wow..some lenglui from the DnD

just now lunch with geoff.. wah, kena perli teruk..

he commented that sure a lot of girls want to kill me coz i was crowned the best dress...

people spend $$$$$ for hair-do, nice dress, make up....

then, there come me... 530pm my colleague picking me.. 5pm start i bathe.. dried my hair, put a light make up, wear my uniform... went downstair wait for him..soemore he was late!... :O

and i got the best dress.. ! err..

Salmon ..

i was craving for salmon sashimi just now.... hehehe..
oh no.. cannot overcome temptation.. so made myself to sakae... hahahaa..
today the meal, i felt not so satisfy..it seemed that the rice were quite cold and hard.
and no hot water flow from the pipe..
and the waitress were not so good, keep forgetting what we ordered.

my darling birthday coming............ what to get for him lar?
ordinary man's present= watch, belt, shirts, tie, wallet, game (if he played), pen(if he is the one that use nice pen), underwear, boxer, singlet, jersey, ... what else?

err.. susah hor? seems like man presents are quite standard.
if not, get him a fish? a swiss knife? a gun? (wahseh....)
else.... cook him a meal? (too bored)
a candle light? ( wah.. a lot of work..bored)
buy him a PS2? (hahaa, don think he like this)
buy him LCD ? (i also need this...)

romantic a bit?
put up a song, dance together? (i also kenot take it!!! illl.........)
...? blank........

surprise a little?
give him a dog? ( poor little puppy)
wear sexy sexy? ( inviting trouble)
....??? blank......

hahaa.. seems like getting old, a lot of things also done before.........
what i never done before??

ah ha! bring him sky dive together? hahahaa............
wahseh, i scared i will faint first.... hahahhaha

another 5km run

ha, so i complete the 5km run today.. 30.3mins.. errr..

my darling teng teng remind me.."hello.. i thought u suppose to run 2 5KM?"

hahaa.. alamak..

tomorrow my darling coming back..hopefully.. hehee.. can practise more d..
walow my fat level still stuck at 24%.. hahaa.. wahseh!
how come people can comment i am fitter now?.. weird......
anyway, ppl say good thing, just take it lar..what the heck.. ehhee~

wow, counting down 1 month+

can't believe it's NOV 2008 now.

So, 1 more month we are stepping into 2009.
For those of us at our late twenties..we definitely have a mix feeling..
we are stepping into our thirties... WOWOWOWOWOW....

Thinking back, last time when we were teenager... twenties seems to be unreachable.
but now, our twenties are almost gone.
wow, time really flies...
I guess most enjoyable time would be 15-25. hahaa..

15-25, what matter is, what's the coolest thing to do..coolest thing to have..coolest activity to join..coolest company to join... haha.. what matter most= being COOL
>25, all sorts of problems come in. Relationships, $$, Direction in life, etc... duh!

again, the hit of reality?

lonely?

wah, last night i hugged the pillow tight tight..
that star lar, keep reminding me.. hoiyoh..sob....

many of my friends also feedback to me that sometimes they felt lonely.
mm, i guess, can understand......

young time.. we lepak with friends, do stupid things together....
mid night go out lepak at the beach...sing song, celebrate birthdays... buy cakes..whack on faces..visit friends houses... joining difference activities..
for navy time lei, even better.. use the candle, light up the kiwi layer by layer...
later stage when smarter, we put a bit of oil.. :P hahahha...

so many things we did...

but now.. work... travel..spend $..housing loan.. we wanted more and more.. getting more and more dissatisfy with life...

mmm.. i just wonder........ is our expectation going up higher and higher?
or this is just what reality is?

hahaa..

SENSOR

it seems that some people are build with good sensor.
they can easily sense what the other person want and take the response personally, thinking hard how to fix the issue for them.
I guess that creates unneccessary pressure.

i am also having good sensor.I guess most girls did.
So sometimes, when we deal with KAYU, we are really speechless.
hahaa, but sometimes, i guess there's something to learn from KAYU too.. hahaa..

oh now, what happen to me lar? i should be out there running but instead i am blogging.
what the heck. stop running 1 day won't die ok.

yeah. going to feed the fishes....water the plant.

fu yo..seems like famous d..

wah, today in office.. got email from some unknown ppl.. introducing themselves ..
said they snapped photo with me and would like me to keep the photo.

walking at the corridor..also seems like a lot of ppl smile at me..
wahseh..... it seems that i have become famous for a while.

haha, famous for good. :P

12 more days to go

walow..12more days to go for Penang Marathon.

http://www.penangmarathon.gov.my/portal/

haha, at i am still at 5km training. oh ow.

good news is..last friday Dnd, I won the female best dress. wah, completely out of my expectation. Did 2 times push up on the stage.. haha..seems like quite worth it. :P

best dress for female and male.. hahaha..

