Working Attire

inside Fast Attack Craft

serious.

At the ship's machine compartment..checking battery supply........1 singaporean, 2 malaysians, 1 Sri Lankan

Colombo City
Breakfast at Hilton.
***this is the place, Dambulla!!************

Sri Lankan.. We noticed they dress smartly for work.

Bombing Stories

View from Hotel Room, showing Galle Face Green, the place where Independence Day celebration held.
Night View

This morning, we decided not to go out to the City for SriLanka Independence Day parade.

Headline of "Daily News" at my hotel doorstep, marked another day of bombing in Colombo City.

Security checked was tighten.

Hotel main gate were chained. (Hilton is just located next to the World Trade Center & the Navy HQ), walking distance to Railway Station too.

I looked out from my hotel room... And there, few hundreds meter away, the country is celebrating their 60th Independence Day.

I thank God that He is always watching over us.

I thank all the brothers and sisters who are constantly praying for my safety. ;)

Check out the online news today.

http://www.colombopage.com/archive_08/February3144644JV.html

*** Extracted from the page*****

* Twelve killed, over one hundred injured by double blasts in Sri Lanka capital

Sunday, February 3, 2008, 14:46 GMT, ColomboPage News Desk, Sri Lanka.
Feb 03, Colombo: At least twelve people were killed and over 100 others were wounded when a female suicide bomber exploded herself inside the Fort Railway Station this afternoon. The deadly blast came hours after a small bomb explosion at the Dehiwala Zoological Gardens, police said.
They said the suicide bomber triggered her bomb when the security forces started conducting a random check inside the railway station as part of security measures for the Independence Day celebration tomorrow.
“We believed the suicide bomber had no other alternative, but explode herself when the security forces were checking everyone inside the station,” a senior police official said. He also said that among the dead are two children and several women, while a large number of children and women are also among the injured.
In Dehiwala, a small explosion was reported, injuring four civilians who were visiting the zoo. “All of the injured were not in critical condition and a special inquiry is on to find the attackers,” a police spokesperson said.
He said the Zoological Gardens have been closed to the public until inquiries are over.

******* previous day bombing****

* Sri Lanka Police urge public to stay on high alert

Saturday, February 2, 2008, 15:28 GMT, ColomboPage News Desk, Sri Lanka.
Feb 02, Colombo; Hours after a bomb blast in the north central town of Dambulla that killed 18 civilians and injured 50, the police authorities today called on the people to be aware of the LTTE game plan and take action immediately regarding any suspicious persons and parcels in public places.
“These terrorist attacks are also designed to raise tensions among the people in the South and at the same time to disrupt their normal lives and day to day activities,” Police Spokesman DIG N.K Illangakoon told media.
The DIG stated that investigations reveal that the conductor of the bus in which the explosion occurred had noticed two suspicious persons getting into the ill- fated bus at Matale and getting off at Naula.
“Had the conductor been more aware and sensitive to the tactics of the terrorists he would have averted the disaster which occurred today at the bus stand in Dambulla,’’ he said.
The majority of those passengers in the ill-fated bus were traveling to the city of Anuradhapura to attend a Buddhist religious function.

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My CL suddenly MSN me...

Ps 91, v10 - A thousand may fall at your side,
ten thousand at your right hand,
but it will not come near you.

I thank God for his encouragement.

It's great to have a caring CL.

I miss Malaysia

On the way back from Kandy, Sri Lanka, i suddenly miss Malaysia.

Sitting in the van, gone through the bumpy road................. awww.. i just miss Malaysia.....
i miss the clear sky..
i miss the fresh air..
i miss the people.......
i miss the beaches..
i miss mummy & daddy.....

i miss home..................

gonna be home soon. Today, we escape another bomb blast again... the railway station in front of hotel got bomb. wow~

thank God.

SL Spider

This Spider.. i wonder how he made the special pattern spider web?

WarZone

soldiers and checkpoints everywhere........

SL is at WAR....

I escaped a Bom blast!

on the way to trincomolee from colombo..... stopped by to buy kacang.......

wah~ today, news reported......at that place...bom blasted!..~ 20ppl killed.

Praise God that we escape that again.. eheh~ yeah!

Million dollar photo

Sub-leftenan beside me.. heheh~ leng chai..

heheheheee................... finally...back from Trincomolee to Colombo in once piece!! :D

Later the final meeting--> I really hope we can go through it smoothly and wisely.

"We are committed to solve this issue. And we are going to solve it!"

hehe..

Gloomy

Did not sleep well last night.

Woke up upset.

Gloomy day.

The sun is hardly seen............

Trying hard to put a smile on my face. Bizarre!

oh boy. I hope all gonna be better soon.

A day before flying off

So, a day before flying off.
Just written down the things to pack.
Gotta change some ruppee and USD tomorrow.

Check out the news in SL. wow, dangerous huh?

