:(

i was pissed of with someone last nite...
just does not seems to know any of my emotion.. :(
and at the end......... i just switch my brain to OFF on that matter n go to ZZ...
i was telling myself and praying....release.... then yeah.. get to zzz.... hahaa..
dunno Y the stomach upset... been toilet 4 times... ish..
( i just felt that i am avoiding the issue....... )

and today... during the design review............. haiz....
i feedback to them that, they need to take care of this that...due to some customer issues seen outside..customer impacts.... then parts variation issue..... that will affect the quality next time...
but nobody seems to take note.........
i guess they are pretty stressed up.............. :(

And here i am.. completely disappointed with the big guy............. :(
What is he trying to tell the team??
"good work.......??!"
"guys, we want to compete with other team, and this is reality, who win the race first...."
"guys, go find out watever info you can from the other team.."
???? what concept is this???
i sometimes, i guess i am TOTALLY LOST in the matter of these..............
What concept are we teaching the engineers????
Aren't we emphasize in 49 characters??
Responsibility?? Virtue??? Humility?? Discernment???

I just completely LOST and pissed off....................
totally....................................... :(

no where to turn to.....
no one to talk to...........
everybody has their own problems... (realize this more and more..)

and 1 thing for SURE.............. DO NOT EXPECT ANYTHING from SOMEONE ELSE... NEVER!!!
Just do what you need to do...
Help those u think u need to help...
be succeed anyway.......
Don't put your life on hold because of someone...
Live Life to the FULLEST!....