And as for my new housemate, it's a young boy having practical in pentamaster. He has shifted in last saturday afternoon as per plan. Hopefully he will be able to enjoy his 3 months stay in my house.

not quite in good mood lar.. ish.. a lot of ppl come bugged me...... %#$%$%$#

Undecided

So i hanged my No 1 outside to dry this morning.

some ask me don't wear.
some ask me wear karate uniform..
this ask me this..that ask me that....

ha..1 party, many headaches....

DnD..back to school

So this coming friday is our RND department DnD night.
I actually did not plan much on what to wear.. perhaps just a casual school-like type of baju kurung.

but..
Sk asked me to wear my navy uniform...
So i show me, No 1, Mess Kit, 2-delta and 2 bravo..and he said either No 1 or messkit.
and har har asked me to wear No 1.

So ok lar, coming back..... i think i set a record.
Since i commision back in year May 2002, i did not wash my No 1 and mess kit. haahahhaa!!!
6 years!!!!!!!!!!!! left UNWASHED........ my goodness

And i tried on it, i remembered 6 years back, i was sick during the comission, hence, i lost a lot of weights, til i remember when my bf saw me........he was smiling happily...i could still remember the smile! so it showed how much i have slimmed down....And today, i tried on the No 1.. i think it was with 26inches waist.. and......... hahaa, tight.. luckily i can still zip it. :P

So i put my No 1 into bleach ... :P together with my mess kit inner white blouse , which already turned to yellow a bit.. :P ehhe...

but the thing is, i could not locate my WHITE CUT. :(
i remembered i placed on top of my cupboard some years ago.......but when i opened the plastic, i only see the spike boot....white cut polish..........handkerchief.. belt.... but NO WHITE CUT!!!!! :(

could it be i left it at my home?? (sounds impossible)
or could it be i left it with my ex................sob sob!

:(

My heart just could be at piece. Since last night, I was not happy that someone else annouce the news related to me ahead of me. :(
I have no choice but to admit it at the end.
But, i am not happy.

I tried to smile and just played along, but i am not happy. :( I thought i would have forgotten about this today, but i did not.

Have you ever feel this way??
that you have someone else announce the news regarding of your status even before you?
How do you feel?

"#%#$%#%#%".. that's how i felt. :(
Though it's not a bad thing, but i just don't like the feeling.
I don't like the attitude of people, upon knowing some news, they just like to spread it, spread as if they know more than others.. spread to gain the approval from others.. the admiration from others.... i simply hate this.

i came across this attitude many times through out my life..
during school time... during work time... i still remembered the hurt..the feeling of being "betrayed". Given few years back, i would have stopped the friendship with the person.

But now, i have learned that... if you don't want someone else to know the news, the best is, don't announce it. As the chinese saying goes.. 若要人不知，除非己莫为。

I think as a leader, be it church/organization/family/anywhere else.. it is relatively important to have the wisdom to know what to disclose, what not to be disclosed.
It is the same in the family too.. where you have your son trusting you, sharing to you his secret, and you spread his news in the whole family and have his sisters teasing him with the news.. how would he feel?

I guess, it's a matter of WISDOM n SELF-CONTROL.

mm.. anyway, this time, it is a small matter compared to many years back. And once again, i am being reminded, that i have to have to self-control to filter the things i said/choose the right one to say.

:)

No coverage

ee.. no maxis coverage in that green place....

http://www.maxis.com.my/personal/mobile/intl/worldmap/ir_coverage.asp?region=5

mmm..

17days to go

so 17days more to go for 25KM half marathon!

and i was struggling for my 5km on the tar road!
Finished 10.5rounds at sunnyville, believed to be only 4.2KM.. and walked for 2.5rounds, 1.2KM.
i think >30mins... hahaa~

today my kor asked if i am running at 15KM.
"What?!!!", i replied.

mm, hope i able to pick up til may be 15rounds running this weekend, which is only 7km. :D
Pray that my india trip will not crashed with my bridge marathon.
and also.. my darling's fishes and plant will not die.. haahahaa...

body fat

went measure my body fat....

hahaa, i am currently 54KG, 163cm tall...
fat= 24%... 13KG fat in my body..

ish!

