mmmmm

mmmmm, i just noticed......... if could not fail, i would like to marry.
So am i having the FEAR OF FAILURE for marriage........... due to so many broken marriages around me?
mmm, this is something that strikes me.
I am not sure if my parents are having the marriage i would like to be in.. i guess i don't want. May be that's the root cause.

Well, i dunno.


What would you do if could not fail?
- to jump off from the plane and feel the rush of air
- set up my million dollar financial planning agency
- run chains of bed and breakfast hostel all over the world, provide connections to Christ
- get Married and have 3 sons, 1 daughter.
-Have my children to excel in sports (tennis grand slams) or business.
- slim n fit body
- ironman triathlon
-ultra marathon
- anarpurna range 21days hike
- hike the Everest
- travel to North + South Poles
- dive to the deepest part of ocean
- go to Space

Comments:
This question helped you to think without limitations. There is a good chance you wrote here things that you really want to do.

ok, after that.. http://www.theonequestion.com

What are you naturally curious about? read: motivational book, how to get sales, property investment, investment, rich dad poor dad, think blink documentaries: undersea world, travel n living, cooking channel, how things are made magazine: how to get fit, how to train your abs Enjoy Learning: closing sales, making $, finding the life purpose Comments: Your answer to this question gives you an indication what are the different topics where your passion may lie. You may find here clues about a suitable profession for you or a field you want to work on. Often what we naturally do we enjoy the most.

What would you change about the world? news that make me angry: people believing in all things except God change the world for better: impacting others and win them to christ Comments: What makes you angry the most shows you in a way what you care about the most, what is close to your heart. It is unlikely that you are emotionally strongly moved by something you are not even slightly passionate about.

What would you love to do or accomplish before you die? -running my own financial planning agency and self-sustain - financial freedom + healthy - to travel the world ( NZ, Australia, Taiwan, China, Europe, Japan, Korea, USA) - impact other people lives through my works or speech, win them to Christ. - completed Triathlon - Buy a new car ( BMW 3 series) - Stay in bigger house ( Ashley Green- Semi D or own bungalow at NZ , UK ) - Round the himalaya ( with plane or hike) Comments: The things you listed as answers not only give you an idea of your goals, but also your values - what is important to you and how you would like to live your life. See if you can spot any themes in your things to do list.

What would you do if could not fail? - to jump off from the plane and feel the rush of air - set up my million dollar financial planning agency - run chains of bed and breakfast hostel all over the world, provide connections to Christ - get Married and have 3 sons, 1 daughter. -Have my children to excel in sports (tennis grand slams) or business. - slim n fit body - ironman triathlon -ultra marathon - anarpurna range 21days hike - hike the Everest - travel to North + South Poles - dive to the deepest part of ocean - go to Space Comments: This question helped you to think without limitations. There is a good chance you wrote here things that you really want to do.

What would you do if you would not be limited by money? -own the bed and breakfast chain worldwide - quit my current job - travel the world, stay in different countries, do different jobs Comments: Similar to the last one, the question removed barriers from your thinking and brought out your inner desires. Remember that you might be able to earn money following your passion too.

What would you like to hear at your funeral? Say about me: I have win them to Christ and their lives are changed and renewed. Say about my life: I have live my life to the fullest Me being a friend: close, supportive, dependable me being a relative: helpful, impact their lives me being a colleague: impacted their lives I want them to remember: they are walking with Christ now because of me and they should do the same to others, they should extents their potential to the fullest Comments: Your answer shows you what you value and how you would like to live your life, what is truly important to you.

What are the things you currently enjoy doing? - Travelling - Nature: Hiking, Deep Sea Fishing, Diving - Attend a seminar and learn something new - spend time with people i love Comments: Very straightforward - your passion may lie in one of those activities.

What were the activities or tasks you were doing when you felt most empowered? - mission trip - karate tournament - scoring As in exams - being the Top Student - Being the outstanding employee at previous company - Camping with people i like Comments: When you are passionate about some project or assignment, you feel energized, you don't get tired and you feel excited. Dormant forces, faculties and talents become alive and you discover yourself to be a greater person than you ever dreamed yourself to be. If you felt something like this when doing the tasks you listed, this might be it or at least you're close.

What would you most like to be acknowledged for so far in your life? - Get good results in secondary school - famous in karate tournament - Top student - nice, fit body - fast pick up in learning Comments: You only take pride in things that matter to you. The question is if these things matter you the most?

