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very down lately..

Hope can faster over come............

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Reader Digest Subscription

mm, received letters from Citibank, asking me to participate in the RM200,000 competition.. hahaa.. and subscribe to RM148, 12 months copy of Reader Digest + 1 free copy.. + 1 watch and 1 backpack for outing... mm...

Been thinking of subscribing Reader Digest for long... and... wah.. Impulse.. i just follow the procedures tulis there... subscribe lor.. and.. ahem ahem... anticipating.. with prayer.... wah.. Dunno God want to allow me to win the Rm200K or not... wahahahaha....................... :D

Checking my accounts... adui....... my savings seems stagnant for long... monthly spending exceeds 3K ... somemore extra itu insuranse coming... also Nepal trip...... wah wah wah....... !!

Always i am having a budget of 1.8K monthly... ahem............. Guess, it's time for me to clear things up again?... Cut down other expenses like clothing?? mm.. Let's see how this month goes......... must start praying that God will guide me in spending wisely... ya...... :D

Sept upcoming big debt:
credit card ~3K
if only my expenses =1.8K.. wah.. still i gotta have 4.8K ler..... amboiii......

Nepal masih hutang 2K... amboiiiii..........

Start thinking... weekend, i must cook porridge with fried eggs already.... kekekee.....

And pray hard for the 200K thing... !! ahhaa... so, u all pray pray for me ah...... kekekekeke......

Hot Hot Hot

with the many days of late night working..wah..Today, i am just completely worn out a bit........... hahahaa........... Tired.!.. grrrrrrrrrrrrr.......

Impatient!!!!......

GRRRRRRRRRRRrr............

No time to deal with aunty uncle...... ahhaa..

NAVY Style

ha.. navy friends sekalian...

wah.. i think i memang ah..inheritate the navy's style... in work...

Scolding my ma chai sekalian...
Y..? Y like this?/ Can you use your brain or not??
What??!! You dunno?? How long have you been working here??
grrrrrrrrrrrr.............

Some kept me geram.. But glad.. one has grown up quite well.. :D
1 still.. hahaa.. need more scolding..........
lagi satu..............adui........i pun dah nak pengsannnnnnnnn............. hahahahahaa..............

So my voices been like BOMB lately........ here and there.. i am shouting.........
amboiiii.......... A mother's heart... just want her children to be good..... right? ..

wahahhaa... Mother??/ oh...

Company Team building

So, Here's our company Team building photos.....

Wah..Niam's camera shots are simply awesomeeeee!!
And my panasonic FX9........ hahaha... how to compete with SLR...

Gonna ve a georgetown visit at 31 August ... yeah.. :D

photo that i snapped with Niam's camera..

our group photo.. keke

my ultimate team n opponents...

cantik nya.......

making bulatan....

ha..too much of photos........ enough la..

:D

Just to record down today.......
or should say yesterday...

;) some new info i knew...
but yet, it seems not really matter anymore?..

Let's see.......

What is behind all these?

Lately..been hearing many friends..kejap accident, kejap admitted hospital, kejap sakit, kejap wife pregnant, late delivery....... kejap relationship problem.. kejap husband run away with another women, kejap husband don't perduli her, kejap girlfriend separate with bf due to 3rd party, kejap the world bombing increase.. kejap the airport kena bomb.... seems like the world's problems are getting more and more........

mm.. i started to wonder.. What is behind all these? .. What is it that God is trying to tell us? bible said, everything happened, there's a good reason behind it, isn't it?....

Peseverance is hard... especially when you are in waiting stage.... with the surroundings full of sorrows and needs....... ah!..

Jeremiah33:3 'Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.'

Prayer today:....
Father.. there are many needs around us... Help us..deliver us.......... I pray for blessings for all........... Help us... as we cried out to you...... Protects us from harm and danger.. indeed, it breaks your heart when the world you ve created, seems to mess up right now... but Lord, we know that you are STILL in control.... Have mercy on us, Lord. AMEN......

Passion in Work

mm, been wondering, Where is my passion of working as an engineer?

Passion.. When you have passion on something, you are going to do your very best in it.. you are going to sacrifice all because you want to do something, you are going to leave all behind and make time for it....... Passion.......

n here i am.. sometimes, dragging myself to work.... mm.. not knowing the direction to go.. Where is my passion in working?..

2nd chance..

mm.. someone told me.. if given him 2nd chance.. He gonna appreciate the thing he once decided to let go.......

mm.. started to wonder 2nd chance..?

If you were given 2nd chance to repeat your life.. what will you do?
Anything you regret doing?
Anything you wish it never happen before?
Anything you don't want it to repeat again?

all these...... make me recalled..someone told me "The Click" is something like that..... mm.. life goes on.. time flies...... this is what i know... i thought it was early august..and next week gonna be end August, celebrating Merdeka already.... wow wow..........