5KM...

finally.. i teringat bring my shoe today :D
haahhaa..for the many many reasons...
i finally complete my first ever "Malaysia" 5KM run.. haahahhaa...
previous one all did in bkk..

yeah.. wanna know my time?
hehe... 5km, 30.1 mins... hahaa... i think i almost fall flat after that..
yuek.

*vomit**...

wow, i am way behind my 23mins 2years ago...
i remember that pilot did 2.13hours for 22.3KM...... wahseh... looking at that...

to complete 25KM within 3.5hours, every i have to run 5km/30mins.. that makes me have to run at

Speed= distance/time= 25km/3.5h= 7.14km/h... mmm.

my current speed= 5km/30.1mins= 5km/ 0.501667h= 9.97km/h....
if i can maintain at 10km/h for 25km, i will be able to complete within ...
Time= distance/speed= 25/10= 2 hour 30 mins! (wahhh... a record for myself??)

if 9km/h.. then 2 hours 47mins! (not too bad..hee)

mm, looking at that, let's aimed for 9km/h for 10KM first la... OKOK~~

Cool things..

some cool sites i found today...

1.) babylon.com
-> wow, this is a powerful tool.. very nice..i downloaded the trial version...
it can translate.(the whole paragraph!). it can pronouce the english word for you...
it has the drop down menu which convert the news into a mail-like thins..to constantly update you about the news..
have many gadgets... record the calories u ate... hahahaa...
can play radios online..(i yet to try this features)

mm.. i quite like this.... :D

2.) I wanted to buy a WI-FI phone....
I was looking at charlie's Motorola Q9H which is quite cool..only AT&T can enable the Wi-Fi..
and then i found Motorola ZN5.http://www.gsmarena.com/motorola_zn5-2432.php...(not so like the outlook)...and i found this today..http://www.motorola.com/motoinfo/product/details.jsp?globalObjectId=267
hehee, i think i like motorola Q11...hopefully it's I tried with my darling's phone to online.. but it's like eee..no button to press...with my "not-so-gentle" touch.. i am worried the screen will crack..haha...
I quite like Sk's phone.. Nokia E71.. http://www.gsmarena.com/nokia_e71-2425.php" http://www.gsmarena.com/nokia_e71-2425.php..Very nice to hold.. :D

mmm Q11 vs ZN5?? which one is better for me?

(ha, i actually wanted iphone)

Buddha Jump Over the Wall

hahaa.. i was anticipating for this meal....

but.. i guess it's a bit under my expectation..
i expect a very big bowl of ceramic vase containing all the abalone, sharkfin, scallop etc....
haha.. i think now we are living in a MODERN world..

So here's the "Buddha Jump over the wall" i ate..

hahaha.finished..........

OCT 23, 2008

i was trying to recall when was i got baptised last night in prayer meet...
i think it was Aug 14, 2004.... wah! 4 years already??!!
and.. how many "fish" i got? ==== NONE...!!! oh boy.
So i prayed that i will get many fishes for the Lord... hehehe~~ HOpe this will come true.

mm, OCT23, 2008, a new day to remember. hehehehehee......

Looking for new housemate again...

so my sis want to move out.... :(
and i am looking for new housemate again.......

posted a link on the internet...ee..only 1 uncle called up...from his voice, i guess he is uncle kut... said want to move in by 28sept... errr...

i need to seriously pray bout my new housemate........
sometimes, i just wish that i ve a house of my own, then i no need to worry bout housemate anymore... ish.

now i got house, but the house for parents eh, somemore so far.. alamak...
nvm lar, let's see how it goes.. :D

pray for me ya, to get a good housemate;)

Jealousy

it's been a while i don't feel jealous. :(

But yesterday was not a good day.
for the first time, i am JEALOUS!

I am not happy over something.
I was reminded of the hurts in the past relationship.
I went out for prayer in church. I told pastor about it.

I guess it's been inside my heart a while since he told me that he is sad over me because i don't forgive him.
As far as i thought i have already forget about this matter, but i was just being reminded of this last night in church.." You sure you already forgive him?"

I cried.
I remember the feeling of jealousy almost 3 years ago...
the moment of the broken trust......
broken heart...
sleepless nights...

