Relate wisely to others

1.) If chinyin is wise, chinyin won't compromise her integrity.
-the wisdom that comes from heaven is first of all pure.
-the man of integrity walks securely. prov 10:9

2.) If chinyin is wise, chinyin won't antagonize your anger
-wisdom is ..peace loving.
-any fool can start arguments, the wise thing is to stay out of them. prov 20:3
-a wise man controls his temper. he knows that anger causes mistakes. prov 14:29

3.) If chinyin is wise, chinyin won't minimize your feeling
-wisdom is considerate, gentle, courteous.
-kind words bring life, but cruel words crush your spirit. prov 15:4

4.) If chinyin is wise, chinyin won't criticize your decisions/suggestions.
-wisdom is submissive, open to reason, it allows discussion.
-a fool thinks he needs no advise. A wise man listens to others. prov 12:15

5.) If chinyin is wise, chinyin won't emphasize your mistakes
-wisdom is full of mercy and good fruit.
-love forgets mistakes, nagging about them parts the best of friends. Prov 17:9

6.) If chinyin is wise, chinyin won't disguise her own weaknesses.
-wisdom is..impartial and sincere.
-you will never succeed in life if you try to hide your sins. prov 28:13
-the secret is Christ himself, in him lie hidden all God's treasures of wisdom. Col 2:3

i thought of Phillipians..

Ever since i back from Nepal, the book of Phillipians been echoing in my heart.
Whenever i am down, i always remember.. the book of philippians.

Phillipians 1: 15It is true that some preach Christ out of envy and rivalry, but others out of goodwill. 16The latter do so in love, knowing that I am put here for the defense of the gospel. 17The former preach Christ out of selfish ambition, not sincerely, supposing that they can stir up trouble for me while I am in chains.[c] 18But what does it matter? The important thing is that in every way, whether from false motives or true, Christ is preached. And because of this I rejoice.

V18 always ring clearly in my mind whenever i started to think negatively...

What does it matter?
What does it matter if others continue to hurt u?
What does it matter if you are going through tests again and again?
What does it matter if you are being treated unfair?
What does it matter if you loses the whole world?
What does it matter if you been rejected and no one is there for you?
What does it matter?...

The important thing is... Let His will be done in our lives. Isn't it?
Let us glorify Him in everything we do.
God is so near to you even when you forgot about Him.
He is just beside all of us.. even a whisper of our hearts.. He is there to listen, to guide us. :)

I felt Him, once again.

Thoughts on 31st January 2007

time flies..
it's already the end of January 2007.

I still midway in the book "i kissed dating goodbye"..
I praise God that He always be there answering my prayers, be with me and really let me felt His presence whenever i wept in my room due to hurts/disappointments.
Many times, still, i stumbled into this longing of someone...
and many things happened that i may not understand.

But yet, i trust that..
As i surrender all unto His Mighty Hand, He will acknowledge each path i took.

Yes, whenever we are worry, it's a sign that we don't trust Him.
Yes, whenever we look upon Him, something is happening at that very second.
Yes, His mind is higher than ours, we may not get all the answers for questions we asked, but we need to trust that, All things work out for Good, so that His purpose may be achieved.

Yes, once again, i gotta persevere.......... and Hold On.

I hope that, whatever you are facing now.. remember the fig tree story.
whatever circumstances in your life might seems tough, remember Him.

someone send this to me, and it encouraged me, i hope it does the same to you. :)

>"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that take our breath away,"

>When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you trust God to do what's best, and wait on His time, sooner or later, you will get it or something better.

>When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good can still come from it.

Paintball

Went Paintball with bunch of YA from PCC last week.. :D
Happening one!! yeah~~

5 matches we played i guess.. and me berjaya attacked the base for 2 of the match.. wah.. self salute..:P hahaha~~~ good neh... cannot believe prayer to win also can get answer.. wahahahah~~ Praise the Lord! yeah~

kena 2 peluru ... reached the base also got ppl mau tembak me one.......aikss!!!
acting as James Bond.. hahah~

The WARRIORSS!!!!!

one hand show.. cool ler.. biasa la.. :P

Start Praying..

