Wednesday, December 30, 2009
It's time to reflect 2009.... mmm... recalled last year i said this year i wanted to focus in ORDERLINESS.... in finance, household, career... mmm
2009 has been a year... i guess there are a lot of events took place.. let me recalled ..
..went to UK+Italy(Rome n Venice) with dar's family..
..still enjoying my new work, pretty happy with the travelling..
..getting more organized in term of tracking my daily expenses, the rental calculation monthly, housing loan tracking, another loan tracking for my dad...
..ish! got myself involved in another debt repayment ...for dad... sob...
..cleaned up my room nicely.. (so last minute!!! now u know why i want to clean up my room.. so that i can write here..:P)..!!
..run a full marathon!!!!.......hurrayyyyy!!!!!...
..career..went to sri lanka again, india-jamnagar, KL KL KL...Labuan..Melaka...
..CG leader left us...
..getting better in knowing my darling...and his family..
Overall: Did i achieve my goal??
50%done for marathon.. i missed the 60k sales... grr!
mmmm... so 2010........... wrote down my resolution since early dec...
hehehee~~ details are written somewhere.. :D
Yeah! Go go Go, 2010!!
Monday, December 28, 2009
28days has gone... what have i done?
mm, what have i done..... see if i can write 28 of them...mmm
1.) a few hours ago, i cleaned up my room.! throw out 1 bag of papers....zzz...
a lot of books more to go.... seems like my room is full of books...!! boxes... shoes... mmm, tomorrow continue part 2.
old uni time stuffs!!!... lotsa love letters.. hehehee
managed to squeeze 2 boxes into 1...haha
2.) wrote out my weekly time table for 2010... ! hurray.
throughout 2009, i find out 1 thing about myself..that's lack of discipline..and like to procrastinate.
2010, i am seeking change.. to complete the task by day.. as the chinese saying goes.. today matters, today complete.. 今日事，今日毕。
3.) went to kl from Dec 9 til dec 24! well, 16days over there.
-went to ipoh to meet up with FH's siblings+family.. ahhaa
in front of pavilion..
4.) went to ipoh again for christmas celebration! had a proper christmas long table meal..wahseh!
first time i ate christmas pudding.. :P
Toby..so cute!!! FH's nephew..
christmas pudding..( the black thing)
5.) ate good stuffs in KL.. hahaa~
went to this taiwan restaurant in KLCC for 3 times..!! haha
6.) received different type of presents...
lipstick, book, shirts, lotions, lip butter, bathing stuffs.. :D
7.) give away different type of presents...
robots, science stuffs, flower, shirts, ...
8.) attended 1 customer issue...
9.) drove a RANGER... ahaha.. such a huge car man..!
10.) met up with kor..
11.) met up with mayang...
12.) dailyin out with KL colleague..
13.) got a freaking expensive hair cut RM55... by some non-professional!! grr...!
14.) bought 2 nice pants with my darling...
15.) went to PCC for christmas celebration..
16.) kor asked me to cut down on sugar..but i keep failing..
17.) bought wheat grass as vege supplement...
18.) attempt kellogs 2 weeks challenge....
19.) attend my cousin wedding on dec 6......
20.) found my old school stuffs from uni... haaha, interesting letters i found.. :P i wrote to many people before!
21.) bought 1 new fish with darling... Rescue his almost die fish.......!! got him to buy a separator for the killer fish!! @%@%#.. :D glad the fish survive..+ got a new partner.. hehee
22.) finally decided to part with my CLEO+READER DIGEST magazine..which has been lying there for years!!
23.) signed up for Adidas Sundown Marathon coming May 29, 2010 in Singapore....+ bought the air ticket as well!! hehehe
24.) swam in Le meridien pool finally.... ahhaa
25.) finally, i am getting sick of japanese food!!! only ate once through out December....!
26.) Brad called up for Christmas... haha, a bit weird, but kinda lovely....
27.) got a christmas present from jackie....
28.) got a pair of korean chopsticks!!! :D so cool!!!!
yeah~~ and....let me write out 29....(for the sake of celebrating 29years old!)
29.) CJ got me a pack of korean chopsticks!! heehhee... yet to get it.. but i am very excited.. :D
yeah~ that's it!!! :D
2010!! Go Go Go, Girl!!!....
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
Morning was in LGL hospital for checkup... went for ultrasound...glad that all things were ok.
I really felt that i have peace of mind due to i have Him who is always with me..and i know that in any adversity, i can trust Him alone.