I hope the prayer will work its way in my heart.
I hope i will really close the chapter of me and him.
I hope the feeling of guilt, hurts, unforgiveness, will be filled by the love of God.

mmm.. :)

2 birthdays

just came back from MGC. Had fun with those kids just now.

Had an awesome chocalate cakes too!! wow, seems like today i had 2 cakes.. :D

mmm, i am having some "relation" with all of them now.. hehee...
sometimes i am a bit afraid of too emotional attached.... because sometimes it's hard to separate..

I just watched the "Left Behind" too.. and it makes me think. i think those who are left behind will felt scared. But it's never too late to turn to God.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Left_Behind:_The_Movie
it is about Rapture and those who left behind.
Rapture= time at the end, where before the 7 years tribulation, those believers were raptured(got caught up to heaven)http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rapture

"For this we say to you by the word of the Lord, that we who are alive and remain until the coming of the Lord will by no means precede those who are asleep. For the Lord Himself will descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of an archangel, and with the trumpet of God. And the dead in Christ will rise first. Then we who are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air. And thus we shall always be with the Lord."(1 Thessalonians 4:15–17)

WIMAX

yeah... so our state going to be WI-FI free huh?
http://www.redtone.com/news/news_body.php?id=181

seems like they are making the WIMAX into Wi-Fi... haha, i used to think if i have a WI-FI phone, i can access WIMAX network.. look like i am SERIOUSLY WRONG... Diff frequency altogether... and comparing them it's like comparing apple to orange.
http://searchmobilecomputing.techtarget.com/searchMobileComputing/downloads/Finneran.pdf

WiMax networks are similar to Wifi in deployment. The Wimax Base station/Tower will beam a signal to a WiMax Receiver. Similar to a WiFi access point sending a signal to a laptop. :) Understand? Look at the diagram below to better understand.............

QOS (Quality of Service) is an major issue with WiMax because of the number of people accessing a tower at once. Some would think that a tower could be easily overloaded with a lot of people accessing it at once. Built into the WiMax standard is an algorithm that when the tower/base station is nearing capacity then it automatically will transfer the user to another WiMax tower or cell. Unlike a Wifi clients who have to kind of fight to stay associated with a given access point; WiMax will only have to perform this hand shake at the MAC level the first time they access the network.

WiMax is designed for building a network infrastructure when the environment or distance is not favorable to a wired network. Also, WiMax is a cheaper and quicker alternative than having to lay wire. Third world countries will greatly benefit from deploying WiMax networks. WiMax can handle virtually all the same protocols Wifi can including VOIP. African countries are now going to start deploying WiMax networks instead of cell phone networks. Disaster zones can also utilize WiMax giving them the ability to distribute crisis information quickly and cheaply.

Militaries are already using wireless technology to connect remote sites. Logistics will be simplified with the ease of tracking with RF technologies. WiMax can also handle Webcams and streaming video which would give commanders eyes on target capability. Just imagine if planes were able to drop preconfigured self deploying WiMax antennas in strategic areas giving troops real time battlefield intel. Armed with wireless cameras, drones and a GPS one soldier would truly be an Army of One.

As WiMax is deployed in more areas theory and real life capabilities of WiMax will come to light. The differences between WiMax and Wifi are simple. Think of a WiMax network as an ISP with out wires, with the signal providing your internet access to your business/ home. Wifi will be used within in your LAN for the near future.

hahaha..reading until the end........ i think it simply means that now, it's better to get a WIMAX or Wi-Fi phone(since our government is converting the WIMAX into WI-Fi for us..).. and we can make free phonecall... YEAH~~~~~............ :D

Moderation

I have been thinking of living a moderate life lately.
I got very inspired by the story of warren buffet who spend the same x amount of money even his earning increases drastically.

I had a friend who is quite moderate in his spending too. He is earning big bucks, but he is always as humble and he controlled his spending to only buying what's needed. I admire this character of moderation.

mm.. I hope i will practise moderation in my life too. :)

A good testimony

mm, a good testimony shared by my cg member.