It seems that a thought lately keep running through my mind...
again and again.............. before it gets too deep and hit me...
i guess, it's time to start praying about it and WAIT for HIS direction. :)

after so many times of Him answering me... wow.. i am sure He will answer me this time......!! AMEN!!!!!!

He shall direct my path~~~ AMEN!!

Thank You so much, my Moon Sister!

wow.!! it's really such a blessing to have a sister like that...

she always listen to me whenever i am down..
she always comforted me..supported me.....
make many many things for me to eat.. wow..
:)

So glad to have such a sister..!!

It's really a WONDERFUL blessing!!! :D

remember.. PRESS ON~~~.. yeah~~~~

Good News~

Talk to my "darling" just now....

wow!!! He is coming here somewhere JUNE for visit!!
and hopefully will be permanently here for 4 years... study........ :D

Asked to pray about
1.) Smooth transition
2.) Finance
3.) Great adaption to malaysia culture

and i added..
1.) Hope he will study in Penang..

AMEN! :D
kekekekekekek~~~ God is so great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I kissed Dating Goodbye

still reading this book lately...

learned bout 7 defective dating paterns..
and a lot more.. :) Ya, i quite agreed with what the book said.

spoke to someone last nite.. I hope we will focus on the Lord.. :) rather than letting our hearts... loving..hurting..loving ..hurting...... repeating the endless circle.....

I hope i concentrate on Him and love HIM first in everything.
I hope my relationship with HIM will be deepen another level.
I hope i can put "relationship" matter aside.
I hope to develope more brotherly and sisterly relationships with others.

A very good revealation last night.
-1 man go shopping and found a very nice thing he want to buy. But he has no money to buy it. So what can he do? he cannot buy, can he?
-same applies to relationship. U found a guy/girl that you are interested in.. but you find yourself cannot really commit yet, so, what can you do? date the worldly way?.. or You wait for the RIGHT one from God?.. even the right one came at the wrong timing is consider the wrong on too.:) It's a choice.

Very nice picture taken during last saturday kerachut hike.

Wah.. i caught a fish.. :P

Nice and vivid picture..

Traffic light..

He is so REAL!!!!!!

Yesterday a girl came to see my house..
today, a guy coming..

me start to wonder.. Who is the intended one? .. :) Let's wait n see.

A testimony again, last saturday, i was pretty down at night. And decided not to go church service but ZZ at home. N for sunday service... i was thinking of not to go either.. (oops).. n in my heart.. i whisper.."Lord, if you want me to go..can u send someone to ask me to go?"...

!!!!!!!!!!!! after a while.. that "someone" called..!!!
"Hey, Chin Yin.. how are you?"
"..ok.."
"Tomorrow u going to PCC?.. i company u"
" =.=""

ahh!!!............. God is so real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so, end up, i went together with her. :) and have wonderful fellowship after service on sunday. :) wow!

Work

just have summary with boss.. mm.. some feedback to change i guess. :)

Accept it.. Hope will be able to work out to be a better employee. :D

My boss, i always see his good virtue, a person that willing to listen with empathy and accept the words we said. :) This is a very good virtue that i always valued in him. :)

sometimes, i wonder, am i really in the right job...
sometimes, i do get really frustrated and wanted to change job..
sometimes, frustrated due to conflict with boss..
sometimes, angry due to people cannot meet my expectation..
sometimes, feel tired, coz the job paste is really slow... i just feel i am not in the right place sometimes....

3 years have passed.... in a split of seconds... 2007... Where is my direction going to be?

and God answered me the other day.. "WAIT...".. :)

It reminds me once again..
Ephesians 6:7 Serve wholeheartedly, as if you were serving the Lord, not men.

Just found out i have not been doing that..... ..
err.. errr

....
I gotta wait... press on...... :) because i wanted the BEST from Him. AMEN!!

Frustrated!

Kinda frustrated talking to the current housemate who intent to move out... arrggghhhhhhhh!!! Just can't seems to get my message through...........