Afternoon i was at work...
Evening i was helping my friends for some issues.. and it was raining.
and i went to CG. Birthday Celebration...for myself and star..but star was absent..so we did a conference call birthday song for her. kekeke..
Then my darling called me coz he lost his car remote somewhere...
Reach home close to 12am...
I was quite discouraged with some of the people today.
I was hurt by some words today.
Just as i reached my bed and wanted to switch on my laptop to write this blog........... PSALMS 31 keep flashing through my mind... So i flipped to Psalms 31. .. with the thinking... If it's from God, then He will knows exactly what i have been through and what i am thinking right now.
So, Psalms 31........ The title strikes me instantly!
The Lord a fortress in Adversity.
So it was from the Lord.
I am encouraged. :D
The Lord is my ROCK and my FORTRESS.
Friday, November 27, 2009
2.) Brought my darling together to intro to my bunch of running friends from KL.. hehee.. (oh..so he met him... :P )
3.) Me n the full marathon finisher gold medal!!! yay!!!!!!
finisher T shirt..
+............ my darling+his colgate smile+ my gold medal!!!... hehee...................... my 5:56:02 medal!!! yay!!!! I can run better in 2010, can't i??? go go go!!!
************the PROCESS of the GOLD MEDAL***************************
almost there...come on girl..run!!!
Crossing the finish line!!!!!!!!!! yayyyyyyyyyyy!!!!
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
it seems that i achieved my marathon goal!! yeahhhh.. made it within 5:56:02.... yeah, got myself a gold medal.. (ya..everybody who completed the full marathon within 6 hours get a gold medal)
yippeee!!!.. i still remember the butterfly stomach for days pre-marathon..
the fear of cannot complete the race...
the many unknown...
yay!!! i did it!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy that i got Russ's reply too.. hahahaa.. yay!! i did it..!! yeah.. He said that no many people in the world can claimt that statement.. so i should not upset about my time and be glad!! yay!!!
Now, another goal to achieve.. that is to get myself for medical check up!!!....
Kinda scary though to do some women's test..... zzzz !!!... But, 29years old is coming... why not??
come on.. face the fear......!!!
that's what i need to tell myself... face the fear...come on...
Hopefully my report is ok................
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
So long never see him .... since the last dive?
Glad that he is doing great working in Singapore..
Glad that he is doing great in his relationship too...
mm, sometimes, i just feel glad knowing someone i care is doing great...
Yeah~~ both also put on weight a bit.. ahhaaha... he put on 3kg.. i put on 5kg since our last meet.. :P
mmmm... i need to reduce the kg after my full marathon....... Triathlon2010...yeah baby!!
Monday, November 16, 2009
and i also notice, i got kinda sick of man with huge muscular arms as well.......... when i said that, i meant those with REALLY HUGE incredible hulk type of muscles.......... eee...
eeee............ I wonder if those "hulks" can run fast ?
Usain Bolt can... hahaa.... !! but he is not as huge... isn't he?
ya..Bolt is still acceptable....
n.. i am quite displease seeing women tattoo themselves with "gangster" type of tattoo....
ha, obviously, i DON"T mean this type...... hehee
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Friday, November 06, 2009
I love business trip!. beside solving issues. u get to try a lot of food.... Yeah~ ! Thank God for the blessing! :D
Some Trip photos taken...!
Burger King's ta pau!!! hehee
Salted Eggs prawns
Scallops again..Sabah, the land of scallops.. :P
Some Space type Mosque..
crab--> but seems too small lei.. heehe..
nice scallops! only RM25 per plate..cheap lo!
Sabah vege they called! i love this!
erm, i think the prawn's cheese on top need a bit of "Manhattan fish market" burning...!
oo, Petronas Labuan!
Monday, October 26, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
mmm, should i give up the garmin 405CX and settled with this.... RS300X with foot pod?
since my ultimate objective is to know my running duration, calories burned and distance.
I do not need a GPS to map my run, do i? since i am always on the same route... :P
Monday, October 19, 2009
Despite the fact the i skipped church..(ahem..sorry sorry.....)...
God still answered my prayer.
Since our last week run was canceled due to RAIN!!...zzz..!! This week, we plan another exciting Round Island CYcling! First time Ride... First time Round the island.... And...in the morning.. it WAS raining!!!!!!!!...grrr!!!! exactly like last sunday....! I was asking Him.."God, isn't it i prayed for no rain lei..so many nights before.... sob..".. "ok nevermind, God, u r the controller on the weather..... can u plssssss make the rain stop?" "make the clouds go away...."