Also 8 months i separated with someone already...... wah wah......

mm.. 2nd chance.. i started to wonder?.. .. Yeah. Great to know, God is in control. :)

My 1st baking..

ha.. seems very long time never update blog.. wanted to but..too tied up with Team Building...at bukit merah.. Thursday n Friday. Then Saturday was busy bringing kids out.. haha.. So, Yeah.. Sunday!.. Manage to make my 1st Oat cookies.. then 2nd.. Raisin cookies.. (actually suppose to make Spinach one..tapi.. tak tau spinach mana satu..wahahahhahaha).. then 3rd is snow ball... ha..

ehem... bought a new electric mixer from Tesco.. ~Rm34..

FInally all mixed..... Oat Cookies..

yeah.. this is the Oat Cookies.. in my NEWLY BOUGHT oven... :D

wah... become bigger..wah.. nice nice.. excited..!!

Ding.. Ding...!!!.. That's my Oven's calling me.....
Final Product..haahahh So happyyyyyy..

Compare to my recipe.. ee..ada macam, isn't it??.. but why my cookies soft soft punya...........hahahaaaa...

NEXT... Raisin punya......
everybody seems to love this the most.....

Next..... 3rd one.. SNOW Ball.... hahahaa...... Funny lorrr.. 1st time i know egg white when beat with electric mixer...so fast become fluffy..(correct spelling ke..) hahaa..
..snowball in oven....

hahaa........ looks ugly..... and then hor..everybody seems to hate this the most............

End of my baking story... kekkekeke....

Finally...

Ha.. Finally.. Last Saturday... I got my Pensonic Oven for RM119... after my fren susah payah fetch me here and there... hahaa... pi Gurney.. then pi Makro..(due to silap memory..).. then pi Tesco... tapi..aiseh.. the offer sudah habis.. tak boleh beli with Rm99 already...

Also got myself a book of "low fat, Low cholestrol cooking" haahhaa..

Then balik rumah.. wah, my mum was more excited than me.. showing me hundreds of recipe... brought me beli ini itu....... hahaahhaa........

So.. mm, let's see when my 1st cookies gonna come out.. kekekee

oh.. my Oven

hahaa.. tadi pi survey the oven...... ooo.... guess only have Pensonic...

RM99.00 at Makro..
and at the shop, around RM149...

mm, esok pi gurney Sen Heng survey and see....

:D..

Saw 2 baking books too... wahahahhaa............. :D

RM10

wah.. tadi when back from lunch.. jalan jalan.. as usual.. hot n humid weather....
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.................. "RM10" by the road side........... ??!!.. mm, then i just take it up lor.. n wonder who might drop it... ?

and.. right now, wondering... what i should do with the RM10 ah......... mmm.....

Anybody can tell me?

Marriage...

mm.. terjumpa this website.. and i think since some of you who read my blogs are married... mm.. Perhaps you might want to read this?..

http://www.marriagemissions.com/messages.php

Run through some..mm.. quite true...... but i guess.. sometimes, easier say than done.. But guess what?.. I can do all things through Him who give me strength.... Yeah!!..

:D Be blessed.. everyone..

Today saw this is someone's calendar..
It's easy to have peace when you are happy. It's hard to have peace when you life seems raging towards you... But.. always remember, that God is in control and He loves you......

Wah....... How wonderful....... :D

Job vs Ministry

Habis the 2 day course in EPCC with Pastor sam.. keke.. FInd this at the last page of our training book..

Job Vs Ministry
Some people have a JOB; Others involve themselves in a MINISTRY.
What's the difference?

If you are doing it just for the money, It's a JOB,
If you are doing it to serve the Lord, it's a MINISTRY.

If you quit because somebody criticized you, it was a JOB,
If you keep on serving, it's a MINISTRY.

If you will do it only as long as it does not interfere with your other activities, it's a JOB,
If you are committed to staying with it even when it means letting go of other things, it's a MINISTRY.

If you quit because no one praised you or thanked you, it was a JOB,
If you stay with it even though nobody recognizes your efforts, it is a MINISTRY.

It's hard to get excited about a JOB,
It's almost impossible not to be excited about a MINISTRY.

If our concern is success, it's a JOB,
If our concern is faithfulness, it's a MINISTRY.

An average organization is tilled with people doing JOBs..
A great and growing organization is filled with people involved in MINISTRY.
Where do we fit in? What about us?

If God calls you to a MINISTRY, don't treat it like a JOB.
If you have a JOB, give it up and find a MINISTRY.

God does not want us feeling stuck with a JOB,
But excited and faithful to HIM in a MINISTRY..

mmmmmmmmmmmm.......... What do you think? Where do you fit in?...
To me.. somehow, at sometimes.. i feel as if i am doing a JOB.. hahaa.. but sometimes.. i felt like a ministry.. mmm .. :D

Ephesians 6:7 Serve wholeheartedly, as if you were serving the Lord, not men.

