Sunday, December 30, 2007

Reallign my direction

Yesterday in church, It was a great message.
Moving from joy and amazement to GREAT JOY.
Eternal Life begin from now, the life on earth.
Do not be so anxiously waiting for Eternal Life in Heaven and Missed out the life on Earth. Because God is combining Heaven and Earth. I agreed!

1 thing that strikes my mind was, checking the direction that i am moving in.
I guess, i have not been praying for this as i was last time.
I hope i will take this up seriously once again, praying for His direction for my life.

2008, an exponential year, i hope we will soar in the right direction that He has for us.
I thank God for truly a great 2007.
For the many friendships He has blessed me with.
For the healing of sadness in my heart regarding my past relationship.
For the new house that my sis and i bought.
For some of the good relationships that i treasure.
For the directions He has given me.
For the many impacts that He left in my heart through the many trips i made.
For the vietnam trip.
For the increased of faith and love.

I truly Thank God for such a wonderful 2007. ;)


Another thing i learned is:

Is our relationship encourages us to walk closer with God?


Boy Meets Girl

I was reading this book yesterday, by Joshua Harris.
His 2nd book on dating i guess, his first book was "I Kissed Dating Goodbye".

Only on 1st Chapter and i guess, 1 thing i learned.
Before we even consider a relationship, ask yourself whether are you ready for marriage.
I guess, i agreed that relationship should start with a marriage in mind.

It also pictured relationship suppose to be like course meals. And we need to enjoy each course slowly and patiently. This is call having Wisdom in relationship.
We observed the character of a person, in group, in church, in his down time, etc.
And we must be cautious on what we shared to the person.
Sharing deeper things (past relationship, etc) to another person when we do not really know him create a false sense of closeness which then rush the relationship into another level when it is not having the right foundation.

It's like putting all the course meals in a blending machine and blend them all and drink with straw! YUCKSSSSSSSSSSSs!!!!!!!!!

I guess this is a great book that i will take my time continue reading. ;)

Friday, December 28, 2007

Old vs New

- you get comfortable with it.
-you get familiar with it.
-give you trouble
-draining your energy

-excited about it
-a lot yet to discover
-adding features

hahahaa... New is better, isn't it?

my phone rosak:(

my phone rosak.....
keep dialing 121212122121212221212112 when i flipped open the cover. :~

asking repair RM80.. but i just don't trust the guy la...!
so, i guess i am getting NOKIA 6300!! heheehehehe~~

YEAH!!! Yippee to my new one!!! bye bye the old............ time to let go liao...ahhahahaa

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

In Love

My heart is pounding with excitement......
I am anticipating...........

ha! i guess i am in love......... with.......?
dunno. hahahaa~~ perhaps the ability of self generating love.... haahahha~~

or ... soaking in His love? wah..

I love this colourful dish.

Nice lo especially the chicken..the prawn..the fried vege......arrr..everything!


I suddenly felt soooooo blessed for 2007 birthday!

received so many presents..cakes.. and so many dinner treats!
wow! Can't believe even on Dec 24, christmas eve, i was still being treated for Birthday. Ha!!!

Did some crazy thing on eve as well!!
such as... ask that somebody!!!! grrrrrrrrr@@@@@@

And went to tj bungah for party...and of course...... who will miss the beach count down! haahaha...So nice! A nice christmas eve, A wonderful Christmas i had. Praise God.

Such a cool phone!!!!!!!

I got a chance to play with my friend's!
I am so fascinate about it!!
It just so...splendid!

His new Civic was so cool!! wow!!!!

so 2nd time i went to sushi king.......... (~2years)....
Ha! It's not so tasteless after all!! :D

Monday, December 24, 2007

Alien Tai Lou

today, my tai lou behave in such a way that he is so alien to me!!
And new name he shall have.. --> ALIEN!!

Unidentified object.

Nasib Baik after lunch.....i able to adapt back!! haahaha..

Not bad! Like bro, like sis!

Chicken Pox Vaccination

Oooo..after so long i intended to have one, finally.............. got 1 injection today for RM95!! heheehhe~~~

Nurse say immune system will slowly build up wor.... Hope it buildup faster la..hehehe~

Thursday, December 20, 2007


My tai lou brought me to pet shop & Koi shop yesterday...(i suppose to look for my puffer fish-->refer below ) hehheehehhehe~~

@Koi shop
What is Koi?