In a hokkien service, when pastor ask who need prayer, go to the altar, suddenly God prompted his heart to ask the couple beside him. And he asked them if they need prayer, they can go in fron for pastor to pray. And then, they said nvm. Right after, he asked the aunty who is just right beside him, "Aunty, do you want to believe in Jesus?".. the Aunty waved her hand indicated "NO NO NO.."... Persistent, he continued to ask the aunty if there's any pain in her body that she needs prayer (because he remember the Elijah challenge that we learned months ago in church about God healing the sick so that unbeliever can witnessed God's presence). And the aunty told him that, she has been having this gastric pain for years and cannot recover, and it is still pain today. With boldness, my friend just rebuke the sickness in Jesus name.... and asked the aunty, "Aunty, I have done the prayer, do you still feel pain now?"..... and.......... the aunty said.."NO.."... she was excited. And continued from that, he asked her, "Aunty, do you want to believe in Jesus now?" and the aunty agreed. So he led her to sinners prayers.

Right after, he moved towards the uncle. And with the same question, he ask the uncle.."Uncle, do you want to believe in Jesus?".... same.....Uncle rejected. Again, my friend ask the uncle.."Uncle, do you have any pain in ur body that i can pray for u, right here, right now?".. uncle shared to him about his thumb, cannot bend for years and his wife knows about it. And with boldness, my friend prayed and rebuked the sickness. Right after.."Uncle.... i have done the prayer, you show to your wife now, whether it is healed?"... WOW....... and aunty said.."wow.. he is healed... his finger can bend now.." And with the same question, he asked the uncle.."Uncle, do you want to believe in Jesus now?".. and uncle said "YES". And same, he led him to sinners prayer.

mm, He was so excited on that day.
1.) Due to he is able to sense God's prompting in his heart.
2.) Due to God exercised His power for Elijah challenge and led 2 people to Christ. ( First two in his life!)

mm, This story encouraged me as well.. I am reminded of the power of Jesus, for He is an overcomer. It's great to have a God like that. :) Amen~~ I hope i will be able to bring my first 2 people to Christ too... yeah~~

sad day?

today so weird....

happily i come back.....

but i talked to my friends..
this one not ok..that one angry.... this one disappointed..
another one just "eng siu" "eng siu" me........
so weird.......

where were the happy go lucky moment????

ha, i am planning a HATYAI trip........see if can jadi... hahaa, since did not shop much in bangkok... heheeh~~ so go HatYai shop la..and get a good thai massage. :D yeah~~~ mm, i started to miss Miss Jessica in thailand.... mmm.. she is very much like my sister a bit where they keep many pairs of shoes in the car.. hahaa, slipper la, sandal lar, high heels lar, sport shoe la.. mm..

helpful... manja.. adventurous... sporty..feminine.. a combination of all...

yeah, back..

haha, never had i so anxiously hoping the plane will fly faster...... and finally, i touched down in penang airport...... hehee............

so tired.. and yet... happy.. hehee, today went to office, boss said.. u go back rest la.. yeah.. okok! :D so here i am , at home..

arh! dunno what to wear for tomorrow's wedding. :(

faint.....................

i ve to flee....

went jogging... 5KM ..(finally.....)... in 35mins.

i went up to 12km/h.. then drop to 6km/h.. haha, then raise up again.. up down up down...

could not run at a consistent 10km/h.. how terrible my stamina.. haahha..

anyway..grab an apple.. n measure my weight..goodness.. so fat!

so now in the room.....

i ve to flee the temptation of food...... haha.. drink water.. :P

gotta finish my slides too... ah! sob... The internet charges here are quite expensive... RM70 for 24 hours.. RM50 for 12 hours.. RM20 for 1 hour..?!

let me think of the calories i burned on the treadmill...vs the temptation of having raisin cheesecake.. ish ish....

haha, so cute this baby... hehee..

bbq.... mooncake festival

hehhhe.... leng lui photo..

wall painting

some time back i was researching about this painting at the wall......... wow.. nice..


i especially love this one............. hahaa, no sure if i can paint in my room.... heheheehe
this is very nice also!!!!!!!

BKK 6th day

ha, so 1 day reverse...........

yesterday morning, i went to the gym before working in the afternoon..

WOW! such a nice gym they had!
the treadmill..the machine.. i love one of the abs training machine...
mm, so i run for 25mins at 8.2km/h pace... haha, pathetically slow...!!

if i wanted to finish the marathon 25KM within 3.5 hours..averagely, i have to run at the pace of 10KM/h.....!!!! is my calculation wrong??? 10KM/h???????? for contiunous 3.5hours??????

goodness........

targeting 5KM run in mid afternoon.... and may be 7KM at night...

and the gym toilet is equiped with steam room, jacuzzi, sauna........WOW, i am really impressed! :D hahaa... may be that's what about airport hotel?