His saying on "you sure can find housemate one lar..you so pandai cari..." irritates me to the MAX!!!! grrr!!

Tapi.. tak pa lar... just let it be..~~ And hope for the better one to come i guess.. :)

Work wise.. also felt like sheep wandering around......... :( :~

Post some Happy Nepal PIc first..~
Just got them.. :D











My darling and i.. in Nepal.. This picture really like postcard!!!!

>.<

ha! This is really something already!!... Dunno what God is trying to do this time.

My house history:
1.) Jan 2004.. KE, CY, S moved in happily~
2.) July 2005..S transferred to US.. YV moved in...
3.) OCT 2006.. KE moved out... Fai moved in...
***start liao.. the story of moving in moving out......high turn over..***
4.) 1.5 month later.. Fai got job in KL.. moved out... WS moved in...
5.) YV shifted to middle room... n .. ah! Got transffered to US end Jan...
6.) 16 jan 07.. WS said he got job in SP, want to move out...
So.. Here i am .. Looking for a new hosuemate again :D (sudah biasa..due to many time of training i got.. :P )

walow eh!!...
move in and move out.. me like receptionist~~ check them in and check them out...

Mmm.. i wonder... What is He trying to show me?
Time that i am going to be blessed by a new spacious house of my own?? AMEN!!! :D

on saturday afternoon~

Last Saturday...~ intended to have a RELAX one~ snapping photos around in my room........ :D I love my this house..

The thinking of me buying and owning a house kinda stirring my heart lately. It all started with my mum sms me, asking me to think of it...
mm..? mmmm? Where do the money come from? errrrrrrr.......

Let me see see my room first.. kekek~
Nice poster bought from Nepal~~

Nice slipper... :D

Nice present from a close friend.. :D

Nice dumbells... :D

Change first, then things begin to change.. hahaa.. broke this during a training i attended.!

Nepal flag... with foods.. :P

Finally~~ I KISSED DATING GOODBYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A first step of Commitment

Decided to be committed to Christ this year.

First class i attended in PCC..
Class 101-Discovering Church Membership...

AH!.. the FEAR of commitment hits me....

His Timing is always PERFECT~

I experienced this today!!!!

Morning 9am, prepared for church service + membership class, whole day gonna be at church. Rushing for ATM, planning to take some money... i reached my car.. "AHH!! FLAT TIRE again?!!" i just got it changed last 2 days!! .....

wondering, should i change/should i call someone to fetch me?
.. i got membership class til 530pm.. hard to find someone to fetch me after that...
.. ah.. took up my handphone, i called up Andrew at first... ee.. nobody pick!..
..called Mei Yi.. ee.. nobody pick!.. weird....
--wondering Y.. seldom happened this way..weird----
..called Andrew once again... weird! nobody pick.....? Why?.. i was asking God..and anticipating something.... what is God trying to do this time.. mm?

Wandering between change..not change... change..not change....FINALLY~ In my skirt and tidy outfit.. i reached to the trunk and took out the spare tire.. successfully open all the 4 nuts(thanks to my dad for training me).. take the jack(correct kah?).. Jacked the car.. bend down... n...SUDDENLY~~~......

***!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!****
God sends someone to me!
and.. guess wat? ..... My ex......

..The RIGHT Time.. The RIGHT SPOT... 5 minutes.. he kau tim for me.. :)

and i really wonder.. that time i was behind the tiang..how could he be possibly see me? somemore, how could he be possibly pass through my car?

woww~~ is that not HE at work?......

...............................................
Praise the Lord! :)

but following from that.......... hahhaa~ needless to say........... my heart was rampant once again...... pass memories once again revisited me.. :~ 3 seconds later...
A thought flashed through me.. "I send him to you, so that.. when you look at the SCAR, you remembered MY LOVE to you"
wow~ What a WONDERFUL revealation!!

When i look at my EX, i should let go of the hurt, and remembered HIS LOVE. :)

Yeah~~ May God use all the hurts for GOOD... because.. everything left untouched, belong to the DEVIL. :)

it reminds me of.. ROMANS 8:28..ALL things God works for the GOOD...