Koi (鯉, Koi) or more specifically nishikigoi (錦鯉, nishikigoi) , literally "brocaded carp"), are ornamental domesticated varieties of the common carp Cyprinus carpio.

hahaa.. it's japanese carp fish. Learned some new words yesterday huh?
Sold for RM1k-2k for a huge one~ wow..
He loves this gold one i guess. Cyprinus Carpio. 1 thing i noticed...--> Their mouths are huge!!!! >.<
@the pet shop, 1 thing stunned me, who on earth want to rare a toad??
come to think of it, it's cool too..!! And i should have one in the future.. hahahahha!!

ok, back, my puffer fish!!! :D I used to have one when i was in Johor... and right after i moved up to Penang, it was dead. :( and i cried terribly!!! :( Coz i love the fish so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So adorable!!!
So cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lovely present

Last Monday, first time in so long, i was anticipating to go to work.

"hey, when are you coming back to office? i placed something on your desk..Not sure it's still there or not."

Love the present so much.....~~~ :D

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Belated birthday present

wow. Tomorrow first time going to TAO hopefully.

Birthday present. :) A delayed birthday present.
It's great to have friend like that, isn't it?


Love of Money

I read this in the passage of 1 Timothy 6:5-10..

-- men of corrupt mind, who hae been robbed of the truth and who think that godliness is a means to financial gain. but Godliness with contentment is great gain. For we brought nothing into the world, and we can take nothing out of it. But if we have food and clothing, we will be content with that. People who want to get rich fall into temptation and a trap an into many foolish and harmful desires that plunge men into ruin and destruction. For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some people eager for money, have wandered from the faith and pierced themselves with many griefs.

Money is not the root of all evil. But the LOVE of money definitely is.
I agreed!

Many times, i reminded myself, not to sacrifice my righteousness due to money, But to use money as a medium to bless others. MOney is a powerful tool. And this passage clearly remind me that, whoever want to get rich, beware of falling into temptation and many harmful things.

Reminder is good. :)

Sunday, December 16, 2007

my Tai Lou

Newly recruit tai lou of mine.. ehehehe~~

I admire him coz he reads a lot!! :D
Squash was cool......heard his tennis also not bad!! wah!!!!!!
i am crazy for tennis!!! :D
Wah his sister went to Annapurna before!!!!!!!!!..
This guy is cool and highly rated by his cell group people......... haah~~
Lucky i recruit become my tai lou ady!! yipee~~

Yeah~~ So blessed............

Friday, December 07, 2007

2007 Summary + 2008 resolutions

Done the review for 2007 during the last CG.

I have previously attached 2007 resolutions on my wall.
1.) Career:
-Fly--> i had visitted Indonesia + KL a few times in my customer visit. Somehow, the 2 indonesia trips impacted me a lot and gave me a vision. :) (rating: Good)
- Humble--> I am blessed to have a wonderful big boss that always there to advise me in my life. Had a great dinner with him the other day and whatever he said, it's in my heart. :) (rating: Good)
-Career move--> blessed to be able to experience as a group leader for 4 engineers. A bit under pressured at first but i guess i learned something through out the process. (rating: Good)

2.) Church:
-tithing-committed to give a 10% or more tithe. I am glad i did it! :) oops, still have nov and dec to go. (rating: Good)
-ministry- joined 2 ministries. Kitchen- a great one. Crowning glory(Senior citizen)--> this has impacted my life too as i listen to those elderly people conversation. It's great that some relationships been build up too. (rating: Good)
-Mission- been to Vietnam. And this trip somehow bring blessings to me. God has used me for a miracle too, i guess. ;) Praise God. (rating: Good)
-Bible reading plan-committed to follow PCC bible reading plan in 1 year. I guess i skipped some chapters though. But i learned a lot from this, the book of solomon impacted me, as well as Jobs. (rating: Acceptable)
-characters- i am determined to be more christ like. Some of my weaknesses such as impatient, speak harshly, still in the process of improving. I guess this is an on going process. 1 main thing i focus on this year were to multiply my talents. :) (rating: Acceptable)

3.) Physical
-Slim down- determined to slim down. Early of the year i guess i was 53KG. I guess i am maintaining at 50-51KG now. quite ok. (rating: Acceptable)
-Exercise- determined to excersice. Such as jogging(completed marathon in 3 hours.), hike Gunung Tahan, 4D3N, went perhentian to take AOWD. (rating: Good)
-Healthy food- determined to eat more healthy food. But dunno Y currently down with low blood pressure, marked 96/60. (rating: acceptable)

4.) Knowledge:
-financial-did some investment plan with unit trust and saving plan with insurance company. Pick up financial knowledge as well. (rating: Good)
-Books- read some interesting books and learned quite a lot. (Revival rather than surviving, John C Maxwell books, Ants book, etc) (rating: Good)
-control spending: determined to reduce spending on shoppping and buying unneccessary stuffs. Don't really buy a lot Bought a house?! (rating: Acceptable)

5.) Family
-outing-planned to bring parents for one outing overseas. Alamak!! i did not do this!! (rating: Poor)
-Family relationships-somehow, this year, i am glad that my brother is back with us. And my relationship with sister also improved as she is staying with me. but with dad and mum, still yet to improved.(rating:Acceptable)

2007 was a year of rebuilding for me. Rebuilding myself spiritually, emotionally and physically. I am glad that my relationship with Him is getting better each day and i hope that Our relationship will continue to grow.