"Clouds..go AWAY, in Jesus Name".. ha, i was "elijah challenge" the sky..... wakkaka...
Raining still when i reach Su's house.. And i kept praying.. n when the time is near......... still raining.......SOB!!!..... waiting for the rest to arrive............. n suddenly............ i saw the clouds were shifting.... !1 yeah! Amen amen!!... n soon the rain stopped.. yeah! yahoooooo!!! A perfect weather for cycling!!! Cooling + Nice!! wow! awesome.. Thank You, God! Testimony 1...
Ok..Testimony 2...ahem.. i supposed to "due" on the 17th... and i was praying for God to help me to only "due" after the cycling... ahhahaa!! and guess what???............... ahhaahha.. I got it. !!! :D hehehehee... So i was cycling yesterday "freely" without the trouble to change pad.. hahaha!! Yeah!!! Amen Amen!
Friday, October 16, 2009
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009
i need to learn how to give my best again without the fear of failure and looking for excuses to cover up........
it happened during secondary school time....
each time karate tournament... when i reach the final, i always lose.. i am always the runner up...
mmm, i wonder what happen?
in the navy, i was looking for excuse not to participate in any competition... giving excuse of other ppl are better... i guess............
it must be the FEAR OF FAILURE..........?
i need to manage that FEAR, and turning the fear into a greater motivation.
go go go!!!
42km awaiting me in November....
Monday, October 05, 2009
Not sure how Labuan looks like but i guess, it must be diving-heaven. or at least..sea-food heaven?
anyway, i often thank God that i am blessed with this job. :)
Many asked me, do i like my job.. yeah, finally i can say YES!! :D
I am glad that i ve managed to settle some of the big issue i am facing lately.
and also started to train for my full marathon... haha, i am on 8km now.. at least..i can run 8km non-stop.. hahaha... :P 10km next(hopefully in the Labuan's gym) n 12km by friday outside Motorola.
again and again, i am being reminded of....
fear .. fear of losing something.. fear of anything... everyone has it.
It's how you handle fear.
It's how you handle losing.
It's how you handle failure that makes the difference in one's life.
yeah~~ go go go!! handle the fear..
Sunday, September 27, 2009
i was walking n running on the way back.. Glad that my darling ran also! :D so supportive.. heeh
After Run. I have a list of things to do:
1.) CHeck out the medical check up + PAP SMEAR package...--> apa lar, close shop..zz
2.) Fix my clock --> Yeah!! RM18, got it fix!! 3 months waranty!
3.) My hair dryer--> ish! dunno Y.......... suddenly smoke just come out...-> pending for darling to fix for me.
4.) Wisdom tooth--> went Xray my wisdom tooth, Doc said if it is causing trouble, and always pain, it is best that i pluck it off.. due to my tooth grow at the very end of my jaw.. and block by the bone.. i need to go through a minor operation.. migth cost at least RM400.... sob!! $$$$$$$$$$... not so much about the money though.. but are you sure, you are paying to SUFFER? arr!! i need to prepare my heart for this!!!
5.) Clean up my living room--> got the curtain hang up!! yeah!! NICE
Then we went to watch the Ugly Truth.. ahah! quite a funny show.
n went to SAKAE!! wow.. RM66.. sometimes, i think, things are getting more n more expensive out there... wahseh.. RM66 may be i can buy 3KG prawns and eat already... still left with some $$..haaha..
anyway! great weekend. :D Hope my cough faster recover........................................
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Just want to fold the shirts...
and i started with getting rid of the old clothes in the living room...........
then.. as i clean up the old clothes.. i might as well clean up the living room..the "rubbish" beside the refrigerator.. separated out those belong to my sis and mine... (it's been 1 year i pend this aside... still yet to move all her stuffs for her...) SISTER< please give me ur troley!!!...
and.. i took off the curtains for wash..... hahaa, 5 years staying in this house.. this is the 2nd time i wash the curtains.. ahaha, of course, the curtains only washed by me so far..... ahhaa.. IMAGINE the DUST!!!!...........
and i wipe the table.... rearrange the kitchen utensils.....
WOW~~ now, everything is nice.. at least better than before!! :D
Lesson learned: JUST DO IT!!!!!................. Don't postpone... drag... !!