Hope be able to have a successful trip, had my SL crab and come back...

i miss squash...................... so sad........................
:~

:~

lately i been waking up in sadness.

I dreamt of my hand being pulled the other day and i was in pain.
:(

felt sad due to this ligament injury at my right shoulder and right wrist.
:( just felt i cannot play squash..cannot swim..cannot play badminton, cannot even play tennis already... :~ so sad...........

:(
:(.........
:(

sad.

then, my koko... computer spoilt kenot online..... :~ felt so empty without him......
koko..... i miss u eh......
my hand painful ma.... :(
:~

koko......where r u....

Yummy!

Moon darling called........ hehehee... gave me this lovely CNY gift.. muaks..

wah, what a lovely note..

hahaa.. the process of eating the cake.... :P Enjoying the tasty raisins.. hahhaa... little bite..become bigger..bigger and bigger.....

***ooppsssss**********

end up had 1/4 of it.. too shy to show to photo. :P

Muaks! what a nice moon darling i had. Her HMC.

What a fruitful "harvest".. :P

Went USM jog 10 rounds this morning.. heehhe~

and 1030am..start to pick my ptlk.. his duty is to help me shop for working clothes next week for SL Navy. hehehe~
430pm.. finally kau tim.


Look!
Total money spent= RM393.90.
Got 9 clothes altogether, averagely is RM43.77 per piece. (Zaman sekarang..aiseh..)

oh! Finally, i got the FOS water botel already..instead of the earth one, i got the "leaf" one. Pretty Cool huh? heheehhee... RM5 ..

Ok la, so many office attires!! Yeah... !

my ptlk only get a surfing pants.. almost got a watersport shoe..haha! lucky i stopped him. He is a SHOE man.. full of shoes.. i really thought he gonna go back there and get that shoe.. hahaha, let's see..

:)

> Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction.What should I do?
> God : Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you road ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.
> Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.
> God : Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be.Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here.Create it. Life is not merely a process of discovery but a process of co-creation. You are my co-creator.

> Me: How can I get the best out of life?
> God : Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence.Prepare for the future without fear.

> Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.
> God : There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.

> Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat.
> God : Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live. "Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that took our breath away!

Heath Ledger

http://edition.cnn.com/2008/SHOWBIZ/Movies/01/22/heath.ledger.dead/index.html#cnnSTCText

I finally know who is Heath Ledger.
The actor in "A knight's tale". man..... i love that show. :~

He is dead?

I am speechless. Things often happen unexpected.

It reminded me 1 thing again.. "life is when you look back and you realized that you have no regrets at all". :)

Cloverfield

I love this show! fantastic. A really different perspective.

It tells its monster story from the perspective of a funny guy(party goer-named Hud) hand held video camera, captures the mayhem as the monster destroy the city.

I love Hud. He is funny, observant, curious. ;) He(haha, i know it's the director).. really makes me felt if i were there in the show, perhaps, those are the scenes that i gonna capture too! hahaaha~~

And congrates!!

The estimated ticket sales for jan 18-20 for Cloverfield hits NO 1. ($41million).

Finally-->Odette Yustman! She is simply........marvelous! ;)

Advise for those who have yet to watch the show, please wait for the credits to finish before you go out form cinema. ;) i missed that!

I miss Squash!

So, i injured my wrist + right shoulder.

My body:
1.) Shoulder
Left--> ligament injured during Karate session last time :(
Right--> ligament injured during squash last friday. :(

2.) Wrist
Left--> Praise God..good!
Right--> Ligament injured during badminton the day after house of bethel. :(

3.) Knee
Left--> will pain if run too much,such as penang bridge
Right--> will pain if run too much, such as penang bridge
still ok la..! yipee!!

4.) Ankle
Left--> Yipee! Good
Right--> Injured during 2005 squash :( Serious injury! :(

Alamak~~
Pray Pray God heal all~ AMEN!

I love the previous weekend 19-20 Jan

Been missing from workplace since thurs, fri + mon. hehehe~~

secret agent..wakaka~

But Sat + Sun were really nice.

1.) Met up with Pr Palan for farewell before he and family fly back to Nepal.

alamak! just got to know my Nepal Darling got new darling already.. no chance ady. hehee

2.) PCC kitchen ministry. hehee. Today my tailou join us ler. So.. nice team.. we tax a lot of chicken when we fried them......end up.... hahahahaa..chicken not enough to sell.. haha!!

3.) Bernard's Birthday!

What an awesome weekend! I simply Love it! ;)

oh..holiday finish

Today 1 thing i learned.

When you talk to irritating people, you just have to be patient and try to think what can you learn.

Perhaps, simply PATIENCE.
I nearly got pissed off again by someone who is really irritating!! ish!
But lucky.......on the way driving back, i keep thinking. Perhaps, there's something that i need to learn. And that is to be professional. :)

:) Yeah, Be professional.

:)

Chin Yin is on Holiday

Simply frus!

Declaration: I NEED MY SPACE.