Right now, i am praying for my 2008 resolutions. :)
I am sure He will reveal to me as i persist. Amen!

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Prayer Request

Many sick right after the vietnam trip.
some even got admitted to Hospital.
Some got asthma.
some got fever.

some like me just got low blood pressure. :(
marked 96/60.
Kinda dizzy this morning........
see Doctor, he said this thing come n goes......... emmm???

Need prayers...................

Friendship from vietnam trip

Since the vietnam trip, i guess i have build quite a number of friendship.
People are concern about me, i just felt so blessed.

received many sms from friends, which is quite unexpected one.
And i just give thanks for His everlasting love towards me.

Somehow, this trip did impact some people strongly.
and this trip does bring me a lot of friendships..

I am greatly blessed. :)
I truly thank Him for that.

Mix Feeling~

This morning woke up, something crossed my mind.
Is God so forgiving that we start taking Him for granted?

Whenever i sin, i knew that He still loves me.
Whenever i sin, i knew that He will forgives me and welcome me back to His arm.

and i suddenly thought.. Am i taking His grace for granted???

I hope He will guide me into the path of obedience.
I hope He will ammend the things which i have done wrong.
I hope He will guide me to the right path.
I know He would.

And this morning, i just sat down and quietly seek Him.
What is repentence? I asked myself.

From my memory, it should be that you turn 180degree and never do the same thing again.
And i guess, i just failed Him.

I gotta Arise and keep building. :)

Tuesday, December 04, 2007


finally, got to see someone last nite... miss him too much suddenly.. hahaha, dunno y feel too long no see him........

yeah, so i told him.. "hai yoh.......miss u so much lo............"

good huh me? :P

Happy Birthday To me!

so far.. only half day, i ady get so many wishes huh.. hehehee..
somemore got 2 cakes!!

1 orange one.. fu yo~~~~ coz of hunger, i ate quite a lot.. hahaha.. mana tau............. 2nd session~~~~

my darling moon make me cake lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~ walow........12am we all eat cake .. hahahahhahaha~~ so niceeeeeeeee, chocolate + chesse!!!!!!!!!
soemmore the eagle chocolate she made........fu yo!!! i am really impressed and so thankful for such a darling in my life~~~~

photos..have to wait for that notty star to upload for me.. kekekekeke~~~

so this year.. Star and Sun, we wish our dream for 2008 and 2009 come true lar ya!! kekekekekekekekeke~~~~

Mrs XXX?? hehehehehehehhe~~~ Almost want to laugh..............................
hhhahaa..blessed birthday.. Praise God for his Awesome love!!!!!! muakssss~~

Monday, December 03, 2007

Wild Life!!

Nice bees photo i took!!! heheehheheh~~
heavy snake!!!!

oh, who dare to drink this?


heehheee....... God is awesome la!! hehehehe~

For all the things i do, i know He always in control~~

So wish to go on a volunteer trip.. mmm...
still, i miss Nepal so much~~ mmmmmmmm~~

I am a vietnamese

s go

haha, nice and awesome pants i bought!!

Mr & Mrs Chong

hahahahahaa~~~ newly wed........

what a narrow escape again!

hehe, what a narrow escape again!!

27 nov 2007..flew to vietnam by MAS...
drank wine in the KL-vietnam trip.....

sekali when reach there.........the dizzy feeling came back and almost fainted when i stand up. :(
i hold lin's hand and told her...... i am dizzy.......
and, the next thing i know, i could not stand anymore..but to sit down.
and i got wheeled chair out..........

and.......period pain visitted me..(never had i pain like this before!!)..
and wheeled chair all the way out............. i could feel my hand is cold............
my stomach was extremely pain.. til i hold P hand and cried................ :~

everybody was looking at me..........

got wheeled chair to toilet also........
and then, got an injection at my butt...........errr...............

That moment, i thought.."oh no.......cannot married at 2009 already..!!"
hehehe~~ now, lucky..alive back~~ heehhee~~~ thank God!! :D

First pho24..eating the vietnamese beef noodle..hehehehehe~~

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

7 Principles of Eagle

1.) Eagle fly with eagles

2.) Have a vision and remain focused no matter what the obstacle and you will succeed.

3.) Be careful with what you feed your eyes and ears with, especially in movies and on TV. Steer clear of outdated and old information. Always do your research well.