My Family

Reading someone's blog and i really felt the warmth in her family, the bonding among one another, the celebration/eating they had together, the birthdays they celebrated together, things they did together.. as a family~

One of my 2007 resolution--> I WISH to see greater bonding among my family members.
DAD, MOM, BRO, ME, SIS.. :)

Actions that i can think of:
1.) Do something special during their birthdays
2.) Go back more often, spend time cooking/talking with mum/dad.
3.) Do family reunion(dad, mom, me n sis) and bring them out for nice food.
4.) Plan a relaxing holiday trip together this year
5.) Remember to buy something nice for them on each trip.

My brother is working in cameron~ mm...

This year 2007.. Lord.. Bless our family members~ Restore our relationships, strengthen it, cheerish it,bring our hearts back home.. AMEN! :D

Talent/Ability

Last night in bible study.. Each one of us were to say about.. "What is our God given ability/talent?"

mm.. each one.. were told not to exercise "HUMBLE PRIDE" (** new term i learned last night, humble pride= the pride of being humble.. hahaha~ how to explain? .. It's like.. being overly humble.. or something negative la.. like u know you are good at something.. and yet.. in order to be humble, u don't say it out.. u try to be humble.. hide it..etc.. something like that.. get it?)

Back! What is my God given ability/talent? shared 2 last nite. :D
- I bring joy/laughter to people
- I am energetic, a lot of energy. --> i sometimes wonder God gave me this ability, for? Mission? Evangelism? Help and be there for others? mmmmm... still discovering.. But i am pretty much enjoying it.. :D ~ own pleasure~ :P

To sum up.. Just now spoke to a friend.. if were to use 1 word to describe..
i guess, i am the SUN......
and aha! you know wat.. She is the MOON... :D constantly giving out gentle light.. to light up people in the dark.. to be there listening, to support, comfort you... And she bakes fantastic cookies, cakes~~ manyyyyy!!... Muaks~ ~

May we continue to use our God-given abilities... so that it will multiplies~~~... yeah~~
Don't try to be someone else, because you were created to be unique!
Be YOURSELF!

Surat Rasmi

hahaah~ sudah lama saya tidak tulis dalam bahasa Malaysia.

Hari Ini, saya telefon Penang National Park untuk memohon camping pada February 3-4 di Pantai Kerachut.

Amboi, saya pun cari format untuk Surat rasmi. haha~
Setelah saya peluh kuat-kuat.. Akhirnya, berjaya juga saya keluar dengan surat itu!

Harap-harap Activiti Khemah di Pantai Kerachut ini akan jadi kenyataan!

:D

hahahaa~

Capati Making~

Following the Nepal Curry Chicken some time ago, finally, i saw the ATTA Flour just now in Giant.

Let's check out how to make Capati. :)

Ingredients

2 cups atta flour

125ml warm water

1 tbsp softened ghee or corn oil

**copy from http://kuali.com/recipes/viewrecipe.asp?r=2329***
Method
Sift flour into a large mixing bowl and make a well in the centre. Gradually pour in water and add in ghee or corn oil. Draw in the flour and mix into a crumbly dough.

If dough is too dry, add a little more water and mix until the dough binds well together. Knead the dough for 10–15 minutes until it is pliable. Leave the dough in the bowl and cover with a piece of damp tea towel. Leave aside to rest for at least an hour. Knead the dough again by hand for 3–4 minutes then pluck out a small piece of dough, the size of a golf ball.

Place it on a lightly floured tabletop. Use a rolling pin to roll out the dough into a circle of about 20cm in diameter. Dust lightly with extra flour. Place a cast iron griddle over a medium fire. Once the griddle is warm, place the rolled-out dough on it. When small bubbles of air pockets are seen on the surface of the dough, turn it over and cook the other side. Pat down the edges of the dough with a dry tea towel. This helps to puff the capati up. When the capati is cooked, serve immediately with any Indian vegetable or dhal curry.

**photo will be uploaded if jadi..... :P

the 11th day night

Last night, watch video in http://www.newcreation.org.sg/resources/video/videomessage.htm.