In this PERIOD:
1.) please don't disturb me
2.) please give me a break
3.) please forgive my ignorance
4.) please forgive my harshness

I will be cool soon. ;)

Simply feeling bad

Tears, once again, roll down my cheek....

I am not sure if i am not being tactful of voicing out something.

:( I just felt bad.

I hope i will not need to handle this anymore.

:(

Green Pasture

Someone told me, he sometimes need space for his own to recharge his battery.

I guess. I am in that stage too.
I need my space.
I need a time to quiet down.
I need to seek Him in every area of my life.
I need to experience His heavenly rest.

Psalm 23
The LORD is my shepherd;I shall not want.He makes me to lie down in green pastures;He leads me beside the still waters.He restores my soul...

Lord, restores my soul, would you? Leads me beside still waters.... makes me lie down in green pastures....... I need a rest.......... I need you.

No title

It was a great prayer meeting last night.

On the way back, FLY FM was having this girl asking a guy whether he is interested in dating her. And he said "NO, because they are colleauges". I guess...Embarrassment first, follow by Anger and Regret.

And i run through my memory bank, searching for similar encounter in my life.
Strange, I could hardly recall one within a short time.
It just as if very LONG time ago......

Rushing back for my conference call at 1130pm... I finally set up my laptop and........one message appeared....

followed by pressure..
followed by frustration.......followed by impatient...
followed by anger...
followed by my boldness to voice up my decision once again......
..and soon............. it followed by my message ... "I JUST GOT PISSED OFF!"

**A moment of silence**

.......Soon, I couldn't focus in my conference call... My emotion was rampant...
I guess the night did not went on well.....

I hope we can maintain as friend.

Love, sometimes, can turned out to be quite scary and pressure.
1 thing i learned, LOVE, is not possession.

I finally understand how my little notty star felt. :)

Family Outing

sloOk! So i missed this in 2007 resolutions!!!

And i just thought, this year, i can do better?

Dad, Mum, my bro, my sis and i, go outing together...?
Need Prayer to make it a success....... I hope our family bond can be closer this year.;)

Dad been complaining bout mum.......
hahaha.. So i told dad.. Dad, u r the Leader..come on.. :)
Amen to my family bondage this 2008! Also their salvation.

Powerless

Last night, i have this "powerless" feeling....

suppose to fix my toilet seat, clean up the toilet, fold my clothes and tidy up my room, bathe the puppy.... but right after CG and the con call.......... i just lie on bed...... ZZZzzzz.....

I suddenly felt.... powerless...

I just sang to Him this morning..... ;) You r my strength.

First Prayer Meeting Tonight! Let's anticipate His presence again!

My Buddy Birthday yesterday

yesterday was my buddy birthday~ hehhe~ Happy Birthday!!
Let me post some of our photos..hehehe~~ Wah, miss those time!!

WIsh you all the best in life!!! yeah~~

PicasaWeb

I love this photo a lot!! heheeh~

I used to use Kodak Gallery. NOw i suddenly found PicasaWeb..Wah, Cool~

House of bethal Photo~

http://picasaweb.google.com/ChinYin8701048/HouseOfBethal?authkey=u5qSYFPOPFY

hehee, very nice!

Kerachut Hike photo~

http://picasaweb.google.com/ChinYin8701048/KErachutHike02?authkey=UOs3l-XrARM

Life..

Grabbed a cup of milo and sat down with one of the manager.. and.. the RND big boss joined us. wow, first time i ate breakfast with him.

Had a nice chat though.
About life.....

He shared that 30years ago, he was doing his degree in UK.
He was using the punch card computer for programming, moving on to big tapes..smaller, smaller...
13 Jan was his 50th birthday.
And his first experience of people passed away was his dad. He saw him burning into ashes.....and..there goes a person... Life~
He has learned that we need to leave a legacy behind.

I shared with him on the movie i watch, Meet Joe Black.
Anthony Hopkins said.."Life.....is when you look back, and there's no regrets at all"

:) What a great breakfast i had this morning.

Personal Encounter with God

Before going up to the House of Bethal, Penang Hill. I have been praying for a personal encounter with God regarding my past relationship, especially.

WOW~ God is really awesome!

12 Jan 2008-> Exactly 2 years after i broke up.
And.. 12 Jan 2008, afternoon, 4-5pm. God spoke to me when i was praying in the Prayer Room. A special room dedicated for prayer.(Sounds sacred, right?? That's what i believe.)
It's actually a free and easy time, but i just had the burden to go in the room and prayed for all my friends + my stuffs.

Right after my prayers for friends, i prayed about the direction for me in my past relationship. I just wanted to confirm, whether whatever He said of asking me to let go is right ~2 weeks back.