4.) We can use the storms of life to rise to greater heights. Achievers relish challenges and use them profitably.

5.) Whether in private life or in business, one should test commitment of people intended for partnership.

6.) The people who love us do not let us languish in sloth but push us hard to grow and prosper. Even in their seemingly bad actions they have good intentions for us.

7.) We occassionally need to shed off old habits & items that burden us without adding to our lives.

:) Be like the Eagle! Soars up high with Wings!!!

1 thing i learned

1 thing i learned so far in my life.....

--> action........

take action..rather than groaning and blaming others......!
face the fear......
read more books........ more books that are good for souls.....
stop self arguments and theory banging.....

Life is just ur ACTION towards circumstances...
and always remember.. Exposure will grow a person. :) THat's what my dad always told me. mm..:)

Be Strong and Courageous!! :D

Tuesday, November 20, 2007


Today, Moon Sis ask me to put on GEAR 1...........

YEAH!! There i go.. GEAR 1..........

God is doing something GREAT!!
I always believe that. :D

Sunday, November 18, 2007


Suddenly recalled this dream.........
few days back........ i was having this dream.....

i dreamt of a prophet.......
the prophet said to me..

"whatever you have in mind, GO for it!"

wah................... !! AMen!
tq tq!

Somehow, i believed He revealed a HUGE VISION for me........
wow~ And i hope that as I go along, the VISION will become a REALITY. AMEN!! :D

It works!

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****************ok..story begin**************************
Went Gurney Plaza, bought Biotherm products.. (wah.. $$$)..
while i was quieing up, machine down.. emm.. then i just chit chat with the promoter.
oo, she is same age as me, today only she work in gurney. Other day, she worked in Qbay.
ooo..i am entitled for RM30 parkson voucher + 1 biotherm lucky draw.
ooo... the lucky draw highest prize now is RM200 gift.

so i was telling her.."ok, i ll get the RM200 gift later ;) "
and machine suddenly up.. listen to people conversation....
some were impatient, some were patiently waiting..
grab my shower cream+ hair cream.. RM28+.. give RM30 voucher.. cashier say no return money.. i said i am ok with it.

and it's ady 730pm...(we suppose to be at chinese swimming club for appreation dinner)..

and then...... i followed the promoter to the biotherm counter.
the lucky draw place.. mm, and i just got it spinned.. picturing myself get the RM200 gift...

so, the thing was rolling...........

the promoter said."oh, u should ve spin harder ma.."...
i just smiled... :)

and.. slowing down............


it fall into the little purple colour pie.................... stated.. "RM200 gift!"..

I was jumping with JOY! Praise the Lord!!!!yippeeeeeee!!!

all the promoter were jumping with me too!!

Nice Gift! ANd it marked the 1st biggest lucky draw in my life........ kekekeke..~~ yeah... it's only the beginning......... :D

Sunday, November 11, 2007

This man has almost 95%

Friend shared this article with me.

And i shared to a few men. Some give opinion, some deny, some even said, it must be written by women!

And today, i catch up with an old great buddy of mine.
Wow! Just from the right of the beginning, his picking up, his arrangement, the conversation, his planning, etc.......... Never had i felt so SECURE with him.

Let's go through the article and his good points, and what is the 5% that he still lack of.

1.) Check out the person
Definitely, this is a mate material. He stayed committed in a relationship and give his best.
Common interests side(cannot comment, because it is up to his partner).
Does he want to get married? --> YES, he is planning and yet to inform his partner.
He is serious about the relationship.

2.) Does this man the pursuer?
Yes, definitely. :)
Even seeing from the way he treated his buddy(me), you will always felt taken care of when you are with him.

3.) He desire to move into his partner heart?
YES. He shared to me that, sometimes, in the beginning of relationship, it might took a little while to work on the compatibilities, and it take sometime to give more and more to the relationship. But, commitment counts.

4.) Does this man have a vision for his life?
definitely YES. He is bright and smart. He is a man with destiny and purpose.
He is certain of his direction and you will definitely not feel miserable with him.
He is not intimidated by the vision of his partner but He will strive to be the best ally, cheerleader and assistant because He wants them both to make it.!


2 very important statements which i felt it's very TRUE.
a.) If the man you meet makes you feel that you need to completely reinvent yourself, something is wrong
-> for sure, i do not feel that way whenever i was with him last time, and furthermore, he makes me a better person.

b.) The man should cover, protect and provide not only materially for a woman, but emotionally and spiritually as well. You should be richer in mind, body and spirit for your union with the man of your dreams. The man in your life should make rich deposits into your heart and spirit, not withdrawals.
--> He protect me, take care of me and sacrifice his fun with friends just to accompany me when i was sick, He provides for me, materially, listens to me and bring up my emotion. With him, i am richer in mind, body. He is making rich deposits in my life. :)

I truly thankful for having such a wonderful buddy in my life.

