Thursday, May 31, 2007
1.) Rm12, put into machine
2.) Take the receipt, pass to the ppl inside.
4.) 10 minutes..kau tim.. vacuum your hair (ya! vacuum!!)
5.) hadiah you the comb .. yeah. (nice idea!)
:D Love the experience!
today come office, ppl say my hair like boy pulak...~
anyway, who cares........ it's my hair.. whahahaha~~
That's the freedom you get when you are out of a relationship. kekekekeke~~
Dunno Y, lately i just felt that way............ "I am free!!!!!" wahahahaa.....
nobody ask me watch over my appearance..
nobody ask me mandi.......take care of my body...
nobody ask me this that...
nobody argue this that with me..
but sometimes, i do felt that... perhaps, it's time to concentrate? kekeekekkee.........~~
Let's see....... :)
one happy thing to remember today.;) yeah~
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Overall trip comment: fairly ok
Work: fairly ok
Kinda upset lately.
Had difficulties in breathing at first, seen doctor and doctor said, it's an illusion, self imagination!!!.. i am speechless!
But, great thing is, i am getting better in breathing.
down with soar throat and little bit of flu now. :(
Perhaps, the deadly rootcause= emotion.
Look @ the bright side, my dear... :)
Monday, May 21, 2007
Heard many gossips here and there..
this person is crazy already... because of hurts.
that person is struggling in life..
this person is so full of pride...many people don't like her..
that person having affair with that person..
this person etc etc...........
suddenly, i just felt........
Human, we are struggling for recognition.
We are struggling for acceptance.
At work, we felt bad when we felt we are under appreciated.
In friendship, we felt bad when our friends betray us.
In relationship, we felt utterly bad when our partner don't accept us.
In life, sometimes, we just felt utterly crushed when circumstances keep hitting us..........
And suddenly, i realized,
At work, God cares for what you done, He cares for your promotion, your performance, your growth..
In friendship, when our friends failed us, He cares. He understand.
In relationship, He teaches us unconditional love. Even when we failed Him, He still loves us.
In life, when we just hit by many circumstances, troubles and felt hopeless, He has been through all those and He already told us ahead..... Be an Overcomer, because He has overcome the world!
And suddenly, i just felt........
Who am i without God?
once again, i just felt....
Be Cool~ Because, Life is cool with an AWESOME God!
Always anticipating for flying and travelling at work..
but when it is customer issue, i guess, the heart just felt not quite..err... relax?
Dad is sick at home. :( Been praying hard for him.
Kinda stubborn don't want to go hospital. :(
Make me felt even worried.
Kawan Kawan, remember to pray for my dad ya. :)
Today too, meeting up later with my secondary form 2 old friend..
today also... face to face with boss...
today also.. just felt uncomfortable in stomach.. errr.......
today also.. many things....... But i am glad...... that i learned something through out the day.. and I am glad.. that i went through today usefully.. and today will never come back again.
Let's continue to do what within our capability,
leave the impossible to God, while striving for the possible. ;) Amen!
Again, Life is cool with an AWESOME God.
Saturday, May 19, 2007
9Do you not know that the wicked will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor male prostitutes nor homosexual offenders 10nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God. 11And that is what some of you were. But you were washed, you were sanctified, you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God.
Sexual Immorality 12"Everything is permissible for me"—but not everything is beneficial. "Everything is permissible for me"—but I will not be mastered by anything. 13"Food for the stomach and the stomach for food"—but God will destroy them both. The body is not meant for sexual immorality, but for the Lord, and the Lord for the body. 14By his power God raised the Lord from the dead, and he will raise us also. 15Do you not know that your bodies are members of Christ himself? Shall I then take the members of Christ and unite them with a prostitute? Never! 16Do you not know that he who unites himself with a prostitute is one with her in body? For it is said, "The two will become one flesh."[a] 17But he who unites himself with the Lord is one with him in spirit.
18Flee from sexual immorality. All other sins a man commits are outside his body, but he who sins sexually sins against his own body. 19Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; 20you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body.
This message caught my attention.
What is sexual immorality?
How far can i go?
Just as i were pondering about this, i remembered the class i attended last year in church.
"Too Close, Too Soon".
Pastor was totally bold in this topic.
Carressing with clothes on
Carressing underneath clothes
I remembered he said, everytime, check whether you felt bad/guilty doing such things.
and i think, perhaps we need to check "Will you feel embarrased if God was standing just beside?"
And again.. i guess human always fall short of the glory of God. What if we already did something not glorifying him and felt utterly guilty?
;) God is a great, compassionate and forgiving God. ;)
He forgives when we repented. :)
Repent and seek his forgiveness, and He will surely forgive us.