And, suddenly..when i quiet down............ God reveal the scriptures to me in Isaiah 65:17-19

Isaiah 65:17 “ For behold, I create new heavens and a new earth; And the former shall not be remembered or come to mind. 18 But be glad and rejoice forever in what I create; For behold, I create Jerusalem as a rejoicing, And her people a joy. 19 I will rejoice in Jerusalem, And joy in My people; The voice of weeping shall no longer be heard in her, Nor the voice of crying.

I wept................. :~

:) God is awesome!

God's Best

I said "I guess i am still struggling..."

He said..
"If you have made a clean break and both of you understood each other, that both of you are platonic friends only, nothing more, nothing less, than you can share wih him. But if it is still blur and therefore he still harbors that you will still go back to him and therefore sending the wrong signal to him becasue of your sharing with him, then I prefer to err on the side of caution. "

"Well, whenever there is a vacuum, the vacuum will always be filled, either now or later. However, the question is we want God's best. "

"yes, God is a match maker. By the way, just a question, do you have a lists of criteria for the person that you desire to marry in the future?"

mm.. Yes. I said.
"I want a man that.. 1.) After God's heart 2.) Matured and responsible 3.) Commitment towards personal growth 4.) Integrity 5.) Positive attitude towards life 6.) have clear vision n direction .. major 6. Then 7,) accept the way i am. "
"i think i have listed 29 spec last time til, very small thing like.. know how to cook, common interest, backpacking together..etc."
heheehehhe~~ Amen to that First! Yeah

10-8

Finally, i won!
10-8.

:)

Next target= 9-5

I can do all things through Him who give me strength! Amen.. heheheehhe~

I miss my big bro!

When i am tired and felt i need some comfort..
i miss my big bro!

When i am happy and get something new that i wanted to share..
i miss my big bro!

When i am walking the path myself..
i miss my big bro!

I just need to walk the path myself..don't i? ;)

I stick this at my cubicle today!

A Call to Radical Commitment
by Rick Warren

Today I am stepping across the line. I'm tired of waffling, and I'm finished with wavering. I've made my choice; the verdict is in; and my decision is irrevocable. I'm going God's way. There's no turning back now!

I will live the rest of my life serving God's purposes with God's people on God's planet for God's glory. I will use my life to celebrate his presence, cultivate his character, participate in his family, demonstrate his love, and communicate his Word.

Since my past has been forgiven, and I have a purpose for living and a home awaiting in heaven, I refuse to waste any more time or energy on shallow living, petty thinking, trivial talking, thoughtless doing, useless regretting, hurtful resenting, or faithless worrying.

Instead I will magnify God, grow to maturity, serve in ministry, and fulfill my mission in the membership of his family.

Because this life is preparation for the next, I will value worship over wealth, “we” over “me,” character over comfort, service over status, and people over possessions, position, and pleasures. I know what matters most, and I'll give it all I've got. I'll do the best I can with what I have for Jesus Christ today.

I won't be captivated by culture, manipulated by critics, motivated by praise, frustrated by problems, debilitated by temptation, or intimidated by the devil. I'll keep running my race with my eyes on the goal, not the sidelines or those running by me.

When times get tough, and I get tired, I won't back up, back off, back down, back out, or backslide. I'll just keep moving forward by God's grace. I'm Spirit-led, purpose-driven and mission-focused, so I cannot be bought, I will not be compromised, and I shall not quit until I finish the race.

I'm a trophy of God's amazing grace, so I will be gracious to everyone, grateful for everyday, and generous with everything that God entrusts to me.

To my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, I say: However, whenever, wherever, and whatever you ask me to do, my answer in advance is yes! Wherever you lead and whatever the cost, I'm ready. Anytime. Anywhere. Anyway.

Whatever it takes Lord; whatever it takes!

I want to be used by you in such a way, that on that final day I'll hear you say, "Well done, thou good and faithful one. Come on in, and let the eternal party begin!"What does this mean?Today, I affirm this commitment to God and submit to his plans and purposes for my life, no matter what it takes.

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:~ :)

So i said.."I guess, conclusion: we are not good to married."
"I dunno....."

emmm......... A sudden sadness hit me. :~

A new day, a new beginning.

Forget the former thing, do not dwell in the past.... :)

wooowwwoo..

Last nite, just as all of us were sitting down, preparing to eat the food we order after squash.....
WALOW, suddenly everybody run towards the other side......!!
ppl shouting.."bomb bomb.."

hahaa, rupa rupa nya, at then congee stall, the fire was burning beside a gas! wow!!
And..... lucky, as a matter of fact that i am still here....it is clear that we are safe~ :) Thank God.

9-8

WOW, yesterday marked the highest score i ever get with him!

hehehehehe~~
With my new shoe.. i get 9-8 for the first match!! wahahahha~~ So happy..........

Dunno is it he let me win/ am i winning by myself ar? hahaa, Whatever.......... wow!! :D

I must get 9-0 for future.. yeah!!