And i hope that one day, He will be spiritually strong as well. :) That's the 5%.

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Free Will


“when i remember what the Lord has done, I'll never turn back ANYMORE, anymore.
When i remember what the Lord has done, I'll never turn back anymore...
I'll never turn back anymore.."

God give us free will. Wisdom to decide. :)

申 命 記 30:15 看 哪 , 我 今 日 将 生 与 福 , 死 与 祸 , 陈 明 在 你 面 前 。 16 吩 咐 你 爱 耶 和 华 ─ 你 的   神 , 遵 行 他 的 道 , 谨 守 他 的 诫 命 、 律 例 、 典 章 , 使 你 可 以 存 活 , 人 数 增 多 , 耶 和 华 ─ 你   神 就 必 在 你 所 要 进 去 得 为 业 的 地 上 赐 福 与 你 。 17 倘 若 你 心 里 偏 离 , 不 肯 听 从 , 却 被 勾 引 去 敬 拜 事 奉 别   神 , 18 我 今 日 明 明 告 诉 你 们 , 你 们 必 要 灭 亡 ; 在 你 过 约 但 河 、 进 去 得 为 业 的 地 上 , 你 的 日 子 必 不 长 久 。 19 我 今 日 呼 天 唤 地 向 你 作 见 证 ; 我 将 生 死 祸 福 陈 明 在 你 面 前 , 所 以 你 要 拣 选 生 命 , 使 你 和 你 的 後 裔 都 得 存 活 ; 20 且 且 爱 耶 和 华 ─ 你 的   神 , 听 从 他 的 话 , 专 靠 他 ; 因 为 他 是 你 的 生 命 , 你 的 日 子 长 久 也 在 乎 他 。 这 样 , 你 就 可 以 在 耶 和 华 向 你 列 祖 亚 伯 拉 罕 、 以 撒 、 雅 各 起 誓 应 许 所 赐 的 地 上 居 住 。
Deuteronomy 30:15 See, I set before you today life and prosperity, death and destruction. 16 For I command you today to love the LORD your God, to walk in his ways, and to keep his commands, decrees and laws; then you will live and increase, and the LORD your God will bless you in the land you are entering to possess. 17 But if your heart turns away and you are not obedient, and if you are drawn away to bow down to other gods and worship them, 18 I declare to you this day that you will certainly be destroyed. You will not live long in the land you are crossing the Jordan to enter and possess. 19 This day I call heaven and earth as witnesses against you that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life, so that you and your children may live 20 and that you may love the LORD your God, listen to his voice, and hold fast to him. For the LORD is your life, and he will give you many years in the land he swore to give to your fathers, Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.






Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Emotionally struggled

Often, i talked to many people, about our struggles in life..about disappointments with circumstances, people............ 1 thing i really find out.

Again, that is the LACK of FOCUS.......

U are in a sea, sailing towards a destiny. In the mid way, storm sets in. Are you focusing your mind to the wavering sea? Or are you focusing in reaching your destination?

Focus on wavering sea, you only get more dizzy and might be vomitting.. (those who experience sea sickness before, you would know what i meant.)
Once you shift your focus on the destination, the destiny........... you will press on and until you have arrived.

1 thing for consideration............ What Goal should you set?
Getting the right goal is CRUCIAL!

Philipians 3:13-14 But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, 14I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

My ideal marriage

so what is the ideal marriage i have in mind?
What is the husband role?
What is the wife role?

To put it in the navy term, to me..
Marriage must comes with a VISION.
And the VISION must be common between the husband(the attacker) and the wife(the base protector).

For example:
VISION: To build a Godly family and live an abundance life, by overcoming storms in life, perseverance and keep focusing and pressing on.
The attacker:
-provide financial needs
-provide protection
-show example to his next generation
-support his partner

the base protector:
-build a comfortable home
-support the attacker
-take care of next generation
-domestic support
-if needed, might need to go out and help the attacker

and to put in the Organization term:
It's almost the same.
now Husband= the Director
Wife= the Co-partner

Together, they build the organization and focus on the vision they set.
Discuss problems whenever things arise, trying to sort things out logically. Put away emotional hurts but focus on issue.

mmm...... I pray that all will have the kind of mindset/strength to build a family, just as the same effort we put in building up our career. Finding the balance between. :)

Focus on Vision, holding onto Commitment, pressing on and finish the Race. :)

Thursday, November 01, 2007

Nice Article



wahh... received this from one of my dear...