Yet To do by this year:
1.) Medical Check up.. especially the ladies one..grrr!!! i dreaded this..!!
2.) my wisdom tooth......---> check again see if need to pluck off... :(
3.) Car --> paint my car's top, change my meter, change my dashboard, change the suspension ( wow, $$$$$ )
4.) Repair my heater --> $$$ again.
Go go Go!!
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Started with sore throat..
then...cough a little, fever a little...flu a little
Quickly went to see chinese doctor which i used to recover quite fast after eating the medicine..
eee! medicine finished........... cough still there.
then i lost my voice...
and my mum bought me another chinese medicine which also i used to eat and recover pretty fast... weird.. almost finish the medicine, no effect. :(
My phlegm is still in green color today.
So i went to Clinic today............ Doc gave me a quite strong medicine......
#%#% and.. i am quite dizzy now............. duh~~~
Hopefully.. i can recover soon. Amen~~
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Been through different heartaches...
different obstacles in life...
different lessons we have learned..
As i look back.. i missed the Q2-Q3 2006 i guess..
those fun time..
first flight to Hong Kong alone..
first time i got myself a tanned skin..
first time i pierced my ears..
first time i got my eye brow trimmed..
first time i got my OWD license...
first time i felt appreciated & respected by a great friend..
first time i really let go of my old self and regained confident..
everything was so exciting for me during that time...
i missed those time..
i missed those people i spent my time with...
Great is i took a lot of pictures.. :) and i gotta see all of them tonight.
:) Yess!!! i need to treasure my time now.. because, i know, 1 day, i will miss 2009...... :)
-i need forgiveness for making mistakes too...
-i need a pad on the shoulder, an encouragement "you can do it too"...
-i need attention too..
-i just need to know that i am greatly loved.
- i just need some time to forgive someone completely.
- i just need to breakthrough.
and today, i think i disappoint some ppl...
1.) those friends from KL....
i told them i gonna go eat with them.. but i think i just cannot....
hardly talk.. could not eat anything beside "cheng cheng" one....
they asked me for hiking up Penang Hill too... ar? how could i do that?
my aiyah tai lou.... he arranged a training for me.. but i ffk him last min.
arh! i think this sickness comes at a very bad timing. :(
SORRY SORRY SORRY...............
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Anticipated to watch Roger Federer, how will he beats Del Potro (someone who beat Nadal 6-2, 6-2, 6-2) on the semifinal.
8:30am....I was stunned.
My beloved-Roger Federer was beaten too. 6-3, 6-7, 6-4, 6-7, 2-6... :(
Heavy hearten, i went to office, rewinding the double fault on the fourth set tie breaker..."he should have scored.... why........"
I was upset.
I then felt misunderstood by some people.
I then explained.
I then felt rejected.
I then felt bad.
I then had bad sore throat.
and i drove back... broken.
After 2 cups of lime + honey..
After 1 cup of panadol soluble...
I, forced myself into the bed at 8pm.
My heart was broken, repeatedly thinking of the discussion over the lunch time in the afternoon, the sense of rejection, the many disappointment i felt.. the Roger Federer-should-not-have-lost emotion............
I then came across a book on my book shelf... "Porridge for the Believer- Reggie Lee".
I remembered whom i have trusted.
I remembered His love.
I remembered His promises of never leave me nor forsake me.
I then flipped the book.
Chapter 22: Gossip, Presumptuousness & Taking Offence.
Gossips- taking things negative about another person, spreading information about another without approval. It is the art of saying "nothing" in a way that leaves "nothing unsaid". Gossip is that which no ones claims to like but which everybody enjoy.
( i was stunned....... I was being convicted... )
Also do no take to heart everything people say,
Lest you hear your servant cursing you.
For many times, also, your own heart has known
That even you have cursed others.
(how true....... i had took what others said into my heart...... and i knew too that i have cursed others too.... )
-This is a real killer, big time and small time. One cannot count the damage it can do and most of the time we are not aware we are presumptuous in things very small but it can still cause major problems. Consider the following true incidents:
a.) During WWII, the Americans were warned about impending Japanese Invasion. They presumed that the Jepanese couldn't fly from Japan and bomb Pearl Harbour. That moment of error caused many American lives and a place in history.
b.) A helpful man who used to give lifts to Christians including some women was sighted by some nosy people who instead of checking out, reported it to his wife and had the relationship of this couple been not strong, it would have easily caused problems.
c.) At face value, sometimes you can form an opinion of a person without knowing him/her. Based on these presumptions, we behave accordingly to our "beliefs". If the presumptions are negative, a bad mental picture of the person is formed. Unless, you are willing to put aside the mental picture and make the move to know him, this can continue for years and the moment any controversy arises, you will be too quick to judge.