Great weekend!

hehe, went to CinTa Sayang golf resort for LRA training..
Fu YO! First time play GOLF! ahhahaa~ So nice.. hit 200balls.. hahhaa..~~

Then play the slides..fu yo! cool!! hehee..

but a nite before.. aiseh, sort of got angry with ppl.... make me felt so bad whole saturday~ but lucky i apologize..hehehe..and settled;)

today, went get my badminton shoe at BJ..hehehehe~~~ Finally got it for RM55.90. Rather than spoilting my RM599 ASICS.. hehehe~~

Finish the 30mins Jog!

After so long i did not jog..(kinda pick up on squash lately).. I finally finished my 30mins jog just now.

;) hehehe~ Don forget i want to complete the bridge run in 2.5 hours this year!!
January is fading...............
March is coming.....WOW~
It means my Sipadan Trip is coming too.. hehehe~~

Wow.. I am anticipating a GREAT year~~
But i also hope God will move me into a different level of Maturity this year. AMen!

:)

Y cry over spilled milk?

Yes, why do we cry over spilled milk?

I guess the decision doesn't really bother me that much already. Weird.
I hope January would be a great month.

Seems like 2008 will flash through very fast.....WOW~

Should i get a guitar?

"no la, u pls go n borrow from someone and practise first, see whether you like it or not?"
"good suggestion... tq"

mm, i guess he is right. Many things that i wanted to get.

A squash shoe.
A tennis shoe.
A tennis lesson.
A guitar lesson.

My friend said i am lost.. all also want.
Just 2 only, i said.. Tennis + Guitar.
And i am only fascinated with guy who play piano well.
;)

Lust

So i was almost finishing the "Boy Meets Girl".
It was at the chapter of the meaning of sex.

Interesting chapter.
As i was reading it, i understand how we should set the boundary with our partner to help us not to fall into the temptation of sins(action). And another important sin is lusting over your partner in your mind.

I was just telling my friend, perhaps the next bf i have, i would not want to kiss him either. Ha!! He said i am nuts! But i guess, perhaps that's the right thing to do?

I guess i often struggle over the temptation of fantasizing something in my mind too. At times, when i kinda like a guy, i would think whether can i hug/kiss him. !! And now, i knew, actually, those are LUSTs.

I also get to know and treasure a relationship which build on Wisdom and patience. ;)
Let's continue to pursue holiness.
Amen!

Squash Racquet

Wow, the racquet i saw, i just love it!
So light!
So cool!

"i want to get a new squash racquet..."
"don la.."
"yes boss.."

;) hahaa~~

Wow, KC is cool!

Wow, so long i did not went Wednesday squash session.
Yesterday i went.

Wow, a cute boy named KC, he is so cool!!
His stroke was really good!!!
I like his footwork too!

;) Great squash session last nite.
Of course i seen him too... my idol boss..hehehehe~

God's will in your life?

He asked.. "What do you think is God's will in your life?"

I said." i guess, everything is like the puzzle which ultimately form into 1 big picture, that is for God to bring the people back to Him. And my part would be, to use my very best talents, impacting lives. Pursue Christlikeness."

:)

I guess it's better that way

"Hey, why not you consider him?"
"..............."
"pray about it and i can felt the chemistry between you both"
".................."
"He is matured and he is the type that you are looking for"
".....nope, he is not......"
"i am sure he is..."
"..nope, he is not...."
"He is matured..... and i can tell that u like him too.."
"....................."

I am speechless. And i guess the night ended with me deciding to stop talking and say good night.

Speechless. Once again, the same thinking run through my mind.......
i guess, it's better that way. ;)

Looking back at Cross Road

I guess, on the very last seconds of 2007, i have made a decision and i prayed about it during the counting down.............. Happy 2008!! ;)

I felt the tear in my heart. But, it's better for long term, i guess.
Tears flow down my cheek that night.

I just can't have it all, can i?
It's not good to have it either, i guess.

:) Let me look forward and press on to achieve the goal which He has called me in heavenWard.

1 Jan 2008

Just thought of recording down what i have done in the very first day of 2008.

10..9...8...7..6...5...4...3...2...1... Happy 2008!
I was in PCC counting down with church members.. yeah~~ Happily and Sleepily entering into 2008!

Had my very first piece of cakes in PCC, wow, Nice chocolate+cheese!! n my very first cup of Milo!!
And there i went back sleepy, but i chat with 2 friends of mine........... til 3am++.. wow~
And..

9am, woke up for breakfast at Pulau Tikus then hit right to Botanical garden..took photos all around~ Walked around with Ipod! hehee...And then hit to gurney plaza..

Nearly bought squash racket (Rm160) + tennis shoe (RM229), but i tahan!!!
hehehee.. Met Vincent and his gf...~
Went MPH bought a very nice gift to my beloved CL~~
Went to Fish n Co had lunch + some argument..(haha! apa lar)
Then visit my beloved CL~~ Gave him the present..heehe.. Great that He love it!! :D
ANd went perkaka eat dinner , hit home......

