Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Hike

Went bj hiking yesterday.... Hehe.. Trying to get back my energetic life...

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Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Jambu tree... Gunting botak

My jambu tree waa infected by some insects n became uncontrollable... So, I ask my contractor to botak it for me... Ngam ngam he oso come n fix my house leakage issue... Hehe...

Chk out the before n after....

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Thursday, June 14, 2012

last day

oh finally, today is my last day at work with M...
i thank god for all the things and those appreciation show by some ppl i least expected.
i really thanks to my project team people especially the bosses for showing me their sincerity and appreciation... they really touched my heart...
But also, i think someitmes expectation does create disappointment.
well, look at the bright side..............~~ hehehee...

lately i have been also pondering over something.
i think time really will cause a feeling to fade and...
action really will leave some impact in ppl's heart.
mmmm...

anyway, my last day finally and hope i will embark in my new career and new life smoothly.
Way to go!!!

PS: i met the CFA teacher at the airport the other day...... hahaa, sometmes i thought, is this mean that i need to go for the class starting 1st july??? mmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Monday, June 11, 2012

touched

just as my pg boss rejected my travel to KL for my region appreciation dinner + sort of farewell with the team........... he copied all the big managers from SG and this issue really .....haiz!

at first, i thought of not going to KL anymore..since he rejected my travel.
and suddenly, my KL PM, director and a consultant, they use their own $$$ and bought me an air ticket and also a night stay at my usual LM hotel. wow, i am really touched by this act. They really wants me to be there... and i think they are not so happy with my pg management as well.

my EPM told me about this news actually and i am so surprised that they use their personal $$$ just to buy me this trip... vs my PG management.............. i really don wanna expect anythiing from them, but the other day when i went to office to collect my stuffs........... my immediate big boss brought me out to eat simple road side stuff and he was trying to check if i resign because i am shifting to another location.......while my ex boss ask me i am doing any business and see if he is interested............

and they continue to tell me how tough it is to start a business.. to maintain a business, to not get cheated...etc..all the negative thing............  well, i am someone who REFUSE to listen to all these always especially the advise coming from someone who did not even start a business. I don't listen to those ppl who don really went through the things they SAID only and NOT DONE before.

I am really thankful for the appreciation which show by my KL people.
Even though i don quite feel that i am that close with them but they really show enthusiasm in appreciating me.
so today is the day i realize.......

Stinginess VS Generosity

Half Heartedness VS Enthusiasm

I thank God for this type of response from my KL project team as well.
I really appreciate the time i spent in this project, especially for the exposure, the hotel stays,all the good food i ate,  the different type of job scope, the team work, the "belonging" to the team last time even though i was not in their team yet.....
I am really sad to have make such a decision to leave the team, but i just feel it's the right time for me to move on.

Life is Great !



Thursday, May 31, 2012

一个人

其实,我只想一个人,静下来。

很多事,等着我去做。。


file travel reports
change my email for spg
discontinue my share enrollment
find out the fire insurance stuffs and travel ins.
pay housing loan, credit cards.
tidy up my stuffs from company.
find tenants for our apartment

mmmmmmmmmm............... 但,很没有心.
可是, 还是必须把事情做完..!!
 

soon

soon, the day will come.
came back from sibu a day ago, and today i am at home.
2 more weeks and i will mark the end of my working life in my current company.

kinda tired lately.
mentally, physically.

plan to make korean pancake later.!! at least something to keep me motivated.
just wanna clear my mind............ realign my direction......
settle down a bit.

the garden is a mess.
the house is a mess too..
same goes to all the rooms...
waiseh..! Cleaning up later.

i need to look forward! :D

Friday, May 25, 2012

5days

5 more days i will be going back to PG.

actually i thought of going to singapore and relax......... but i think it might be a way for me to run away from some bad feeling.
so i have to face it...go back to Penang first then decide my next path.

my stupid wisdom tooth is still not 100% recovered.. damn it.
kinda scared to cabut them all over again but i think i just have to face it!

Right now i am in Kuching... just now went to see pullman hotel and it was quite nice.
but i still prefer SPG hotel... may be due to the prestige and also the points..and the benefits.
:D

i think i will miss all the good old time in KL.. all my flying time and also my endless nights in hotels, mountains, etc.

arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
很象要分手一样的感觉!!!!
不舍得。
但,也不想再继续。。。
有很伤心。。。
haiz!!!!

Monday, May 07, 2012

心的方向

决定放手了。。 很多意见。
但,我相信,大多数的决定,是不会后悔的。

“人一辈子
不会因为你做过什么而后悔
很多时候 年纪大的时候
是因为你没做过什么而后悔“......Jack Ma

我必须往前走!!!