She is my sun sister, also known as eagle dearie, that I’m aware of now, perhaps have other few more names which I’m unaware of and I’m sure she lives up to every of her names. By just names, you know that she is powerful, energetic, spirited, bright, sharp, and full of dignity, born to be a leader and etc, etc, etc, a great number of significant characteristics can be found in her. Although she could be quite blunt sometimes but that is just being honest, a person who speaks her mind, no pretend ness, isn’t that just making you want to appreciate her more for being so genuine?When I’m riding on bumpy roads, facing the bottlenecks and tribulations in life, she has been there and she is there to see me through. If not of her, I wouldn’t be able to make it. If I have not told her how important she is in my life, I wish I could tell her someday. Father Lord, I wish I have 50% of her courage, 70% of her determination and 90% of her strength; to go to her to tell her that world is still worth living in it’s because of her.

so happy~~ wahhh....... sounds as if i so..wahh..

i am DEEPLY LOVED! :D muakssssssssss...!

Monday, October 29, 2007

Noble Man

Wah.. read about this article today.

“See, a king will reign in righteousness and rulers will rule with justice. Each man will be like a shelter from the wind and a refuge from the storm, like streams of water in the desert and the shadow of a great rock in a thirsty land. Then the eyes of those who see will no longer be closed, and the ears of those who hear will listen. The mind of the rash will know and understand, and the stammering tongue will be fluent and clear. No longer will the fool be called noble nor the scoundrel be highly respected. For the fool speaks folly, his mind is busy with evil: He practices ungodliness and spreads error concerning the LORD; the hungry he leaves empty and from the thirsty he withholds water. The scoundrel's methods are wicked, he makes up evil schemes to destroy the poor with lies, even when the plea of the needy is just. But the noble man makes noble plans, and by noble deeds he stands.” (Isaiah 32:1-8 NIV)

An intentional man makes his purposes known. He tells you what he’s doing, and where he’s leading. He is clear about where he wants the relationship to go. When he’s not clear, when he’s not saying anything, when he’s enjoying the friendship but not moving forward – he’s not being intentional. Period.

Amen to that. :)

Thursday, October 25, 2007


Many things happen Yesterday... we have a lot of yesterday...
summarize into only 2 categories= GOOD vs BAD

we can choose to retain that GOOD memories........
and refuse to let the BAD one affects our today. :)

As TODAY is what we have now....... :)

Give Thanks~

Just as i felt quite depressed with.... (whatever)

i suddenly remember the action i should take.

Be grateful of what you already have.

And this morning on my way to work, i start to give thanks to God...
I thank God for many things that i already have... honestly, i found it quite hard to say even a few things..but as i start to give, friendships, relationships, financial providence, life lessons, etc etc....... i found more and more to give thanks to. :)

and i realized that.... indeed, i am blessed with many talents.... And yeah, thanks to my dear to always admire and encourage me in every way............ TQ DEAR!!! :D

Friday, October 12, 2007

Wishes come true

today..want to wish myself....
May my dreams come true~~ yeah~
May my wishes come true~~ yeah~

haahhhaaah~~ Amen first:D
Last nite practising the children song........... so funny~ So nice~

Dear u also JIA YOU larr.. ok??? Think positive~~~
POSITIVE.. for all things happen for GOOD ma~~ :D

See the Swimming Pool?.. so nice to have a house by the pool and the sea.....
Teringat.. i said, i want to have a BLUE BUNGALOW by the BLUE SEA and have a BLUE JETSKI~ yeah~ kekekekekekekekek~~

Thursday, October 11, 2007

4 C


fu yo~~~.... 4C found........then........... kekekeeke...... ok nah... just ask the Lord's blessing~~~
Seek Parental Blessingss... then........... dang dang dang dang........

hhahaha~~ Dunno Y lately ppl ask me pray for LIfe partner??
mm.. So ok la.................. Lord, give me the one that is after Your heart...... Amen!! :D
And make me the one that is after your heart too......

ooo, so everybody is getting married huh?

saw my dear blog about her best friends getting married.. ooo...

kekeke~ lai, let me wish u also la..
hope u faster find the PRINCE CHARMING~~ :D

no worries ya.... As u seek, He will provide..yeah~ :D
u 2008... i 2009 la.... kekekke...
AMen first :P

Sunday, October 07, 2007

I am Amazed by You.

I am Amazed by You, Lord, for..
-your guidance through my life
-your continuous teaching to me that, words have power
-Faith really counts
-the peace i have while i am resting in your arms
-the vision you gave me
-the character building, experiences along my life

I simply amazed.....and I love You. :)

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

As i grow older

As i grow older..
a.) i start to realized that we need to be very flexible on the incident that's happening each day and learn to grow from it.
b.) i need to face the fear in order to overcome it and not running away and hide.
c.) i need to be responsible for my own actions and words.
d.) i am accountable for every decision i made.
e.) i am living in a community and we can only grow by trying to give our best to the community and build relationships. Never ever by isolation.
f.) What is unconditional love.
g.) What is perseverance.