ZZ from 830pm til 830am!! complete 12hours!! Entering into 2 Jan 2008......hahahahaha~~~

Happy 2008!!!! ;)

2008!!

When i looked at the calendar yesterday, 1 JAN 2008!!
Wow, suddenly i just had a mix feeling!!!
1998 i was entering University, with my young and innocent look......
2008..now.. although still young and innocent la..(ahem)..hahaha.. I am stepping into a year of Exponential.

Yeah~ An Exponential Year, as i have painted and prayed yesterday morning. ;)

Spoke to a few friends about their new year resolutions.
Some wish to be successful in career, multiply the CG, closer walk with God, settle down in a committed relationship, etc. I pray and hope that God will answer their prayers. Surely i will pray for them too! Amen!

Reallign my direction

Yesterday in church, It was a great message.
Moving from joy and amazement to GREAT JOY.
Eternal Life begin from now, the life on earth.
Do not be so anxiously waiting for Eternal Life in Heaven and Missed out the life on Earth. Because God is combining Heaven and Earth. I agreed!

1 thing that strikes my mind was, checking the direction that i am moving in.
I guess, i have not been praying for this as i was last time.
I hope i will take this up seriously once again, praying for His direction for my life.

2008, an exponential year, i hope we will soar in the right direction that He has for us.
I thank God for truly a great 2007.
For the many friendships He has blessed me with.
For the healing of sadness in my heart regarding my past relationship.
For the new house that my sis and i bought.
For some of the good relationships that i treasure.
For the directions He has given me.
For the many impacts that He left in my heart through the many trips i made.
For the vietnam trip.
For the increased of faith and love.

I truly Thank God for such a wonderful 2007. ;)

Question

Another thing i learned is:

Is our relationship encourages us to walk closer with God?

;)

Boy Meets Girl

I was reading this book yesterday, by Joshua Harris.
His 2nd book on dating i guess, his first book was "I Kissed Dating Goodbye".

Only on 1st Chapter and i guess, 1 thing i learned.
Before we even consider a relationship, ask yourself whether are you ready for marriage.
I guess, i agreed that relationship should start with a marriage in mind.

It also pictured relationship suppose to be like course meals. And we need to enjoy each course slowly and patiently. This is call having Wisdom in relationship.
We observed the character of a person, in group, in church, in his down time, etc.
And we must be cautious on what we shared to the person.
Sharing deeper things (past relationship, etc) to another person when we do not really know him create a false sense of closeness which then rush the relationship into another level when it is not having the right foundation.

It's like putting all the course meals in a blending machine and blend them all and drink with straw! YUCKSSSSSSSSSSSs!!!!!!!!!

I guess this is a great book that i will take my time continue reading. ;)

Old vs New

Old
- you get comfortable with it.
-you get familiar with it.
-give you trouble
-draining your energy

New
-excited about it
-a lot yet to discover
-adding features

hahahaa... New is better, isn't it?

my phone rosak:(

my phone rosak.....
keep dialing 121212122121212221212112 when i flipped open the cover. :~

asking repair RM80.. but i just don't trust the guy la...!
so, i guess i am getting NOKIA 6300!! heheehehehe~~

YEAH!!! Yippee to my new one!!! bye bye the old............ time to let go liao...ahhahahaa

In Love

My heart is pounding with excitement......

I am anticipating...........

ha! i guess i am in love......... with.......?

dunno. hahahaa~~ perhaps the ability of self generating love.... haahahha~~

or ... soaking in His love? wah..

I love this colourful dish.

Nice lo especially the chicken..the prawn..the fried vege......arrr..everything!

ha!

I suddenly felt soooooo blessed for 2007 birthday!

received so many presents..cakes.. and so many dinner treats!
wow! Can't believe even on Dec 24, christmas eve, i was still being treated for Birthday. Ha!!!
;)

Did some crazy thing on eve as well!!
such as... ask that somebody!!!! grrrrrrrrr@@@@@@

And went to tj bungah for party...and of course...... who will miss the beach count down! haahaha...So nice! A nice christmas eve, A wonderful Christmas i had. Praise God.

Such a cool phone!!!!!!!

I got a chance to play with my friend's iphone........wow!
I am so fascinate about it!!
It just so...splendid!

His new Civic was so cool!! wow!!!!
wow!!

so 2nd time i went to sushi king.......... (~2years)....
Ha! It's not so tasteless after all!! :D

Alien Tai Lou

today, my tai lou behave in such a way that he is so alien to me!!
And new name he shall have.. --> ALIEN!!

Unidentified object.

Nasib Baik after lunch.....i able to adapt back!! haahaha..
1-1

Not bad! Like bro, like sis!

Chicken Pox Vaccination

Oooo..after so long i intended to have one, finally.............. got 1 injection today for RM95!! heheehhe~~~

Nurse say immune system will slowly build up wor.... Hope it buildup faster la..hehehe~

Koi?

