Eagle. Black Eagle. Adopted from my drawing class since young. kekeke~~ Since that, i have a speacial connection to eagle.

To me, Eagle:
-cool, sharp eye
-when he flaps his
-know his direction
-unlimited potential

but today, someone told me, he bang 2 eagles when he was flying the plane! aiks!
I wonder how many eagles got killed by plane ar?

may they rest in peace....


Sometimes, i get a bit upset when i talk to some of my friends..
Some should be a wonderful person, but he choose not to excel.
Some should be a matured one, but he chooses to remain childish..
Some should be encouraging one, but he chooses to speak hurtful words..
some should be a great leader, but he chooses to avoid the responsibility..
some should be a steady person, but he chooses to remain as unrealible one..

it's rather sad seeing someone not living up to his potential.
i often feel discourage seeing ppl behave in such a way, realizing their own potential but yet, they choose not to live up to it..

I just started to wonder, a human being is sad seeing other not living up to their potential..what would He feels?

I just hope that i can continue to persevere through my life.. ;)
Fly up high..

"Unless you flap your wings, you will never know how high you can fly!"

Saturday, August 18, 2007


Ah Bee says "HELLO!" to all........ :D
Ah Bee says."look at my handsome and cool nicely gel hair!" :D

Rock Painting

Nice and creative works by the kids!!

Flash Game

Ha! Found new thing.. Just as i felt like shooting..playing fighter planes..shooting paintball.... i just went online..

i type in "flash game".. WOW!!!!!!! SO MANYYY!! :D

and had a great fun playing..
one of them..

Visit this site la..boys and girls.. :D
It's pretty cool for relaxing at times..kekekeeke.....
Also it ll get you to think of how creative others are..kekeke~~

play til my bro said."wei..u don play lar.. not like u ler... wei.. don play lar.. "


Tuesday, August 14, 2007

New Admirer

Had a conference call with my singapore customer support manager+others.
Through out the meeting, i found out:

a.) He is a picture person. He figured things out by picture. (wah..found same spesies! and this caught my attention)
b.) He is a organized person. He wrote out things in a very organized way that i really can sync with him.

Through out the meeting, when there's a need to view the picture, i would just email him the picture, and keep the meeting going. :D hahahaha~~ How nice when you suddenly meet someone that need the same things as you.

And yeah, i want to learn and be like him, the way he organized and think. :D

So, He got a new admirer dated today onwards. :D keekkeekek~

Ultimate Franchise

Nice Thought for the day!

Luke 2:49 And He said unto them, How is it that ye sought Me? Wist ye not that I must be about My Father's business?
Earth is God's business. He has set up many franchises (churches) designed to send His representatives (Body of Christ) into the world to make known the best product ever given to mankind (Jesus). His branch managers (pastors) have been given the responsibility to teach and support those in the field. God's goal is to establish a franchise in every nation, state, and city. It is the ultimate business because when you introduce someone to His product (Jesus), you receive a reward from the home office (Heaven). God has promised that His representatives will have all the tools and customer support needed to accomplish their strategic plans.
Jesus knew that He was to be about His Father's business. He knew He was sent to earth not to enjoy the pleasures of lowly man, but to accomplish a task for which He alone was sent. When He had accomplished His mission, He was to entrust this mission to other representatives into whom He poured His life for three years. This field training allowed Jesus to mentor, model, befriend, and demonstrate firsthand the model for a successful business to be launched and sustained.
God has big plans for His franchise. He wants every human being to partake of His product; however, even God knows that not everyone will. Nevertheless, this does not thwart His efforts in seeking to make it known among His audience.
You have been called to be part of the ultimate franchise. How many new recruits have you been responsible for bringing into the franchise lately?


Just as today, my whole day mood not so good....
but i just try to tahan tahan.......

After that, talked to my favourite challenger.. hahahahaa~~ Nice lar talking to him..... dunno Y..~He reminded me that i need to be aware of the words i used in my conversation, also depending on the situation i am in. Suddenly, i am being brought to realize this blind spot of mine. mmm.. :)

Then, following by perspective changed towards another person.

and then.... soon, i talked to some of my friends.

Seems like one of a female friend shared to me, she felt lonely sometimes. She feel that she just wish to have a happy family and good husband, she does not want to excel so much in career... mmm.......

Another friend talked to me .. He felt lonely too. He said he wish he can be like me. (what? be like me?). He said i know myself well, my strengths, my weaknesses. mmm...... sometimes, when you are down, having someone to lift you up.......... the feeling is just so awesome. :)

Sometimes, i also feel lonely i guess. But often, i treasure the moment to be alone. May be sometimes, i feel that there is not much time i can be alone. I am always on the go.
i suddenly feel that, i get out from relationship, in a way, it is a good thing.

I always felt that, getting out from relationship, helped me to discover my trueself.
Getting out from relationship, helped me to have more time on my own, studying, improving, discovering my passions, serving in different ministries, go out and mix with many friends, spend more time with more friends...

It's just so good when i get to discover myself again.

Starting to think of the kind of man i would love?
-Man of Integrity
-Man of Quiet Confidence
-Man of Patient
-Man that always persevere and continue to seek improvement in himself
:) I treasure those good points. :)
Amen~ kekekekeke~~~

Perspective Change

Today, my perspective towards someone changed.

I used to hate him and don't realy like to talk to him..
And he pesevered..
And i challenged him many things..
and he pesevered...

mmm, and, i started to shift my perspective towards him. :)
hahaa, see how long it gonna last............

Monday, August 13, 2007


Had 2 nightmares last night.