杨培安。。我相信。
想飞上天
和太阳肩并肩
世界等着我去改变
想做的梦
从不怕别人看见
在这里我都能实现
大声欢笑让你我肩并肩
何处不能欢乐无限
抛开烦恼
勇敢的大步向前
我就站在舞台中间
我相信我就是我
我相信明天
我相信青春没有地平线
在日落的海边
在热闹的大街
都是我心中最美的乐园
我相信自由自在
我相信希望
我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身边
让生活更新鲜
每一刻都精采万分
i do believe

想飞上天
和太阳肩并肩
世界等着我去改变
抛开烦恼
勇敢的大步向前
我就站在舞台中间
我相信我就是我
我相信明天
我相信青春没有地平线
在日落的海边
在热闹的大街
都是我心中最美的乐园
我相信自由自在
我相信希望
我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身边
让生活更新鲜
每一刻都精采万分
i do believe

我相信(我就是我)
我相信(自由自在)
我相信(我相信我相信)
i believe
我相信我就是我
我相信明天
我相信青春没有地平线
在日落的海边
在热闹的大街
都是我心中最美的乐园
我相信自由自在
我相信希望
我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身边
让生活更新鲜
每一刻都精采万分
i do believe
oh ~~~
ah ~~~

Wednesday, May 02, 2012

决定了

原来,决定了,就没再那么拿捏不定。。。

决定了,就会计划下一步。
决定了,就会有很多人惊讶,支持。。

可是,最近的我,都觉得,身边的人,各忙个的。。。
有些朋友,是挺失望的。。
但, 依然有一些,是永远会默默支持我。

10年的电子打工生活,我又怎么终结它呢?

“别等了,孩子。。”

Monday, April 23, 2012

伤心

最近的我,外表看了,一直在笑。。。
其实,我已经在酒店的房里,哭了大概第四天了。

很多的回忆。
一个决定。

我,到底该怎么走?

Friday, April 20, 2012

Sat

Saturday...

Visit from friend.

N.. 1 stack of tickets....
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怎么了

我怎么又哭了。。。
 

曲:林俊杰


谁还记得是谁先说 永远的爱我 
以前的一句话是我们 以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得 当初那些温柔 
我和你手牵手说要一起 走到最后

我们都忘了 这条路走了多久 
心中是清楚的 有一天 有一天都会停的
让时间说真话 虽然我也害怕 
在天黑了以后 我们都不知道 会不会有以后

我们都累了 却没办法往回走 
两颗心都迷惑 怎么说 怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么 也许你也不懂 
两个相爱的人 等着对方先说 想分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候 
我和你的眼中看见了 不同的天空
走得太远终于走到 分岔路的路口 
是不是你和我 要有两个 相反的梦

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

mmmmm

Just when i was crying in my hotel room..(again!)...
i think of many options.
I think of many people.
I think of the things i could have done.
I think of the things i should do.
I think of the things i will be losing.
I am lost.
and i cried.

Trying to divert my attention to..
Beauty n the geek australia-2
disney channel-Mr Bean
and, a song crossed my mind..
"there is a longing only you can fill......."

and i searched for this song."Deeper in Love"..which lead me to another song... very well suited to my feeling right now.
and it comforted me.


When I Cry by Gaither Vocal Band Makin' a list of all of the good things you've done for me.

Lord, I've never been one to complain.

But, right now I'm lost, and I can't find my way.

My world's come apart, and it's breakin' my heart.

But it helps to know; that your heart is breaking too.

When I cry, You cry. When I hurt, You hurt.

When I've lost someone, it takes a piece of You too.

And when I fall on my face, You fill me with grace.

'Cause nothing breaks Your heart, or tears You apart

Like when I cry.

Alone in the dark, face in my hands cryin' out to You.

Lord, there's never been a time in my life,

There's so much at stake, there's so much to lose.

But I trust it to You. You'll bring me through.

And it helps me to know that I'm not alone.

When I cry, You cry. When I hurt, You hurt.

When I've lost someone, it takes a piece of You too.

And when I fall on my face, You fill me with grace.

'Cause nothing breaks Your heart, or tears You apart

Like when I cry.

You're the one who calmed the raging sea.

You're the one who made the blind to see.

You looked through all of heaven and eternity,

And through it all you saw me.

When I cry, You cry. When I hurt, You hurt.

When I've lost someone, it takes a piece of You too.

And when I fall on my face, You fill me with grace.

Nothing breaks Your heart, or tears You apart

Like when I cry. MMMmmmm

Sunday, March 25, 2012

记得

誰還記得是誰先說 永遠的愛我 
以前的一句話是我們 以後的傷口
過了太久沒人記得 當初那些溫柔 
我和你手牽手說要一起 走到最後

well, being emo.......