My tai lou brought me to pet shop & Koi shop yesterday...(i suppose to look for my puffer fish-->refer below ) hehheehehhehe~~

@Koi shop
What is Koi?

Koi (鯉, Koi) or more specifically nishikigoi (錦鯉, nishikigoi) , literally "brocaded carp"), are ornamental domesticated varieties of the common carp Cyprinus carpio.

hahaa.. it's japanese carp fish. Learned some new words yesterday huh?

Sold for RM1k-2k for a huge one~ wow..

He loves this gold one i guess. Cyprinus Carpio. 1 thing i noticed...--> Their mouths are huge!!!! >.<

@the pet shop, 1 thing stunned me, who on earth want to rare a toad??

蟾蜍，别名癞蛤蟆、癞刺.

come to think of it, it's cool too..!! And i should have one in the future.. hahahahha!!

ok, back, my puffer fish!!! :D I used to have one when i was in Johor... and right after i moved up to Penang, it was dead. :( and i cried terribly!!! :( Coz i love the fish so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So adorable!!!

So cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lovely present

Last Monday, first time in so long, i was anticipating to go to work.

"hey, when are you coming back to office? i placed something on your desk..Not sure it's still there or not."

Love the present so much.....~~~ :D

Belated birthday present

wow. Tomorrow first time going to TAO hopefully.

Birthday present. :) A delayed birthday present.
It's great to have friend like that, isn't it?

;)

Love of Money

I read this in the passage of 1 Timothy 6:5-10..

-- men of corrupt mind, who hae been robbed of the truth and who think that godliness is a means to financial gain. but Godliness with contentment is great gain. For we brought nothing into the world, and we can take nothing out of it. But if we have food and clothing, we will be content with that. People who want to get rich fall into temptation and a trap an into many foolish and harmful desires that plunge men into ruin and destruction. For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some people eager for money, have wandered from the faith and pierced themselves with many griefs.

Money is not the root of all evil. But the LOVE of money definitely is.
I agreed!

Many times, i reminded myself, not to sacrifice my righteousness due to money, But to use money as a medium to bless others. MOney is a powerful tool. And this passage clearly remind me that, whoever want to get rich, beware of falling into temptation and many harmful things.

Reminder is good. :)

my Tai Lou

Newly recruit tai lou of mine.. ehehehe~~

I admire him coz he reads a lot!! :D
Squash was cool......heard his tennis also not bad!! wah!!!!!!
i am crazy for tennis!!! :D
Wah his sister went to Annapurna before!!!!!!!!!..
This guy is cool and highly rated by his cell group people......... haah~~
Lucky i recruit become my tai lou ady!! yipee~~

Yeah~~ So blessed............

2007 Summary + 2008 resolutions

Done the review for 2007 during the last CG.

I have previously attached 2007 resolutions on my wall.
Review:
1.) Career:
-Fly--> i had visitted Indonesia + KL a few times in my customer visit. Somehow, the 2 indonesia trips impacted me a lot and gave me a vision. :) (rating: Good)
- Humble--> I am blessed to have a wonderful big boss that always there to advise me in my life. Had a great dinner with him the other day and whatever he said, it's in my heart. :) (rating: Good)
-Career move--> blessed to be able to experience as a group leader for 4 engineers. A bit under pressured at first but i guess i learned something through out the process. (rating: Good)

2.) Church:
-tithing-committed to give a 10% or more tithe. I am glad i did it! :) oops, still have nov and dec to go. (rating: Good)
-ministry- joined 2 ministries. Kitchen- a great one. Crowning glory(Senior citizen)--> this has impacted my life too as i listen to those elderly people conversation. It's great that some relationships been build up too. (rating: Good)
-Mission- been to Vietnam. And this trip somehow bring blessings to me. God has used me for a miracle too, i guess. ;) Praise God. (rating: Good)
-Bible reading plan-committed to follow PCC bible reading plan in 1 year. I guess i skipped some chapters though. But i learned a lot from this, the book of solomon impacted me, as well as Jobs. (rating: Acceptable)
-characters- i am determined to be more christ like. Some of my weaknesses such as impatient, speak harshly, still in the process of improving. I guess this is an on going process. 1 main thing i focus on this year were to multiply my talents. :) (rating: Acceptable)

3.) Physical
-Slim down- determined to slim down. Early of the year i guess i was 53KG. I guess i am maintaining at 50-51KG now. quite ok. (rating: Acceptable)
-Exercise- determined to excersice. Such as jogging(completed marathon in 3 hours.), hike Gunung Tahan, 4D3N, went perhentian to take AOWD. (rating: Good)
-Healthy food- determined to eat more healthy food. But dunno Y currently down with low blood pressure, marked 96/60. (rating: acceptable)