If you had only one wish, what would it be? To win a lot of people to Christ Comments: Now that you gave it some thought, try to think of at least 5 more people for whom you could make a wish, include strangers. After you've done this for a little while, see what trends you see. This will be at least very close to your purpose.

Whose life do you want to be living? Roger Federer- he impacts people lives, famous, and have great attitudes Comments: If you did pick anyone, why did you choose these people? There is something about their achievements, lifestyle or other aspects of life that you find desirable. That's a hint.

What ideas are you most inspired by? Nothing is impossible with God. Because if nothing is impossible, with God, i can do anything that He wants me to do and be excel in them. Comments: If there is an idea that really inspires you, that could very well be your purpose.

With whom would you like to surround myself? Life style: down to earth, helpful to others, keep achieving things even though successful, humble, moderate occupation: business, hostel chains Wealth: financial free Interests: outdoor, adventure, motivational, investing, impacting people Comments: You become who you drink coffee with. The kind of people you want to have around you tells you what kind of a person you want to be.

Do you take responsibility for what is happening to you? PARTLY Some part are due to me. Example: untidy room= i lazy to tidy up and do not clean up regularly. some part are not due to me. tsunami= nature earthquake= nature lost of loves one= nature Can i create my own future? = partly, in terms of character building, financial management, who to marry= YES in terms of what events will happens in my life ( who will pass away, what will be taken away from me, when i will loose my $$ , my jobs....health....)= NO Comments: Only you can change your future and create the life you want to live, noone else. If you blame others and shift the responsibility away from you, you are looking for answers in a wrong place. If you said yes, congratulations.

Now that you have gone through this exercise, answered all the questions and read the answers once again - do you see patterns in your answers? Identify what are the common themes in your answers and you will find your passion and purpose in life.

keep searching...

ok let's see what i get from this website..

http://www.savvymiss.com/career-woman/career-advice/9-to-5-grind-archive/article/finding-your-passion-310/news-browse/4.html

STRENGTHS

• Things that people frequently compliment or praise me about: energetic, creative, funny
  
• Things that people ask me to help with or do for them: move things, calculate something, organize outing
  
• Things people have told me that I ought to get paid for doing: organize something
  
• Things I’ve always thought were my “hidden talents”: influencing others
  

INTERESTS

• Things I enjoy most: new thing, sea, nature, fresh water, fresh air, greens
  
• Things I would still do even if I won the lottery: run a bed n breakfast somewhere at NZ
  
• Things I have always wanted to do: backpacks in NZ, hike the himalaya, fish the salmon, ...
  
• Things I do in my spare time: read books, close to nature
  

PASSIONS

• Things that I’ve overcome that others struggle with: facing the fear of rejection, getting organized finacially, ran the 42km
  
• Things that bother me deeply: lost in life direction
  
• Things that I know I could do a better way: career choice
  
• Things I could do to make the world a better place: impact others by my good actions or words
  
• Things I am inspired to do: keep overcoming obstacles, achieve my goal
  

ASSETS

• Things that I have done as a job, volunteer, or through general life experience: electronics engineer, system support engineer, customer support, test engineer, life insurance agent, mission trip, conquer the mountains, navy officer, karate black belt
  
• Things that I have education or training to do: engineering, finance, running
  
• Things I could do based on whom I know: hiking, backpacking, running a business, organizing an event, set up my company
  
• Things I could do based on equipment, facilities, property, or other possessions I own: cycling, running, picking people with my car, errr......

mmmm, then?

when u r confused

ok, each time when i am confused and lost...... i take quiz...
this time, Career passion quiz

http://www.dreamit-doit.com/content/toolkit/quiz.php

my result:

Creative

A creative job is most likely to be your dream career, so you probably shouldn't bother with formulas and bar graphs. You usually like the challenge of creative something out of nothing. It's a skill not everyone has. Maybe you'll design the world's fastest production car. Maybe you'll be a staff writer for a stereo manufacturer or create the first full-body airbag. Either way, your creativity will be the key. Making things, big ideas, new ways to do stuff, it's what you are best at. We'd tell you exactly what you should do, but something tells us you've invented some pretty good ideas already.