1.) someone died due to people pierce fish in the sea but accidentally pierced him dead. :(
walow, almost cried in the dream...!!!!
quickly told him this morning ask him don't go to dive. kekekeek~~
and pray hard for him..kekeke~~
sometimes, i can be very serious with dream.

2.) kena marah pulak..and defeated.....
n someone shouted.."FACE THE PROBLEM LARRRR.......... IT IS RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW!"

wow~ what a revelation!


someone told me...
He feels as if he is the salmon..fighting the stream, just to go up and build up next generations..

haaha.. dunno where he got the idea from?

me love salmon...
fall in love with salmon lately..especially raw salmon.. wakakakaa..

so he told me he is salmon? hahaa
gili lor when i think i eat him......

anyway........ salmon, u persevere!!!!!! :D :D
Don't give up no matter wat ya!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D
It's glad to see you have last stage to go!! kekekeke~~~

Salmon VS ka chuak?

got challenged challenge from 2 persons and i pulak lost:(

aiseh........ :(

Hmm!!!!!!! Must jia u eh..... Don't Give up!!! :D


wat the $%$#%$#%$#........!!!
got really pissed off!!


!!!!!!!!!!! so sick of being controlled last time.....
now got controlled again:(


Just do not know why i am really pissed of when i felt that people intend to control me. :(
expecially those that i am not willing to be controlled by:(
pls lar, back off!!!

my life is my life!! GRR!

The things i hate:
1.) ppl mumble to me til i saturated
2.) ppl keep forcing me to do things which i don like to do
3.) ppl always speak negative thing and negative comments
4.) ppl always talk talk talk talk talk talk and no action


the things i like:
1.) ppl who are sporting and easy going
2.) ppl who don count so much
3.) ppl who are honest and true ( I HATE pretending!!! )
4.) ppl who are quiet and compassionate about other people's wellness
5.) ppl who speak good and positive things
6.) ppl who can perli perli and take joke
7.) ppl who love outdoors and passionate about adventures
8.) ppl who love God and serve God wholeheartedly
9.) ppl who are smart and yet exercise quiet confidence
10.) ppl who show consistency in their words and action
11.) ppl who keep smiling

no matter how bad they are..or how bad is ur attitude....
i just love u the way you are......... Just don't pretend....... I dunno y i really ANTI-pretending people!!!!!!

:D release habis


Got pissed off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just so sick of being controlled!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

told someone and he pulak say........ pls lor ur attitude problem!
wat the........!!!

This thing is really hard:(
Get pissed off and want to release, pulak kena said attitude problem:(


!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, August 06, 2007

It's all about LOVE

If i don't live a life with love..
1.) Nothing i say will matter
2.) Nothing i know will matter
3.) Nothing i believe will matter
4.) Nothing i give will matter
5.) Nothing i accomplish will matter

What is LOVE?
1.) Love is a command
2.) Love is a choice
3.) Love is a conduct
4.) Love is a commitment

"if i speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, i am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If i have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if i have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If i give all i possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, Love is kind, It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they wlll be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. for we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When i was a child, i talked like a child, i thought like a child, i reasoned like a child. When i became a man, i put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now i know in part; then i shall know fully, even as i am fully known. And now these three remain: Faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love"
1 corinthians 13:1-13

I have to agree, sometimes, it's easy for me to love someone.
But most of the time, it is so hard to practise the LOVE that God intended.
when somebody failed me, i got impatient and angry.
when someone hurted me, i keep the records of wrongs..
I am not kind.....I don't trust.. i don protects..
i tear and destroy.

:~ Once Again, i need to seek Him to recharge.

as what he said....."it's great to have God, isn't it?"
"i agreed".. :)


I'm giving you my heart, and all that is within
I lay it all down for the sake of you my King
I'm giving you my dreams, I'm laying down my rights
I'm giving up my pride for the promise of new life

And I surrender all to you, all to you
And I surrender all to you, all to you

I'm singing You this song, I'm waiting at the cross
And all the world holds dear, I count it all as loss
For the sake of knowing You for the glory of Your name
To know the lasting joy, even sharing in Your pain

--> Once again, i surrender all unto His hand.
One thing i know, that is to persevere to finish the race.
To shake off the dusts pressing me down, the get rid of the sin that is so easily entangled...
And to press on....... To learn, renew my mind, ask for forgiveness..forgive others......and go on.

Once again, Lord, i failed terribly. :(

I said a prayer today

Today, i said a little prayer........

when the song of "Surrender" was playing..............

I hope He heard me. :)

So niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee

The day started as quite err..tired?
been stressed out over the weekend... working hard to help some friends...
then tried my best to company my friend..have a great catch up with her!! :D
Learned quite a lot through the conversation with her too......

and ahem, due to the not enough SLEEP.... and many sense of rejection i get today....... i just being a bit emotional....... :(

It's great to have her around..
She comforted me well each time...
whenever i talked to her..she just listened and she can relates to me.
She work things out of quietness.
I just admire that, my moon sister.:)
I just so much appreciate her presence whenever i am so down and disappointed with people around me..... she cheered me up just because of her gentleness and quietness.

And it's great to have him around too.
He brought me out for a nice japanese dinner.
He spent time listen to me.
He suggested different ways to me, cause we are really alike!
He told me many of different stories to me..
He really can relates to me.
And i love the song he played in his car... and he asked.."you like this song?"
"here you go, take the CD.."

Felt blessed today... :D
And it's just felt so great having people lifting you up each time.....
ya, honesty is beauty........ and i do not need to change, because that is not me anymore...
i just need to learn to repair my weaknesses......
my failure to listen with patience..
my failure to speak tactfully......

realize the potential in others..
Seek the goodness......