It talks about.. in order to see the blessings of God, what do you need to do?
1.) Sit down, quiet down yourself
2.) Give Thanks
3.) Blessings will come..
God's math = you divide.. he will multiplies.. you substract... he will adds to you! :D
Look to Jesus.. The moment you look to Him, something is happening inside you! :)
He want to supply all your needs.. also all your wants!! :D Amen!

mm..
1.) Sit down, quiet down yourself
--> I locked my laptop.. Pray and ask Him to speak to me..
--> I quiet down my heart.. try to listen..

2.) Give Thanks
--> I thanked Him for prompting me to pump my car's tire lately. I thanked Him for my car's tire was cracked by the side in company yesterday..not on the road! :) Amen! Got my tire changed for RM115~ I thanked Him for i ngam ngam got the money in my wallet!
--> I thanked Him for my healthy body, for my energy He has given me.. For many many new friends He has brought into my life.

3.) Blessings..
--> Felt blessings because did not accident on road.
--> Felt great talked to some friends yesterday. :) AWesome!
--> Felt great that i got myself alligned back to Him and not caught in a rat race.
--> Felt great that i able to write my first PRAYER JOURNAL.
--> Someone lend me the book "I kissed dating goodbye" by Joshua Harris.

This Morning i told Him..
God.. Bless me abundantly this year, not out of my faith.. but according to the RICHES in the your GRACE. AMEN!!

Past 10 days

wow.. 11 January 2007 now!

What have i done for the past 10days?
1.) 1st second was in church praying for 2007. :)
2.) Met wonderful new friends from PCC YA. Fellowshipping, hiking, eating,..Also planning many activities.. evangelizing..
3.) Submit my name for Kitchen Ministry in PCC. Scheduled with some current YA on starting the 1st cooking on Feb 10th. (ah! Feb!)
4.) Got answer of "NO" from God in relationship..ahem...
5.) Got answer of "Wait" in ..ahem..
6.) Start the 2007 Bible Reading Plan..Been consistent writing "What God speaks to me" and "What i need to do"
7.) Written down 10 names in Book Of Life and start praying and taking actions.
8.) 1 of my broken friendship restored!! Amazing!!!!
9.) Met my brother, which i have not seen for >1year!
10.) Wished 3 people Happy Birthday.! :D
11.) signed up for membership class in PCC.
12.) Getting to deepen my friendships with some of the people.
13.) Closer to my mom.
14.) Plan a Diving trip coming March. AWOD may be.
...

Wow~ Awesome 14..~ :)

I hope i will reprioritize my resolutions tonite. :)

Choices

**Edited to be more..original from my heart..**

Chin Yin chooses Love....
Today I will love God and what God loves. Love the people, guard my tongue, show care with sincere heart.

Chin Yin chooses Joy....
I will persevere when i am going through trials, as it make me grow.
I will rejoice because seek Ye first and all shall be given to me.

Chin Yin chooses Peace....
I will forgive others who hurted/forsake me. Then my heart shall be at peace. yes!

Chin Yin chooses Patience....
I will patiently wait on Him. Because, those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength! They shall mount up with wings like eagle! :)

Chin Yin chooses Kindness....
I will be kind to the poor, for they are alone. Kind to the rich, for they are afraid. And kind to the unkind, for such is how God treated me.

Chin Yin chooses Goodness....
I will choose to be good. To be wise in making good choices.

Chin Yin chooses Faithfulness....
Today, I will keep my promises.

Chin Yin chooses Gentleness....
Nothing is won by force, I choose to be gentle. If I raise my voice, may it only be in praise.

Chin Yin chooses Self-control....
I am a spiritual being. After this body is dead, my spirit will soar. I refuse to let what will rot rule the eternal. I choose self-control. I will be drunk only by joy. I will be impassioned only by my faith. I will be influenced only by God. I will be taught only by Christ. I choose self-control.