Saturday, March 24, 2012

My breakfast

Nice n cozy lounge. But there has been quite a lot of ppl lately.
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Ate too much

Oops.... So, a bunch of my colleagues went to ss2 murni last night. Wow.. Yum... Nice food.
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电影

今天, 去看电影. 蛮特别的
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Friday, March 23, 2012

Lazy saturday

A lot of things going through my mind.. N I m being emotional...

I think I should give up on something n work towards another one.

Just like love,.reciprocal love is always better than one sided love.
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Monday, March 19, 2012

讨厌

i hate certain ppl.. @#%@#%#%@#%@#@#@#%@#@#@#%

2weeks ago, the same question he asked......
i helped him get this that information, etc..
2 weeks later, he asked the same Q......somemore in a sarcastic way... "you are very good in this right......"
@%@#%@#%@#%%@##%#@# WTF...... and after i explained, he still ask around... 2-3 persons............ and today............ask me the same Q again.......

I am like.. "HEY COME ON, what is WRONG????????????????? "
we spend so much time to learn last time and now i already teach you and please LEARN yourself..don expect ppl to do it for you every single time ok!!!!


2 weeks and you can't solve this simple thing?????????????????
WTF

i am very very pissed actually in my heart, but i just remain calm on my face.......

GRRRR!!!

DAMN, PISSEDDDDDDDDDDd!!!!

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

time flies

wow, time really flies...

It's March 2012 now.
well let's see what's coming up..

1.) next month, april, it will be my 1st marriage anniversary !! kekeke
2.) erm...........

hahahhaha, really BLANK meh?? @#%#%@#%@#%@#...

Upcoming plan.
1.) to test honda insight.. errr....... my hubby seems to like this car wor... but.. ahahhaa, as usual, i love BMW.. and it's even exciting to find out that BMW does offer hybrid car. mmmmm~
2.) my RSU will be released on coming May.. hehehehehee........Hopefully MOT shares continue to rise..!!! gogogogogog

mmmm....... kinda dunno what to write anymore............................

some fun

heheehe, saw my friend posted a pikachu origami.. kinda cute.
so i made it, as 1 of my colleague lately been nicknamed as pikachu...kekeekek


From Blank Paper....


To a cute Pikachu!!! heheheheheheh
I love Pikachu!!!

Monday, March 12, 2012

Little papaya

Oo.. My neighbor gave us some papaya seeds after seeing our 2times attempts of papaya planting ended without any success..... Due to we were rushing to nz tat time,my hubby said he simply throw here n there in the garden... N..... Suddenly.... 3 months after...... Tada!!!!
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Sunday, March 11, 2012

Again

My winged bean plant is finally fruiting again!!! I m excited!!!
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Ooo

Ooo.. Chk out the bb passion fruits forming after the flowers bloom...
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Friday, March 09, 2012

Hehe...

I m excited over my passion fruit tree.... First fruit!! N 3 more buds... Yeahhhh....
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Monday, March 05, 2012

Lounge

Lepak at the hotel lounge seems like a norm for me at this moment. Sometimes, felt very bored... Sometimes it's kinda nice.....
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很累。。。在机场等飞机。。。
很想睡。。。
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Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Use..

Wah.. Just found out.. Bought these king fitted sheet n quilt cover for our wedding but did not even use them... Ok la.. Let me 开张。。。
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门前的树, 开花了。。。。

2012年了。。也结束了我们dec18 to jan10, nz tour.
又得收拾心情。。为新的一年打算。。

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Tuesday, January 10, 2012

回来了

哈哈。。。 昨夜一到达吉隆玻。。 很开心的上网。。chatting.. 大概十二点多。开开心心去tune hotel... Wanted to check in... 给receptionist 看了我的booking... 已经imagine taking bath in the room.....

过了五分钟。。。她看看我。。问一下身边的同事。。。

“miss.. I m sorry u book tomorrow.. Not tonight... N our hotel is fully booked"... Gua gua gua......

摆了一个大乌笼。。。。结果, 的get transport... Rm50 to nilai, aeton hotel rm120... N rm 50 back to LCCT... Haha...

现在的我。。。 就是在kl等去槟城的飞机。。。。

哈哈。。
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Saturday, January 07, 2012

快回家了

还有两天, 就飞回大马了。。
蛮开心的。。。
好想念自由自在的感觉。。

纽西兰, 给我的印象
1。 什么都贵
2。 没什么人
3。 没什么艺术品
4。 多羊, 牛, 鹿, 草原, 高山, 风景很美。 可惜, 大多都在下雨。
5。 日子有点无聊

看来, mmmmmmm.... 我, 还是比较喜欢venice.
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