Monday, September 17, 2007


1st time in my life, i am being chosen as "Secretary"..

to tulis minutes of meeting..
to record any observation..

walow..... I am super good in making SUMMARY.


wa.. I start to think.. Am i portraiting a behaviour that christian suppose to protrait?

i angry..
i lepas geram..
i scold ppl...curse bad words..

aiseh aiseh....
then i take bible read and pray..and suddenly i sing..

"神啊。。救救我吧。。。"and there u go.. my bro laughing beside me..aiseh..

the SIM and i

My 1st PC game in my life~

Mushroom Head

Cut a mushroom head hairstyle......and the 1st reaction of my brother......


:~ AISEh~~~ get lost from my room......
no need use my laptop play CC game.....
no need use my pillow...
no need drink my water...
no need ask me pau KFC..


Nice Breakfast

Made a wonderful breakfast..
Wonderful Mood...
Wonderful surrounding..
Ha~ i wonder.....should or should i not make that decision????
Who can tell me?

When you have finally lost her.

When you have finally lost her................

1.) you regretted that you don't treat her well when you were together
2.) you miss every goodness of her
3.) you miss her whenever you quarrel with your current partner
4.) you still think that she is the most understanding girl on earth
5.) you keep thinking..thinking..thinking.....

the point is, when she still love you, she is waiting..waiting..waiting..........and finally.........she loves u no more...... and you wanted her back. Love= timing?

Which Stage are you?

Life is the process of finding love;every person will need to find four people in their life.
First person is you,
Second person is the one you love most,
Third person is the one who love you most,
And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.

I wonder which stage i am in??
First person is you, --> just recently found!
Second person is the one you love most,--> i guess i know who he is.. hehehee..
Third person is the one who love you most,--> errr.. who arr? who arr?? can't really recall... so not yet in this stage...
And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with. --> definitely not in yet.. hahaa, going to be 27years old soon............ see la if can meet him ..ahhaa

***the bla bla bla*****************
In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels.Because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who loves you most.When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most.Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.

Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person.The one you love most doesn’t love you.The one, who love you most, is never the one you love most.And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who love you most. She is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.

No person will purposely have a change of heart. At the point in time when she loves you, she really loves you. But when she doesn’t love you anymore, she really doesn’t love you anymore. When she loves you, she can’t pretend that she doesn’t. Same goes, when she loves you no more, there’s no way she can pretend she loves you.

When a person doesn’t love you and wants to leave you.You must ask yourself if you still love her,If you also don’t love her anymore, do not keep her just to save your pride.If you still love her, you should wish her happiness,And hope that she will be with the one she loves most, not stop her from it.If you stop her from finding true happiness with the one she loves, it shows you already don’t love her,And if you don’t love her, what rights do you have to blame her for a change of heart?

Love is not possessive,If you like the moon, you can’t just take it down and put it in your basin,But the moonlight still shines upon you.In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person. Let her become a permanent memory in you life.If you really love a person, you must love her for what she is.Love her for her good points, and the bad,You can’t wish for her to become like what you like her to be just because you love
When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love her,You only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with you.Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criterias.In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end.Being away from each other is a type of test,If the relationship isn’t strong, then you can only admit defeat.Real love will never become hate.

When two people are in love,They love to ask each other to swear, to make promises.Why do they ask each other to swear and promise?Because they don’t trust each other, they don’t trust their lover.These swear and promises are useless;“Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for you will never change!”We all know that the sky will never fall;the ocean will never dry,Even if it does happen, are we still alive by then?

Be careful when making promises;don’t make promises that you cannot keep.Swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen, so no harm just saying it casually.Remember? Swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching!!?In a relationship, what you say is one thing, but what you do is another;The one saying, doesn’t believe; the one listening, also doesn’t believe.
In a world so big, which person have you found so far?
And who has found you?

Thursday, September 06, 2007


Suddenly, i fall in love with Singapore. Why?
because i bought my "SIMS complete collection" + "SIMCity4 deluxe and rush hour edition" at Changi.


Pretty cool PDA phone around in the mall too...............
i don't like iphone.
i prefer cooler and tougher look, of course with microsoft mobile 6, outlook, msn, skype, gps, camera, memory..

NOt sure if i can play my SIMS with PDA? wahahahahahahhaah~~~

Freaking cool!!!!!!!!!

Performance Performance

Had "arguments" going on within our group meeting with small boss just now.