:D

ha~ A friend of mine ask me.. "Do i like him?"
mmm.... Ya.. I like him. :)

And he likes me too...
like ur smile
like the way u carry urself
like ur sportmanship
like ur company
like ur voice
like ur manja manja
like ur sharing with me
like ur extrovert character

mm.. so lovely~~ :)

God's Answer

Jan 7 mid nite.. God, you answerred me.. "NO"..

Jan 10 now.. God, you answerred me.. "WAIT"...

Yes Sir!
I will surely wait on You.
Can you give me more crazy friends while i am waiting?
More activities to be involved in?
More loves around me?

:D

Sense of Rejection

arghh! The sense of rejection..

U try to help.. u got rejected...
U try to care.. u got rejected..
U try to love.. u got questioned..
U try to organized something..nobody participate..
U try to release all your energy..people got offended..
U try to say something..nobody even listen..
U try to change something.. yet it can't be change..
U try and try.. again and again... ur heart is weaken.. and you try and try... again and again.... and when u look back...... wow~ u have gotten a distance...

yeah~ a friend comforted me well..

"Just see.. if he is not the one for you.. someone better than him is coming.... ! "

:D yeah~ What a great friend i have to always speak the right thing at the right time. :)

Down Swing

Kinda down lately..
perhaps due to the broken hope? .. mm..
Or perhaps due to the removal of my support once again?

arrrggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
arrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

>:/

=.="

sometimes in your life.. you sure come across something that you wish you did not do.
ah! and many many times... i guess, i always very particular about how others may view me. I am not sure if this happened to you, readers?

said things that i regretted..
Do things that i regretted..
did not do something that i regretted..
did not say something that i regretted..

ar! Life!
Life.. Is full of trials......
We have to keep trying.. and trying....

Broken hearts...Bad relationships.. Bad friendships...

I hope this year..

My broken heart will be healed...
I will be more stable in heart matter.
My heart will be governed well.

Ah Ya! I just hope to be SOMEONE that i was meant to be!
:)

i sat luin

alamak..
sat luin again today....... :~

tak pa lar.....

Ah!

Jeremiah 29:11
For i know the plans I have for you, Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

I guess my prayer answer= NO this time...

make a commitment to Christ last saturday in church. :)

Yes Lord.. I want to follow your will. :) NO matter how hard it means for me to let go.. May you give me the strength to carry on. :) Amen!

:D

My brother is back!

My brother is back!!!
So happy!!! :D Snapped many photos yesterday at home... :D

Dad was out.. so.... hahaha~~ 4 of us.. Happy Family~
Hope my prayer about great family bonding will come true.. yeah!!!
God is good!

God is faithful!!

Wow~~ today indeed, it's a wonderful day!!

God is a Giver!!!
We were praying yesterday for today's weather..cause we were planning a KErachut hike today!! and,.. many many emails flying around forcasting that it will be thunder storm...!!
However......... GOD ANSWERRED our LITTLE Prayer... for our little mustard seeds.. WOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WONDERFUL!

I asked God.. God, you are sovereign over all the forces!

Picture of the sunshine!



the cool 7!

This is weng kit... He loves to be snapped! kekee



:)

Mmm.. Last thing i did in Dec 31st

Talking back on the last 10 seconds on the year......

My heart was rampant.....
A lot of memories with my ex flashed through my mind.....
10..
9..
8...
7..
6..
5..
4..
3..
2..
1...
"Ah.. it's finally over!". was my thought.

It's 2006's event already and yeah.. I have finally move on! :)
God is awesome! :D

5 years for this man is enough... I gotta spread my love to some other people already.. kekekkek~~~ yahoooo......

May everybody have a wonderful, fruitful and prosperous 2007!!

The day before NY and the day after....

keke~ Dec 31st.. first time in my life i count down in church... :D
last year.. count down in SS pulak.. so contradicting!! haahhahha~~
This year become good already.. :P

Took many photos..... haahha~~

Before that.. went Queensbay jalan whole day.. with 3 leng lui.. :D
my photo with leng lui...

hahahaa.. At main entrance of Queensbay!!

with leng chai! I love him when he is having short and spiky hair!!


yeah.. start here... counting down in church............. 2007!!!!!
Picture of the Year!!