Creative + Sports

Art Director, in-line skate manufacturer

Copywriter, hang glider manufacturer

Baker, energy bar maker

Print Shop Specialist, sports card manufacturer

Designer, commercial and industrial, soccer equipment maker

Creative + Nature

Designer, commercial and industrial, stone quarry plant

Art Director, tent manufacturer

Copywriter, plant nursery

Model Maker, hunting supply manufacturer

Speech Writer, recycled lumber products company

Creative + Food

Designer, commercial and industrial, outdoor grill maker

Art Director, soda manufacturer

Copywriter, Halloween candy maker

Baker, donut shop

Print Shop Specialist, beer company

mmm,. weird huh.. when CREATIVE + (my interest)= i could not really get a "ding" on the job i would love............... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...........

i m LOST

i think i am LOST.
I give a thought last nite on.. what's the real life purpose?

I could not find it yet even though i asked Him many times.
May be i will only realized it after the day i die.

Life..
besides, working, earning, spending, eating, sleeping, marrying, giving birth, growing children, pursuing hobbies, pursuing dreams, sick, some events happen and need to cope with it, etc etc.....
what else?

I could not understand my REAL purpose.

I know i am most energetic when i am doing something new.
i love the sea, the nature, the jungle.
i love to see pretty and handsome people.
i love to see colorful modern arts.
i love to see different places which is close to nature n having fresh air or crystal clear water.
i love to be cool.
i love pilot because pilot is cool.
i love navy because navy is cool.
i love to korek siput by sea side.
i love to be alone at times.
i tend to avoid crowds.
i love attention when i am doing something cool.
i played karate because it is cool.
i love to camp but it depends on going with who.
i love holiday too and it also depends on going with who.

when i am alone at home, i love to read motivational books or books which i can acquire some skills.
I love to be useful.

mmmm......... so, define my PASSION?

I am kinda LOST.................

bali expenses

just did some rough calculation on bali trip expenses... for me to refer in the future

tour guide= RM160 ( 4 person share 1 tour guide for 4 days..., RM620 shared)
Hotel= RM300 ( 2nites kuta, 2 nites ubud, 2 nites kuta) quite worth. (RM600 shared 2 person)
Exchange $$ = RM800 ( but i still got 202k rupiah left= 73.18, so used up RM727)
Flight ticket, PG-KL-bali-return= RM150

Total= RM 1337

n someone just reminded me about my original purpose of the trip...........
which is to HIKE, DIVE, SURF...........

ah, my efficiency= 33%.....................COME ON!!!!!!!

n i just thought, if the 2 other persons who do not turn up, TURN UP for the trip, the trip might be more interesting + rewarding... hahaha~~ anyway, plan always changed...

and i shall save up for another DIVE+ SURF+ HIKE BALI Trip............. 2010 or 2011?
mmmmmmmmmmmmm

oh boy

oh boy... $$ out again tonite..for government... hahahaa...
it could means that i am earning quite a lot also la.. hahaa... :D yeah.. :P

i was just calculating what if i am earning 5m a year.. wow, so my tax gonna hit 26% lar? wahseh.. but 1 month i still have 200k++ for use after tax+tithing.. hahaa.. not a bad idea right...

So just now went Pisa run for 4 rounds... hahaha, 4km logged. :P at moderate speed.
and went sunshine eat... oh, and i met ah peng n AL.. hahaa.. n i challenged them for swim next week... :P but i just recall i might be M next week neh........... alamak, can't take the advantage of them just back from PCC interstate cycling n suffer the butt-ache. :P

so booked hostel for Singapore Sundown!!
and started running.............. :D
but my darling disagreed with me on the hostel..... ish!!! so geram... next time i will just let him book + pay........... zzzzz
since i wanted to treat him, also get criticism. zzzz... !!!

Let's hope for a better MAY+ JUNE............ and my target. :D kekekkeke~~~

Come On, Go Go Go!
Fly Eagle, Fly!!! :D

Back from Bali

oh boy, i am back from Bali...

overall comments:
1.) Food
-western food seems awesome
-local food i felt so so la.. and some of the famous place beside beach are quite expensive... RM50 per person for tiny fish, tiny shrimps, clams, vege...err...
-local restaurant- quite cheap. RM17 per person for big fish, big sotong, big clams, :D

2.) Places to visit
- temples.. u must like temples or history a lot to love those...
- Beaches=
a) blue point surfer paradise!! nice cliff!!... Cool waves.... :D Six packs surfers!! :D.......
b.) kuta beaches= just about same as normal beaches.. or shud say worse than batu ferringgi beaches.. hahahaa... but cool is the wave.... :D and it's good place for beginners surfer.. :D
- sawah padi.. errr, i wonder if malaysia don have meh.. hahaa.......
- Local dance= errrrrrrrrrrr .. u must appreciate culture to love those...