A pastor might preach a message "hurtful" to your ears, a tactless person might say something that might hit you below the belt or it is just a misunderstanding sometimes of wrong choice of words and you have taken offence. Many people I know, left church over such trivial matters like pastors preaching too much on tithes and offerings, taking offence can cause a relationship to grow cold too if you refuse to communicate with the offenders.
Anything you hear that is not pleasing to your ears can dwell in your thoughts. (yes, i completely agreed)
Forgiveness is a key word to erase it while your maturity in CHrist can see it as a small graze that does you no harm. ( FORGIVENESS............ a conviction once again!! )
I was convicted for being presumptuous, gossips and taking offence.
That day, I learned FORGIVENESS before i sleep.
Monday, September 14, 2009
happy that Nadal was defeated last night...
Happy that Federer got through...
not happy with the final time today...>4am....
not happy with the 2things happened last week..#$%#$#$^^#!#$!$@%#@%#$.... can't pretend to be happy... can i? zzz!!! grrrrrrrrr
Happy to catch up with aw...
Happy that Cllister won the women single..US open 2009.. ! great mother!!
Not happy that CGL leaving me to another CG.... zzzzz........
Not happy that keep having dizziness this week...
Happy that i got some biscuits from taiwan from boss...
mmm, a mixture of 2 diff emotions.......
I NEED ICE CREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, September 07, 2009
I always remember this verse in the bible:
James 1: 2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
I just pray that my closed one will learn about this. That is why, i am praying for a wise decision and problem handling.
God please guide me.
Sunday, September 06, 2009
I hardly smile today. so i went to church.
Church message by Pr Isaac taught me about this..
Hebrew:11:13All these people were still living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them and welcomed them from a distance. And they admitted that they were aliens and strangers on earth
They did not receive the things promised... mmm... It reminds us again that His thought is always highest than ours.
I am seeking a direction from Him.
I am seeking help.
I often feel disappointed with some people.
I seems to be stronger this time, and i know the steps to take better than last time...
Disappointments only reminds me that i need to learn something out from it.
Heartache only make me a stronger person next time.
Negligence from others helps me to reflect and be self-aware...
Challenges only equipped me with better survival skills...
after i am hit down by circumstances, i will only cry for a while, pray and continue on my journey..
I will not blame, but to take the next steps to handle the situation thrown to me.
I desire to fight the enemy and to walk in His path..
mm, looking at the situation this time, i just realized, i have grown, haven't I?
Saturday, September 05, 2009
Thursday, September 03, 2009
like when i got something to share.. ar, not sure who to IM to...
and yeah, today finally met up with moonie.. ehhee...
and i expressed my "experience" to her..
i told her my frustrations...
i cooked for her.. the belacan-korean mee... with prawn..hahaa.. (err... surprisingly... turn out quite ok lar.. at least still can be eaten.. :P )
and i baked baby potatoes for her.... with my long-abandon oven.
mmmm... moonie~ wish you a new journey in your career life !! :D
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
:D due to the US time and also my house do not have ASTRO ...of course not even the 816 LIVE channel... zzz...i am separated from my beloved Roger Federer... mmm..
of course my love towards him remains!!!!
Federer is the best... Go for your 16th Slams title! yeah~~ :D
Sky is the ONLY limit... yeah babe.. :D
go go go! my coolest player!
and now.. from "consistency".. to .."what have you done in 1 day?"
What is your future 3days plans?
What is it that keep going through your mind again and again?
What do you picture yourself as?
I am still feeling happy for something today.. :)
I felt great !
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
**read this from a forwarded email..found that it is very meaningful~
hot dog... vitagen(less sugar), sushi (eaten!! so not in picture), dragon fruits x 2, garlic paste, sambal belacan paste, onions.... hehehe~~
*baby potatoes was in the first purchase...
And the other day "happening" purchase the black pepper xxx( not sure how to describe).. where you can just rotate the bottle and get some coarse black pepper as end product..hmmm...
and of course! Some Quick Cook penne!! My Favourite!!
oh! and with some king prawns too!! hehehe~~
So how many meals i can cook here?? mmmmmm........................