Sunday, September 06, 2009


My heart is troubled.
I hardly smile today. so i went to church.

Church message by Pr Isaac taught me about this..
Hebrew:11:13All these people were still living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them and welcomed them from a distance. And they admitted that they were aliens and strangers on earth

They did not receive the things promised... mmm... It reminds us again that His thought is always highest than ours.

I am seeking a direction from Him.
I am seeking help.
I often feel disappointed with some people.
I seems to be stronger this time, and i know the steps to take better than last time...

Disappointments only reminds me that i need to learn something out from it.
Heartache only make me a stronger person next time.
Negligence from others helps me to reflect and be self-aware...
Challenges only equipped me with better survival skills...
after i am hit down by circumstances, i will only cry for a while, pray and continue on my journey..
I will not blame, but to take the next steps to handle the situation thrown to me.
I desire to fight the enemy and to walk in His path..

mm, looking at the situation this time, i just realized, i have grown, haven't I?

Praise God.

1 comment:

Star said...

dear, you're doing a great job! glad that you stand strong in Him...

Trials make us stronger... this is how HE wants us to be...Hang on there.. I understand the dilemma you're in.. just like me.. but I always believe that " if He bring is TO it, He'll bring us THROUGH it.."..

Muaks muaks..