10more days to go for 2011

i have been trying to strategize on how on leave starting 23Dec til Jan 3.
Been very very busy here...

Been trying to talk to my direct boss, my project boss, my coverage boss...
Been teaching the juniors on how to do their stuffs..
Been arranging the team coming from Penang to flash the radio again..
Been writing reports and presentation slides...

busy, busy, busy.

And my PM called my direct boss, asking him to stop my holiday.
i notice things get settle after a while.

when people hear the news, they will reject it, try to defend it.. maintain the status quo...
perhaps this is due to our "inertia" theory, things tend to want to maintain at its same stage.
moving car will try to continue its movement when someone try to halt it.
static car will try to maintain it's static position when someone try to push it.

same.

When i try to go on holiday, ppl will try to stop me.
after a while, after the inertia stage is break through, they tend to accept it.
and then, after a while.... they will be troubled by other issues and forget it. :D

good thing about inertia, vs Impulse.

impulse = m(v_f- v_i)= kg ( m/s - m/s) = (kg m)/s

the shorter the time, the higher the impulse.
In lay man term, the shorter the time given, the higher the impact it creates.
So, to reduce to impact, i endure a longer time.....................

and YESSS!!!

at the end of the day.. my Project Director walked over to my place..
" See everybody on Thursday!!!.....and oh, CY, see you in 2011 ! "

:D simply means...." I got my HOLIDAY!!!!!!!! woo hoo!"

yeah

wow..2 months after my trip, finally, i downloaded this photo from my camera!
the Rod Laver Arena!!!!

Toyota Vios 1.5L

i test drive Toyota Vios last weekend and ..........
my conclusion is...

well, perhaps i am not getting it.

I want a car which give me..
1.) Solid feeling
2.) Concentrated engine ( meaning once i press the gas, i need to feel the power is concentrated..not necessary need to be a very expensive car, i got the feeling when i drove my sis's myVi...too bad, myVi is not "man" enough.. i want a macho car, whom can protect me..hehee)
3.) needless to say... a "Macho" + "handsome" outlook
4.) mm, it can be cute too. ( such as Smart for two-brabus)

:)

Christmas is around the corner

Christmas is just around the corner!!
:)

Check out the ginger bread houses build by kids!!!
wow, aren't they beautiful??



Lego Exhibition..

How cool is that???

Saw some Ferrari... wow.. Rich n the famous!

our New Proton Inspira

mm, i was quite impressed with this new Proton.
Online browse show me the price is around... RM78,999 – RM91,999.
mmm, may be worth a test drive?

mmm

i was very frustrated last night...
ngam to my darling the whole night...
and scolded him.. ( poor thing)

1 funny thing..........
when i said "U don't understand my situation and don't understand me larrr!!!"
"U dunno what i want.."

he was quiet.

and i said.."Ok, u tell me what i want?"

... and he said. " u just wanna fatt lan cha"... (translate into: release of anger and get pampered)

ha.. and i smiled. :)
He is cute. He started to know my pattern. mmm

some thoughts

today, i got scolded out of something which is not my fault. :(
i endured.

and lawyer called up to ask for some gar-rants transfer or something...
which means..... $$ mmm

got caught up for another issue..and then thing was messed up when i am not around. :(

and saw the funny bloody weird emails flying around............ Weird!

but i had a great dinner tonight.
Something perhaps i should constantly played in my mind.....instead of all those negative stuffs!

:) Happy birthday soon.. :D

The good thing about him

The good thing about someone whom i got to know better lately.

1.) He appreciates you when you have done something
2.) He will fight for you when you are in trouble
3.) He will send helpers when you need extra hands
4.) He praises when it's adequate
5.) He is sometimes funny

mmm..

Upset

i was quite busy the whole time...
especially today.. too many failures...too many phone calls... too many questionssss....

and my anger just hit the max when my boss called. :(

I am just confused on my direction.
:(
I was about to decide on something and then thing turn the other way...
I started to like this thing that i am currently doing..but i also know it can't be long.
I am pretty sure i like something about this job that i am currently doing, but i know that thing won't last forever.

What i asked for:
- To be able to stay focus
- To be able to expose to outside world
- To be able to expose to project

and i got them all. God is good.

Next.. I am not sure where to go..What to do next.
So much so i wanted to continue and cling on to the status now............
but........... :( I am just confused..... What's best for me.

I wanted to stay.. I knew i can grow better here.
I knew i have learned a big deal here.
I knew i have found my passion.
I knew i have build some good reputation.
I knew this seems like the BEST situation for me to be in.

Perhaps, i am afraid of the unknown.
Fear of the unknown.
The Future.
The next Direction.

:( I need Him.