BKK 7th day

wow! such handsome nicholas tse!! hehee.. his sis is quite pretty too!
his young photo...

haha, his son, lucas... so cute..
1year old lucas..

so, it's SUNDAY today.. a day which i do not need to work. :D

last friday, i was cheated in a taxi.. wanted to charge me 1000baht(RM100 ) back to airport hotel. usual charge= RM30-RM40.. :( and jessica pick me back in the end.... hahaa.. that's the first time i went to take a look at their night market..

today, wanted to visit chatuchak market... but.. hahaa, many fears hit me...

fear of fainted in the market.....

fear of cannot get back like the other day...i stopped taxi and show them my hotel card in english.. they dunno..wah!

fear of work kenot finish.. gotta do some research on noise floor, multipath effect..etc..

so..at the end........ OK! i am staying in the hotel.................

check out nicholas tse's son photo..haha, so cute..

mood at this morning..

.... first day in BKK that i woke up based on the Alarm i set...

i must have been very tired last night....

gua gua... saw picture of ppl in action.. wah. so cool... heehhee

Day 4 BKK...

ah.. i am saturating...... :(
really need to cut watever string that's pulling me apart.. ah!

i don't seems to get out from hotel's area....
and this morning, i walked to the airport terminal to get some breakfast.. haaha.. 1st 100m further.. :P

don't really feel i am in bangkok either... i guess i miss working with MP in sri lanka.. big boss order ppl to do things just seems so much diff....... ppl give update the next day/ the next hour.. haha.. and also big boss able to think more clearly.. haha, though he is workaholic a bit.. but i like him. I admire his responsibility.

saturating in the hotel room........... tomorrow gotta visit 2 more sites... compile more data...
so much to type.//// but yet.............. just not good to say all out.. coz.. girl's emotion change over time i guess.. hahaha...

let's see how things go.. perhaps i might fall in love with bangkok shopping over the weekend? hahaa.. or just the hotel gym running???


well/// let;s see........

string attached..

arr.. i guess i don really like the feeling of string attached.....



started to feel a little ...... :(...

don like the feeling.....



..,mmmm, freedom is always the best.. hahaahhahaa~~~~

Celebrate freedom!!!!!!!!...



:D

snap a leng lui picture in office today... nice sweet girl..... very helpful and patient...

gentle... soft hearted.. and she burned 2 CD of songs for me// :D

a;lso/. Amazing= She is a AWOD diver too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah.. i guess her dives are most likely to be WAYYY more than me... coz she asked if i go diving each year, how many times a year... and.. hahahaha, when i said "ONCE".. she looked surprise.. hehehee..

Day 3 BKK

today..charlie angel appear.. thank God.. :D
able to come out a more concrete plan with customer ..but..it seems that need to extend the trip.... :(

my darling is sick over there.. so kasian..........

sob sob... i miss penang....

hope able to come out some conclusions better..:D
having a little headache now...
dizziness in the afternoon... err....

whatever, i need to perservere...

Day 2 BKK

So, finally..back in hotel.. what a tiring day... went to the cargo + the tranmission tower...

Today..mm, started quite great.
I read Joshua 22 in the morning and prayed.. asking Him for wisdom + protection over me so that i will not faint again...
The people here are quite helpful to give me the help i need.
Service guy said.. it seems that they treat girl differently, which is good thing. ha! i wonder if do my hair nicely + make up a bit, what more help i can get ar?? haha..

and.. i was offered coffee after lunch again.. i guess they really love coffee.. everyone was with coffee after lunch!! but i rejected it.. scared i will get dizzy again.
ha, the manager bought me oat cookies.. as a gift.. hehehee.. so lovely of him.

And thank god i able to capture a lot of data today......... which yet to analyzeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.............. hahaa, i really wonder, with my 1 week old knowledge on this product......how well i can perform?? ar.. really need His wisdom........

rest first................... :D at least this trip is way better than sri lanka + indonesia.. as my workshop is just 5 mins walk from my hotel!! hahahaa........wise choice! so i cut down on all those travelling time......yippeeeee!

