God's Best

I said "I guess i am still struggling..."

He said..
"If you have made a clean break and both of you understood each other, that both of you are platonic friends only, nothing more, nothing less, than you can share wih him. But if it is still blur and therefore he still harbors that you will still go back to him and therefore sending the wrong signal to him becasue of your sharing with him, then I prefer to err on the side of caution. "

"Well, whenever there is a vacuum, the vacuum will always be filled, either now or later. However, the question is we want God's best. "

"yes, God is a match maker. By the way, just a question, do you have a lists of criteria for the person that you desire to marry in the future?"

mm.. Yes. I said.
"I want a man that.. 1.) After God's heart 2.) Matured and responsible 3.) Commitment towards personal growth 4.) Integrity 5.) Positive attitude towards life 6.) have clear vision n direction .. major 6. Then 7,) accept the way i am. "
"i think i have listed 29 spec last time til, very small thing like.. know how to cook, common interest, backpacking together..etc."
heheehehhe~~ Amen to that First! Yeah