I just hope things will turn out to be alright.........haizzzzzzz~~~~

but seeing and talking to big boss....hahaa, at least, i felt better :D Yeah~~
Lucky still got like 1 person. :D

Just dunno how to describe things.. :(
Complaint to my bro just now... haizzz..and My sister said, y lar u don sit down and keep quiet, let him say lor, since he is the boss.........haizzzzzzzz.. "why lar hor??"...

dunno le............... Perhaps, again, i am not good at pretending to be alright when things are not right. :(

Too honest once again............ A virtue? Sure?......

Out of Place

Feeling a bit out of place right after i come back..

So much complaints about boss...
So much pending works to follow up..
Some ppl resigned :(
Some going to resigned..( i hope not)


Wednesday, September 05, 2007

So close yet so far

the feeling of unreachable..................................
separated by a thin glass........

"my darling.... "


Mt bromo

magnificent view..


Transition of the clouds........awesome, isn't it?

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Ikatan Covalen

hahaa..forgot about this!

Just shared to a friend..not sure why......
i just love...
the feeling of transitting at airport..
the plane's food..
the flying in a plane's feeling..
the sky view from the plane..

just as i said.."how to get married larrr if i have this kinda feeling??"

And he said.. u r Zarah tak stabil.. find lar the ikatan covalen...

HAHAHAHAHhhahHAHAHHAh~~~~ What a nice thought!! :D
TQ ya...................

Mega Church--> Bethany, Surabaya

1.) Helicopter view

2.) inside...during worship...

3.) 3rd floor banners..
4.) view from 3rd floor before service

visitted this church on sunday, attended their sunday service.

WOW~~~ I AM REALLY IMPRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Legend of Sampoerna

Main Entrance.......see the 4 huge cigarattes?

then this is the baby one.. not yet cut..

this is finished good. Smell quite nice, not like normal cigarattes..
outside shop selling.. 7000 rp

me with many many 1000rp

me with Moses..
Making cigarattes....

Budiman Hidajat

Mmm.. Just admire this man i met here.

His hospitalbility.
His gentleness.
He is a successful entrepreneur and yet he is a very humble person.
He pays full attention to you when you talk.
He nodded his head and seek to understand the situation.
He sees things from different angle.
He raised a good son.
He speaks politely.
He dresses smartly.
He valued intregrity.

Wow~ I simply admire him.

Saturday, September 01, 2007

1st weekend at indon

oh, here i am, having my 1st weekends here in Surabaya..
Work has finally come to a rough conclusion.. but..ah ha!! Yeahh, i get to go to visit the place which i wanted to visit... hehehehe~~ So happy~

bromo, i am coming......... u wait for me ya....... :D

My 2nd trip here is consider to be better than the last one where daily, i am basically travelling in the jeep for 10 hours..
right now, cut the travelling to 2 hours by staying on the island itself. :D
but still..daily..reported back to hotel after dark....... haahha..but, just thankful that do not need to travel so long each day... :D

Met the Hidajat's family.. Pretty nice ppl.. :D
Nice dad + Nice son... keep thinking's true..
"like father, like son"

:D Just sudden weird thougth coming out from my mind....
What kinda next generation i am building?.. heheehhe~~~

tall, dark, handsome?
fair, polite?
tough, macho?
smart, naughty, sweet?


Monday, August 27, 2007


oo, finally, reached indonesia..
Can't believe first thing i did right after i checked in hotel= put on my kayano, go to the gym and jog, then do some strength training.;) Meet some nice friends.. :Dmm

Overall, stopping by singapore is always cooler than KLIA i guess.. perhaps never really been to Changi Airport before. :D

And today met 1 leng chai..hehehe.......... His name=Moses Hidayat.. hahahaa~~
heheheheeh~ Here it goes... Handsome young boy.:)

:D Weird, online want to chat to my bro..where has he been?............

Before the busy days begin........ i better enjoy the night. ..Hopefully will get to visit Mt Bromo too on weekends. :D Hope~

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Yes!!! That's the spirit!

Just as i feel strike down by circumstances, by human reaction...

Last night, when i was reading John C Maxwell, "The winning Attitude"..

I come across this

We are afflicted in everyway, but not crushed;
Perplexed, but not despairing;
Persecuted, but not forsaken;
Struck down, but not destroyed; ..
ThereFore we do not lose heart, but though our outer man is decaying,
yet our inner man is being renewed day by day.
2Corinthians4:8-9, 16

That's the kinda spirit!! :D
Others might strike you down temporarily,
But it is you that makes it permanent! :D

Self reminder for me..kekekeke

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

photo for diving..+my 2 buddies

Nice lucky 2 buddy also entau entau one... kekekekeke~~ :D
next one.......... hopefully also entau one la..kekekeke...
hopefully the tall, dark, handsome one la.........kekekekeke~~~


orang ZZ, i go kacau..!! keekekekekkekekeekekek.....