:D

A growing plant..

This morning.. as i spoke to "a tiny growing plant".. many things hits me.......... and i prayed............. and suddenly i recalled.."What is it that God is trying to shape me now?"..

Ya.. and that thinking made the whole situation to have a paradigm shift..where i start to view thing from another angle. I am glad the conversation ended well.. And i am glad that i am able to implement pastor's teaching last night in today's life... :D

Just note this down that... as a tiny plant started to grow.. i should have look at thing from another angle.. not to care about what is the past.. but to encourage the growing of the plant, isn't it? The plant is still tiny and yet, it is so determined... I hope God will hold it strong.....

Many things flash through my mind.... "What about my needs?".."what about me???... mee?? me and i??"... But again.... The Lord said in

Galatians 5:22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law"

Patience... ya... i am lack of those... Perhaps, He is trying to shape me?

:D

Wahh.. Nice Moviesss.... for girls...

Run through some one blog and saw this movie..
"The Lake House"... mmm..


Then i browse through the cinemaonline...... wahhh... lot's of movies that i was anticipating are coming up..... wow wow......

"The break up"....


"Click"


"Garfield: A tail of Two Kitties"...


Haha.. forget about the "lady in the water".. "An American Haunting".. "Pirates of the Caribbean 2"(though i dah tengok pirates..)... These are just guysssssss stuffs..........

Yeah.. Hidup CInema.. FInally.. the Women's Era has arrived!!!.................. :D
Gonna get someone to watch with me... (A guy?!!) hahaahhahaa.............

Decision to make..

Since my last "marriage to God".. mm.... Many things have taken place...

This morning, i teringat something.. something out of ?..

Well.. That's between God and I... :)

I hope i will persevere...

Jeremiah 29:11
For i know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Perhaps... this verse been forgotten long time ago?....

:) rededication i made.........

some photos from HK..

well well.. i got this photos posted from bottom til up.......... so lazy to adjust... Forgive me lor.. Some is my personal photos.. wahahaha.... just notice i got many facial expressions... (perasaan case...) don vommit lar.... wahahaha...

Well.. this HK trip.. did not clear things up for me.. but instead.. i think i mess up quite a lot.......... ah!!... Been down for few days and last night i prayed once again....... In despair... :(

I hope God will answer me soon........ Father..father.. Where are you?... Hear my cry...............

my kick again!!...

Macau Airport...

Macau...

kekee... MRT station.....

The street....again.

The prawns..

the food......

the street...

ha.. try to be Gold Fish........

another reaction.. i think i can fight Jim carey already..

one of my naughty reaction.. wahahahaa....

Yeah.. stair case... Just shiok sendiri..

night scene.. different view from Victoria Peak.. cannot find place to place camera lorr.... haaha..

ha.. ha..

ha.. awesome.. isn't it?

see how humid HK is?

ha... gaya.. :P

Bush and i.....

Bruce lee and i..(must i mention his name??)

some nice little kuih muih?..

My breakfast.. po lor pau?..

ahhhh

ouch!!... Read through Psalms and the Book of Daniel lately....... Daniel was a great man, just reach chapter 2.

Psalms is truly an amazing book... it expresses our feelings so well.......

Psalm 4
For the Chief Musician; on stringed instruments. A Psalm by David.


4:1 Answer me when I call, God of my righteousness.
Give me relief from my distress.
Have mercy on me, and hear my prayer.
4:2 You sons of men, how long shall my glory be turned into dishonor?
Will you love vanity, and seek after falsehood?
Selah.
4:3 But know that Yahweh has set apart for himself him who is godly:
Yahweh will hear when I call to him.
4:4 Stand in awe, and don’t sin.
Search your own heart on your bed, and be still.
Selah.
4:5 Offer the sacrifices of righteousness.
Put your trust in Yahweh.
4:6 Many say, “Who will show us any good?”
Yahweh, let the light of your face shine on us.
4:7 You have put gladness in my heart,
more than when their grain and their new wine are increased.
4:8 In peace I will both lay myself down and sleep,
for you, Yahweh alone, make me live in safety

Prayer Warriors needed!

For Nepal Trip........ Pastor ask to find 5 committed one to pray for me..... ehem...... Yesterday i got 1.... tapi.. haizz.. entah lar.

Ini yang diperlukan...... siapa interested... can let me know.. haha.. cause i am searching for candidates........ :D

Some needs..
• Inform all Prayer Partners to start praying for team members from Sept 1 until the first week of November. Aftermath prayer support is just as crucial as the beginning of trip
• Share and teach them how to pray precisely (covering each member – God’s covenant), faithfully, and consistently
• Team members will be Praying & Fasting commencing Oct 9-14. Ask Prayer Warriors to remember all team members about this important period.