3.) Accomodation
- Kuta= so so la..
-Ubud= nice.. :D will shares photos once i get them.. :D

4.) Environment in Bali
overall i don really like bali environment especially the dim environment + lotsa mosquito........ zzz...
dusty...
- but i loves the view of many surfers along kuta area... hahaha

5.) Shopping
- nice to shop, but really need to bargain well..
imagine they can quote u 150K rupiah for a shirt and you can buy it with 30K.. or 20K...
-some places are quite reasonable..where they have lotsa local competitors as well.. so nego a good price is a must!!
- thiings to buy= Shirts, surf board..... T shirt are really cheap.. around Rm4 or RM3+.. also got.. hahaha :D
-many little souvenirs too.. such as cats...

Overall, i think it's very important of who u travel with... and must have common interests.. :D hahaa...
and i think i will definitely go back to Bali again to SURF + DIVE.. !!! :D

bikini

ha! totally no WORK OUT for my bikini wearing tmr.....
oh boy!!!......
this is even worse than the last time having AOWD.

OWD= building abs like mad....
AOWD= slightly lagged behind......
BALI SURFING= completely OUT

oh boy............. this morning tested the bikini.. and.. WOW.. hahahaa...........
AMAZING. :$

still yet to pack.
still need to pack food for cellgroup.
oh boy.... bali bali.....
i gonna take a pic like my kor's.... hehee

erm

something can just changed direction.
mmm.....

anyway, i am going to BALI tmr.. Yippee!!
Could not describe my feeling........
Hope har can go to her EUrope Trip too.

keekek~~ i must be "short" d today.

somoeone told me........ ok, once u have ur LEXUS, u still can see lotsa BMWs out there... but u must know the your LEXUS n BMW are compatible.... and equally good or better. Mmmmm, what a theory.
:D

A happy day

this week.. keke, a happy week..
mmm, not really happy la, but just try to be positive..
since negative also 1 day, positive also 1 day........ why not be positive right?

haha, partly due to i kick start my run after ssoooooooo long.......
and partly due to i got a new business yesterday.. ahhaa!!

:D
but i lost my customer's form...aikssssssssss.. what a shame!!!
Gotta be really careful next time..............

':D anyway.. ha~~~ i just transferred my darlings' plants everywhere....
the Petunia he bought few weeks back has passed away................ luckly!!! i got their NEXT generation growing...hahahaha~~~ yeahhhhhhhhhh...so 2nd generation now...~~ Hope the 2nd generation grow healthily.....

:D Yeah~~

走火入魔

哈！
相信我每一次，有时都会走火入魔。。。。 嗯。。
哈！

这一次。。我跟他说。。。 哈哈。。

诚实。。太诚实了。

mm

mm, dizziness and feeling of vomiting strikes me again..
weird.....

i have done my check up last year and it did not show any sign...
mmmm......
anyway, i think i have to prepare for the worst.. hhahahaa.............and live my life to the fullest~~

yeah~~ i went to the 14th National Chinese Life Insurance Conference.

hehee~ An eye opening event for me.
Learned a lot.

NIce home

For some reason, i love the house over there..............
mmm, but for some reason.........decided not to get it...... :D

Run With Love Dinner

as usual, 4 of us......... together since UNI...
hahahha, Up and DOWN...
SCOLD n beh shiok........
Pat thor and break up.....
Stay together and then separated....
Camping together...
Kena Tortured together...

hahaha, That's FRIENDS lor.............. PIGGY n DOGGY friends.. hahaa

View from my apartment

Looks like some construction is going on.....!! mmmmm

New shirt

hehee... not bad what...
i bought the shirt for him and FORCED him to wear it.....

ok what........... Why he doesn't like the shirt?? :D

4 of us

Walking on the street the other day..before the LRA nite meeting... :D
found these 4 lions... symbolized the 4 lions in LRA team.. Yeah!!!!

Go go go!!!
因为有你们！！！。。。

Baptism

hehehe... ooo, reborn...

beratur to give testimony...

heheeh, So glad the other day celebrating sk's baptism... :D
hahaa, even though my darling scold me for making him skipped badminton....
but then end up i cycle with him la.. hahahaa....
so.... suak suak~~

yeah