Also i come to read about this:
Sin often comes with a consequence.
Often not immediate.
If sin were to come with an immediate consequence, the number of people committing sin will be greatly reduced!!
Hope i will daily remind myself that my body was created for the Lord. Amen~
and..... Life is COOL with an AWESOME God.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Just kinda ask the question..
"Do you mean anything to them?"
"They ever care about me as how i care about them?"
And at night,
when i read through Psalm 55..
12 For it was not an enemy that reproached me;then I could have borne it:neither was it he that hated me that did magnify himself against me;then I would have hid myself from him:
13 but it was thou, a man mine equal,my guide, and mine acquaintance.
14 We took sweet counsel together,and walked unto the house of God in company.
wow~~ see how David was hurted by his most trusted friend?
And at last he said.....
Psalms 55: 23... but I will trust in thee...
1.) 26 Sept-29 Sept, 2007--> Life Game at Penang.
Never been there before, but heard that it's a very good camp to attend. Need to take 3 days leaves! Hopefully can go. Also encourage all to go!! Very impactful camp.
**refer webpage for more info..
2.)14 Oct-17 Oct, 2007--> Peace Game At Teluk Batik, Perak.
Peace Game. A followup from Life Game. Need 1 day leave due to Raya.. Yeah, may be can consider!! :D
3.)27 Nov- 2Dec, 2007--> Vietnam
Just submit the form by faith this morning. ;) yeah, pastor cakap i am the first to submit...
keke, right now, need to pray for leave application(need 4 days leaves) and also finance.. ! yeah~~ help me pray pray ya, my prayer warriors.. kekeke~~ :D
Altogether if were to attend all--> Need 8 days leaves!!!!
Amen first ;) yeah~~~
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Monday, May 14, 2007
Sunday, May 13, 2007
When you see this character from another person, you felt irritated and hate it.
The root to human sin, is called, PRIDE, or to put it in a more negative way--> Arrogance.
Greed, Anger, alchoholic, etc, when compared to PRIDE, instantly become incomparable.
Lucifer becomes satan, it's due to his pride.
Pride causes other sins, it is completely contrary to the nature of God.
When one is proud/arrogance, whenever there's someone better than him, richer than him, smarter than him, the person will always be his enemy.
A proud person will never get to know God, because he is always proud and look down at different type of people and incidents.
Wow.. what a deadly character!
I hope i will always be reminded about this.
"In humility, consider others better than yourselves"
James 4:6 .. God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble
Saturday, May 12, 2007
perhaps should start jog with my nike more often..
adidas shoe that i got may be it's for shopping only. :P
check out on Asics lately, fu yo! Kayano.. Rm500++ wah!!
Let's see when i ll get to buy a good shoe. (not sure which is good also.. that's y!! )
Yesterday church was having the celebration where the youth invites their mummy and...awwww.. i see some of the youth cried.. boy somemore.. so touched!
ahem! talk so long, what am i doing here..................??? online writing blog?
--> my leng lui mummy not free... hahaa..pretty active mum!
So here am i.
Let me recall my yesterday, a day to remember.
A day where i first started to serve in the kitchen ministry in church.
i guess cooking and selling to ~100 ppl before saturday service.
1st job --> Peel Potatoes.......... ( tons of them!!! )
2nd job--> Peel timun....
3rd job--> cut potatoes....
4th job--> makan.. curi makan fried nudget.. :P
5th job--> makan.. aunty flora asked me makan tong sui.... :P
6th job--> cook the spaghetti spicy source.. add in bawang, garlic.. fried.. add in tuna fish spicy.. add salt..fried fried.. then.. add in 1 dunno wat oil.. got chili inside .. after add this sauce, the thing become spicy.. and finally, secret recipe.. add in Lemon.. wah!! the taste was AWESOME!!! :D
7th job--> makan.. ppl ask to makan those leftover from the youth mothers day..
8th job--> fried potatoes...
9th job--> cook spaghetti..
10th job--> sliced timun..
11th job--> sell "leng lui" tong sui.... :P business was pretty good..
12th job--> help the guys to sell spaghetti.. haaha.. sell til no more and left potatoes only ppl want to order!! fu yooooooooooooooooooo!! :D so blessed!! hhaaha~~~
:D and i guess they were calculating the money... yeah.. bagui! :D good business! :D
13th job---> clean up.. :D
then i calculate the cuts on my hand.. ada 3.. :(
then kena hot water on 1 finger.. :(
:D A day to remember!
And btw.. Happy Mothers day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Was in Nepal travelling. (Dream)
As usual.. Fly FM End Bit.. Been accumulating Rm100, RM100, for months! and become RM18,5000. Don't look down at the accumulation of little dots in life man........!!!
a girl called in.
said a song's name.. (not sure Ali wat..)
"WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH........ SHE WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Rm18,500!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW~ Congratulations!!! :D
This year, hope i am able to make it there.
Was in the gym, someone said to me, "ok, i am going.. i pick u, ok?"
He jogged 10KM today. :D
45days more to go! 6 more weeks to go!
1, 3, 5 --> hopefully will be my jogging day.
:D 22.3KM, i am coming.............................
I am amazed!!!!
This someone, leave an impact to me i guess.
1.) Why do i clean up my room? --> due to i saw he clean up his room and gears so nice!
2.) Why do i clean up my car? --> due to the tidiness i see in him also.
3.) Why am i free now? --> due to something that he told me about the lintah stuff.. :P
4.) Why do i jog? --> he asked me to jog 30mins, 3 times a week for the Penang Marathon.
Wah~ Not bad at all this someone!
He is a man passionate of diving, rock climbing, running, etc.. (way too many)
He is a man that is passionate about his life and wants to make an impact.
He is a man that knows the direction he wanted to go and keep pressing on.
:D I am amazed. :D Keep it up, bro!
He can jog 5KM in 21 mins!
hmmmmmmmmm!!!... I mau make it in 20mins.. wahahahahhaha!! :P
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
A comment made by a friend.
Lately i been having a lot of thoughts.
"Just need time to be alone" --> Answer given by me. :)
Life been awesome i guess. And met a lot of cool friends lately. :)
Yeah~ Hope the puzzle will fall into places soon and give me a clear picture.
Browse through my prayer journal last 2 days.. Wow~~ Wow~~ He seems to answer some of my prayers miraculously!!! Let's press on and see.........................
But 1 cool thing is......... hahaha.. I am FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
About the Armor of God. (In PDF format, so can't attach)
A man standing with Armor. Yeah~ You got the picture.
(On Top of the Armor)
Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the
rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. T herefore put on the
full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm
then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes
from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the
helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests.-Eph 6:11-18
All around the Armor:
P r o t e c t i o n f r o m
C o n f u s i o n a n d F o o l i s h n e s s :
Turn your ear to Wisdom and apply your heart to
Understanding,-Prov 2:2 T he way of a fool seems right
to him, but a wise man listens to advice.-Prov 12:15
P r o t e c t i o n f r om S l a n d e r a n d G o s s i p :
Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but
only what is helpful for building others up according to their
needs-Eph 4:29 Do everything without complaining or arguing-
Phil2:14 T he tongue has the power of life and death-Prov 18:21
P r o t e c t i o n f r o m S i n :
Above all else, guard your heart,
for it is the wellspring of life.-Pro4:23
I h a v e b e e n c r u c i f i e d wi t h
Ch r i s t a n d I n o l o n g e r l i v e ,
b u t Ch r i s t l i v e s i n me.-Gal2:20
Pr ot e c t ion f rom Ange r :
In your anger do not sin: Do
not let the sun go down while
y ou a r e s t i l l a n g r y. -Eph4:26
P r o t e c t i o n f r om A n g e r ,
P r i d e , a n d I m p a t i e n c e :
c l o t h e y o u r s e l v e s w i t h
compassion, kindnes s, humil ity,
gent lenes s and pat i ence.-Col 3:13
P r o t e c t i o n f r o m P r i d e :
Pride goes before destruction, a
haughty spiri t before a fal l.-Pro16:18
P r o t e c t i o n f r o m L a z i n e s s :
T herefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let
nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully
to the work of the Lord, because you know that
your labor in the Lord is not in vain.-1Cor15:58
We do not want you to become lazy, but to
imitate those who through faith and patience
inheri t what has been promi sed.-Heb 6:12
P r o t e c t i o n f r o m D i v i s i o n :
Make every ef fort to keep the uni ty of the
Sp i r i t t h r ou g h t h e b o n d o f p e a c e.-Eph 4:3
Protection from Fighting & Unforgiveness:
Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling
and slander, along with every form of malice. Be
kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each
other, just as in Christ God forgave you.-Eph4:30
F r u i t o f t h e S p i r i t :
live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the
desires of the sinful nature...sexual immorality,
impurity, debauchery, idolatry, witchcraft; hatred,
discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition,
dissensions, factions, envy, drunkenness,
orgies...But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy,
peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,
gentleness and self-control. Those who belong to
Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful
nature with its passions and desires.-Gal 5:16-24
P r o t e c t i o n f r o m D e c e p t i o n :
See to it that no one takes you captive through hollow and