Cannot believe they are actually brothers!! Sampai check their IC...

With new friends and Pastor Thomas...

Nice Night shot!

Siaooooooo!!! monster coming......!!

Great Article

Read this from Adrian's blog...
http://adrian_wee.blogs.friendster.com/career/2007/01/the_automatic_m.html

let me answer some of those questions... ahem...... Let's seee........

I suggest writing your (honest) answers to the following questions in a new journal for the new year:

What makes you happy at work?
-errr... not so happy with current work..

What makes you happy at home?
-A.) The home with my family?-- spend time with mummy n daddy, trying to understand them.. mummy cook nice food..very sayang me...
-b.) At gambier, rented home--> got personal time, everything also got punya house.. big bed, nice housemates, nice sofa, refrigerator..

What makes you happy with your friends and family?
-a.) Friends--> they cares about me, they are fun loving people, many different types of people i met, also still discovering and found them interesting... :D
-b.) Family- sudah jawab in question above..

What makes you happy when you're by yourself?
-got personal time can do all these...
- i love strength training..i eat..i cook, i draw, i make things for people.. i think of some friends, i laugh at some fun people, i lie on bed, i read, i zzz, i online, i pray, i write journal, i tengok gambar, i update blog...


What do you love to do?
-love to mix around with people... crazy type one...... daring type.. siao one..
-love to eat.. tapi takut gemuk...... kekekekee
-love to move around, travelling with fun loving people. people who loves to snap photos also and can joke around..
-love to do things that use a lot of energy...
-love to camping..swimming, go to beach..
-love to cook ..
-love to test things i never test before.....
-love to draw and be creative..
-love to go backpack with people who also crazy one.. can play one..just like me...
-love to attend PCC...
-love to think of some people.. :P
-love to go have a nice food and enjoy the environment... Mario is a great placE!
-love to jet ski..
-love to manja manja with people...
-love to bully ppl and see ppl bully me also.. wahahhaa..
-love to share ideas with people..
-love to talk and share things to people..
-love to be appreciated.. and sharing advises..
many lorrrr

What would you do with your life today if you weren't afraid of failure?
-Failure? errr.. failure? err... failure= die when i do it?..if yes... then i want to jet ski to the maximum speed....... close eyes.... Bungee jump....... Jump down from aeroplane.. Surfing at Bali....... Catch the sharks........ race car...
-failure= grow fat?... if yes.. then i want to eat as much as i could..... hahahahaha...
-Failure= people will reject me?...... then i want to express my love to many many people that i also love a lot......and always always be with them....
-failure= break up again?.. then i wish to find someone that i can love like crazy and love me the same way back.... wahahaha~
many........

What's not working in your life?
- is relationship with loved one supposed to be one part of my life?--> then this one not yet working... hahahaa


What are you currently doing that prevents you from experiencing joy?
-thinking too much sometimes... Worry about how people viewed me sometimes.. then have to control control cannot let go of all craziness......

What's working in your life?
-friendships, family relationships, church, ministries....

Who's not working in your life?
- some abusive friends... who don't really appreciate me.. who try to say destructive words everytime and hurt me... :(

Who in your life is subtracting value from and adding misery to it?
-some close friend that suddenly away from my life..dunno Y..

Can you fix any of these relationships, or should you let them go from your life?
-think i cannot fix it.. just let it be first...
- let go?? ohh.. some bad relationships already gone with 2006 in PCC the other day.. kekekee

What relationships are working in your life?
-friendships with cell group members
-friendships with church members
-family relationships with parents, relatives
-friendships with company friends
-friendships.. many many other friends..navy, schoolmates, diving friends, activity friends, .....etc etc..

If we were getting together one year from today, what would have to happen for you to be able to tell me that you now have more joy in your life?
- Fullfilled all my 2007 resolutions.. hahahaa.. secret.. :P

What's the single most important thing you've learned about yourself as a result of answering these questions?
- need to live life to the fullest......be honest.. JUST DO IT!!!!!!

YESSS!!!