Handle the failure

mmm, i need to learn how to handle the failure even though i have given my best.....

i need to learn how to give my best again without the fear of failure and looking for excuses to cover up........

it happened during secondary school time....
each time karate tournament... when i reach the final, i always lose.. i am always the runner up...
mmm, i wonder what happen?
in the navy, i was looking for excuse not to participate in any competition... giving excuse of other ppl are better... i guess............
it must be the FEAR OF FAILURE..........?

i need to manage that FEAR, and turning the fear into a greater motivation.

go go go!!!
42km awaiting me in November....