deceptive philosophy, which depends on human tradition and the
basic principles of this world rather than on Christ.-Col2:8
P r o t e c t i o n f r o m L u s t a n d F o r n i c a t i o n :
Avoid sexual immorality; each of you should learn to control his
own body in a way that is holy and honorable, not in passionate
lust.-1Thes4:3-5 anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has
already committed adultery with her in his heart.-1Matt 5:28
P r o t e c t i o n f r o m P e r v e r s i o n :
Turn my eyes away from worthless things;
preserve my life according to your word.-Ps119:37
I made a covenant with my eyes not to look
lustfully at a girl.-Job 31:1 take captive every
thought to make it obedient to Christ.-2 Cor 10:5
P r o t e c t i o n f r o m
U n g o d l i n e s s :
say "No" to ungodliness
and worldly passions, and
l i v e s e l f - c o n t r o l l e d ,
upright and godly lives
in this present age,-Titus 2:12
P r o t e c t i o n f r o m
G r e e d:
Watch out! Be on your guard
against all kinds of greed; a
man's life does not consist in the
abundance of his possessions.-
Luke12:15 Do Not Covet-Ex20:17
P r o t e c t i o n f r o m
R e v e n g e :
Love your enemies, bless those
who curse you, do good to those
who hate you, and pray for those
who persecute you,-Matt 5:44 (2 Manuscripts)
P r o t e c t i o n f r o m S e l f - R i g h t e o u s n e s s:
Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but
in humility consider others better than yourselves.-Phil 2:3
Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought,
but rather think of yourself with sober judgment,-Rom 12:3
P o w e r f u l W e a p o n s : T he prayer of
a r i g h t e o u s ma n i s p owe r f u l a n d e f fe c t i v e.-Jam 5:16
T he word of God is living and active. Sharper than any
double edged sword . -Heb 4:12 Resist the devil, and he will flee.
Come near to God and He will come near to you.-Jam 4:7-8
Protection from Depression & Discouragement:
In this world you will have trouble, but don't worry, I have
overcome the world.-John16:33 set your hope fully on the grace to be given
you when Jesus Christ is revealed.-1 Pet 1:13 Be joyful in hope, patient
in affliction, faithful in prayer.-Rom12:12 Do not grieve, for the joy of
the LORD is your strength.-Neh 8:10 Let us hold unswervingly
t o t h e h o p e we p r o fe s s , f o r h e wh o p r omi s e d
i s f a i t h f u l .-Heb 10:23 Re joi c e in the Lord always.-Phil 4:4
L O V E : Love is patient, love is kind. It does not
envy, it does not boast, it is not proud, not rude, not selfseeking,
not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the
truth. It always protects, always trusts, always
hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.-1Cor13:4-8
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Monday, May 07, 2007
Met my CL and asked him to join the bridge run too. Yeah!
were calculating the time, finish 22.3KM in 3 hours? >:O You gotta be kidding me!!
anyway, no harm trying right. :D
And now, caught a cold. Ish!~
Lari Lari, Kita Lari!!!..~
Sunday, May 06, 2007
A Ka Chuak=
1.) Survive under whatever circumstances
2.) When life gets tougher, the tough gets going.
3.) Even til the point of death, Ka chuak still leave a legacy behind.
4.) Nothing is impossible! :D
hhaa.. As A Ka Chuak, my room was in mess.. my car was in mess too. Felt pretty disorganized.
Saturday & sunday, been sitting there.. trying to get my emotion organised, also my stuffs... did a Major clean up in my room, rearrange the furniture, clean up my car, and went back home, spend time with family.
It's great to have a brother, cook nice food for me. :)
He bought rojak for me.. so lovely. :)
Mm. Hope this week, things will turn out better for me.
Friday, May 04, 2007
Observing and listening to many people's comments.
"I am not ready to accept God in my life"
"I am too sinful.."
"She forced me and i don't like"
"If God is real, where is he?"
"Christian also behave like that wat... !"
"Why that christian like that one?"
And i guess, it all sums up in this.
John 3:16 For God so love the world that He gave his only son, for whoever believe in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life.
Forget about your bad behavior,
Forget about your rebelliousness,
Forget about your wavering faith,
Forget about your shortcoming,
Forget about your struggle,
Forget about your hurts,
Forget about your many many things....
because, He knows your everything.
and.. He just loves you too much to let you go.
I love this song.
"Oh Lord, you searched me,
you know my ways,
even when i failed you,
i know you love me........"
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Awesome n relaxing trip i guess.
ppl make tent, i zzz only.....
in the camp.. leng chai suap me makan...
Pagi Pagi bangun, my job is to hike the tiang and take photo..
then find leng chai take photo..
hanging around kitchen area curi makan.........
play play with praying mantis........
macam itu.. sudah sampai....... ppl give kaya i eat........... kekekekeke~~
so, summary= is that not a relaxing trip or???