4.) Knowledge:
-financial-did some investment plan with unit trust and saving plan with insurance company. Pick up financial knowledge as well. (rating: Good)
-Books- read some interesting books and learned quite a lot. (Revival rather than surviving, John C Maxwell books, Ants book, etc) (rating: Good)
-control spending: determined to reduce spending on shoppping and buying unneccessary stuffs. Don't really buy a lot but...ee.. Bought a house?! (rating: Acceptable)

5.) Family
-outing-planned to bring parents for one outing overseas. Alamak!! i did not do this!! (rating: Poor)
-Family relationships-somehow, this year, i am glad that my brother is back with us. And my relationship with sister also improved as she is staying with me. but with dad and mum, still yet to improved.(rating:Acceptable)

Overall:
2007 was a year of rebuilding for me. Rebuilding myself spiritually, emotionally and physically. I am glad that my relationship with Him is getting better each day and i hope that Our relationship will continue to grow.

Right now, i am praying for my 2008 resolutions. :)
I am sure He will reveal to me as i persist. Amen!

Prayer Request

Many sick right after the vietnam trip.
some even got admitted to Hospital.
Some got asthma.
some got fever.

some like me just got low blood pressure. :(
marked 96/60.
Kinda dizzy this morning........
see Doctor, he said this thing come n goes......... emmm???

Need prayers...................

Friendship from vietnam trip

Since the vietnam trip, i guess i have build quite a number of friendship.
People are concern about me, i just felt so blessed.

received many sms from friends, which is quite unexpected one.
And i just give thanks for His everlasting love towards me.

Somehow, this trip did impact some people strongly.
and this trip does bring me a lot of friendships..

I am greatly blessed. :)
I truly thank Him for that.

Mix Feeling~

This morning woke up, something crossed my mind.
Is God so forgiving that we start taking Him for granted?

Whenever i sin, i knew that He still loves me.
Whenever i sin, i knew that He will forgives me and welcome me back to His arm.
Grace......

and i suddenly thought.. Am i taking His grace for granted???

I hope He will guide me into the path of obedience.
I hope He will ammend the things which i have done wrong.
I hope He will guide me to the right path.
I know He would.

And this morning, i just sat down and quietly seek Him.
What is repentence? I asked myself.

From my memory, it should be that you turn 180degree and never do the same thing again.
And i guess, i just failed Him.

I gotta Arise and keep building. :)

ha~

finally, got to see someone last nite... miss him too much suddenly.. hahaha, dunno y feel too long no see him........

yeah, so i told him.. "hai yoh.......miss u so much lo............"
hahahha~~

good huh me? :P

Happy Birthday To me!

wahh...
so far.. only half day, i ady get so many wishes huh.. hehehee..
somemore got 2 cakes!!

1 orange one.. fu yo~~~~ coz of hunger, i ate quite a lot.. hahaha.. mana tau............. 2nd session~~~~

wahh~~
my darling moon make me cake lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~ walow........12am we all eat cake .. hahahahhahaha~~ so niceeeeeeeee, chocolate + chesse!!!!!!!!!
soemmore the eagle chocolate she made........fu yo!!! i am really impressed and so thankful for such a darling in my life~~~~

photos..have to wait for that notty star to upload for me.. kekekekeke~~~

so this year.. Star and Sun, we wish our dream for 2008 and 2009 come true lar ya!! kekekekekekekekeke~~~~

Mrs XXX?? hehehehehehehhe~~~ Almost want to laugh..............................
hhhahaa..blessed birthday.. Praise God for his Awesome love!!!!!! muakssss~~

Wild Life!!

Nice bees photo i took!!! heheehheheh~~

heavy snake!!!!

oh, who dare to drink this?

ehehheehhe~~

heehheee....... God is awesome la!! hehehehe~

For all the things i do, i know He always in control~~
hehehehehe~~

So wish to go on a volunteer trip.. mmm...
still, i miss Nepal so much~~ mmmmmmmm~~

I am a vietnamese

s go

haha, nice and awesome pants i bought!!

Mr & Mrs Chong

hahahahahaa~~~ newly wed........

what a narrow escape again!

hehe, what a narrow escape again!!

27 nov 2007..flew to vietnam by MAS...
drank wine in the KL-vietnam trip.....

sekali when reach there.........the dizzy feeling came back and almost fainted when i stand up. :(
i hold lin's hand and told her...... i am dizzy.......
and, the next thing i know, i could not stand anymore..but to sit down.
and i got wheeled chair out..........

and.......period pain visitted me..(never had i pain like this before!!)..
and wheeled chair all the way out............. i could feel my hand is cold............
my stomach was extremely pain.. til i hold P hand and cried................ :~

everybody was looking at me..........

got wheeled chair to toilet also........
and then, got an injection at my butt...........errr...............


That moment, i thought.."oh no.......cannot married at 2009 already..!!"
hehehe~~ now, lucky..alive back~~ heehhee~~~ thank God!! :D

First picture....at pho24..eating the vietnamese beef noodle..hehehehehe~~