Let's pray that i will find something tonight and plan the action tomorrow.........meeting up with another guy tomorrow for customer meeting at 2pm.. i am expected to come out with a summary.......... gosh...

father in heaven.. help me to organize my findings.. would you?

little leng lui

hehe..his wedding.......

i like these 3 photos a lot.. especially the first one.. hehe, this is the only one Aik Han is serious and then i don laugh... hahahaha

1st Assignment

so, i am in bangkok. Lying on the bed.. ar... what a day....!

Not sure what's wrong with me, I was praying...
felt dizzy a little on the plane... just afraid the vietnam drama repeat again.. hahaa.. but, thank God. i am OK!

and.. checked in hotel... before even i got time for anything.. my room's phone rang......ar.. the service guy called...... alamak....sort of like got scolded.. " i waited for you for 2 hours you know!! ".... "why is the arrangement like this??'.. err............. i just.. ok.. ok.. ok....... not sure if i am at wrong.. but, nevermind lar.. ha, found out 1 thing.. that guy look like kok beng.. belle's dad... hahaa, and i told him that......... i told him kok beng run the marathon.. oo, he run too last time.. hahaa.. interesting.

and then, met up with those customer in the office. Can't seems to locate the failure symptoms and location.. errr........... and had a meeting..asking neccessary questions.. lucky they are quite ok.... and lucky thing i kinda quite click with 1 of the guy, which i believe will help me.. :)
then after lunch they brought me to drink thai coffee.........wow! nice coffeee...........

however...................... i started to feel dizzy............ and i was having cold sweat....... there...... the feeling of dizziness hit me once again.........and again, i was praying. :(
really dunno what's wrong. And i put on the Vicks which i brought with me.............. i tried to sit there doing the work........ while keeping myself at cool........... mm, the feeling gone again.

I guess i am simply having cafeine allergic....... + low blood pressure............ seriously need a check up when i am back.

4 more days to go...... really hope with my little knowledge., i able to observe some info out of this trip. and able to know the rootcause. the Red X...................... start to miss the time with MP....

need to get a clear mind. and continue work tonite in hotel's room............ lucky thing i stay working distance to my work area.. :D brilliant choice.. hahaha...

A reminder for me

it's a holiday today! yahoooo..

so, i was reading Joshua 7 following the bible reading plan and prayed.
the chapter was about how 1 person sin can affect the others, more than what we can imagined.

As i was praying .. i asked god, why do sometimes, i always seems to create offence in others?
i asked god to search my heart.. mm, and.. suddenly.. he showed me this verse..

God opposes the proud, but gives grace to the humble [James 4:6]

mm, i gotta be reminded of that. Thank God. :)
Need to pray for change of heart... if in any area i have think too highly of myself.
mm.. a good reminder indeed.

lost the car

around mid noon today... my sis going out...
then suddenly my phone rang... eee.. my sis called.....

"yin.......... my car is lost.......how ar??"

:O so she lost her car in front of gambier... err...
then went to report police..etc..

err, suddenly this lost car episod happen for real.
i used to think i lost my car too but found out i park at wrong place..
then i dreamt of i lost my car but it was just a dream..

now my sis lost her car.. not park at wrong place.. not a dream. it happen for real.
i hope something good out of it will come about.

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Quite happy this week. 2nd week on my new job. Letting go of leadership for this job still become a question for me from some people. err.. not sure how to answer.. perhaps i believe.. position vs passion, i choose passion?

had a farewell dinner on last wed. Quite a nice dinner, gather with both old and new boss. Ha, had farewell for my another colleague too... as we said.. technical lead+ team lead.. leaving at the same time.. haha, quite a coincidence. But i guess, nobody is indispensable.

Had some happy news this week also...
1.) Manage to plot my first GPS to google map location.. ha! i was kinda excited about it.. ahhaa..
2.) Manage to 99% completed my first ever written with heart technical paper. hahahaa... previous years, i wonder what did i write? ( embarrassed )
3.) Had news from my friend about some reconcilation on going.. mm, i just hope that God will be there for them and guide them. :) amen to this on going kick start..
4.) KE coming back!! hehhehhee... we been chatting over MSN.. talking over phone... finally, he is back.. hehee, gonna pick him tomorrow. hahaha, when he told me my blog nearly become his homepage everyday... hahaha, i am surprised! ahhaa.. at least this is the first man who really spend time to read my blog and tell me. :D
5.) manage to make a time table for my after work schedule... as i always felt very stressed up after work.. never seems to have free time after work... so try to make a schedule including CG, IGC, squash, mask, laundry, etc etc... :D hope able to balance things up and set right priority.

:)
some not so happy thing
1.) just now i nearly cry in office.. errr............ i just dunno what did i do to really pissed off one of my colleague who used to be quite good with me.. err... apologize to him and he said ok.. but it's been months he don even care to look at me and keep avoiding me.. :( not quite happy bout that..

mmm... bravo.. 5 happy things over 1 unhappy thing.

Kinda miss my CL as been some time i never see him.... hope he faster come back from Aus..

Writing blog to release some emotion just seems to be an effective way for me... ha, i guess for some others too. :D

Just hope my this one unhappy thing can faster be settled......... I also dunno what else i can do? ask forgiveness again?? er...........

Dec 7

oo, one my navy good friend is getting married... haha, good friend as in.. very good i guess.. ahhaa.. :D




wow, finally, just could not believe..finally he is getting married.
A guy...
whom smile looks like wong fei hung...
whom grab the mic and spoke during university first week..
whom YouLe and i teased during first year hostel staying period..
whom YouLe and i crazily invited to shop with us at JB..
whom joined karate....
and then joined the navy together with me.....
whom i shared stories to...from big to small...
whom been through life ups and downs with me.....
whom always listen to my sharings..
whom let me listen to the peeing recorded mp3.... (not his of course)..
whom always talk burung gagak joke....
whom stayed with me in penang for a period of time....

whom i called the morning i broke up with my ex...


mmm, time passes super fast........... And Now he is getting married!!!
church camp crashed with his wedding.............arhggg!
mmm.................... i guess i am attending his wedding.

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mm, found this new stuffs?.. just signed up and play.. is it that interesting?
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still on my technical paper writing.........................................

...ish.........

ish ish....
almost strangled someone!!



just like this...... in malay words= KAYU= wood stick

ha! at least these are USB memory wood sticks...k..!

MGC Outing

hehee.. a very nice water fall.... :D

I am glad everybody like the place.. hehee... bkt hijau..

the water was freaking cold!!!

cute kids...

cute leng lui~~ :D
naughty boy.. hehe

hehee, looking at them were really nice...

haha.. what a friday

mm, semalam.. new boss belanja makan jap buffet in City Bayview...
yummy~ ate quite some raw oyster... never had my raw oyster intake > 2 pieces...hhaha, yesterday i hit a personal record of 5. :D not so big one.. :P

and right after,~9pm.. i was going to MGC... nearly got hit by a car when i come out from the hotel's parking. It was raining cats n dogs... and the car did not even turn on the light... !! what a narrow escape... i thought.. :) hahaa

and.. just as i stopped in front of the traffic light..waiting for green light..............

................ boom...........................................

ish, i felt a suddenly jerk on my car... the same old familiar feeling back in 2006..........................
somebody has knock my car from the back again........

hahaa, go down and see........... wah wah.. whole bumper cracked... and my boot cannot be closed...and the uncle said he pay me back RM250... looking at the situation, i asked for RM300 after i called my dad... as i remember, i used to repair my bumper ~200+ and now need to add additional knock out of my boot to reallign back... mm, so 300 would be fine.. and..............

haha, that uncle told me...."hey.. can u pay a bit because i also need to pay to repair my car..since my head lamp is damaged also.."...
:O.. haha, dunno Y i smiled..................... "wei, uncle... i thought i am not at wrong this time?? "...

hahaa, and ok la ok la... so he paid me 300...

mmm, dunno Y, i was reminded of the character i learned this morning... JOYFULNESS= Maintaining a good attitude, even when faced with unpleasant conditions... so the whole situation turn out to be quite ok.

thank God, no injury...only minor damage to the car, which can be repair easily. :)
i guess, we just need to differentiate what's important (life, body, thinking, feelingss..etc) and what's outer thing( materials... ) that are not so important.

and the day.. haha, followed by a saturday morning where i send my car to Jelutong repair shop..and there you go......... run into other people lane again, thinking it is a one way street........ ahahaha, the similar mistake made when driving with star last time... weird.. is it Jelutong roads are confusing?? haha.. simply weird......

same old issue

haha, today encounter again............

difficulties to deal with female... :(

especially those who...

sensitive and yet tough.........

self centered and yet lack of confidence...

err.. faint

star said may be i mix too much with guys...

argghh! suddenly, i think i better keep quiet la... ma huan.. hahaa...

deference deference... i must exercise deference....